10: 40a.m May, 10 2013

Kirk.

Sitting down at the coffee table with two of my closest friends, Niki and Brianna. We were chatting about how Brianna's marriage was going, she just married her boyfriend of four years which is amazing if you knew the guy she married. His name is Tony Stark, you know billionaire, playboy, genius and all of those things. He was never one to settle down with just one person, but that all changed when sweet little Brianna came into his life. She was almost the exact opposite of him, kind willing to do anything for even a stranger.

I remember one time right after she was married to Tony the first thing she did was start a charity for kids who didn't have a lot money, barley making it by. Tony was...indifferent about it, but he let her do it anyway because she asked. Sitting here now thinking about how great it is for her to have married a guy like him, I start to feel bad because every relationship i've ever been in has gone wrong. I once had a boyfriend named Ian, he was a really nice guy never did a bad thing in his life, I'd met him at bar one night with Niki.

We hit if off instantly he would understand my needs, wants, even dreams. I didn't notice when he started leaving more and more often, I had to much trust in him to ever think he could do something wrong. At the time I was working at a little bistro right down the street from little apartment in New York. I had got off early and I saw Ian's car parked in the drive way, I thought that was odd because he was at the gym this time a day working out. I walked up the stairs leading to my door number H6.

I unlocked the door.

Moans coming from the other room, but more importantly they were his moans mixed with someone else's. As I got closer to our room door which was closed I tripped over someones shoe. It looked to big to be a girls, alarmed I dropped the shoe running a hand through my short hair I thought about what it could mean. Ian had never really show any interest a woman other than me..

It was kind of flattering really I never had to worry about him coming on to another girl or cheating on me. But it never came to my mind that, maybe he just didn't like women. When ever we had sex he was eager but I could feel that he wasn't into sometimes. I think he faked some of his orgasms too. I grabbed the knob and twisted it hearing the creaks it made along with the breaking of my heart.

I haven't heard from him in about nine months, he texts me, calls me, and even emails me everyday with a with the same shitty story about how he really did love me.

I never reply to him.

But sometimes I can still remember his bright eyes filled with love that doesn't belong to me anymore.

I found out his name was Wayne.

"Kirk, are you alight? You kind zoned out on us there." Niki look at me already knowing what held my heart in a stone embrace, cold and unwelcoming.

"Nothing, I just...didn't get enough sleep last night with you and your loud snoring." I made a weak joke trying to ease the tension in the rom that I had created.

"Ha! Okay...just let me know next time and I'll put the plugs in." Her brown eyes held worry that even I couldn't fantom. Niki had started saying with me almost immediately after the break-up, I didn't have to go through the sleepless nights alone. We had both made a trek to Stark Towers and Niki had been talkative, almost too talkative. She was lucky she was able to go through life without having a heavy heart, but i'll never tell her that.

I heard Brianna let out a strangled cough that seemed forced like she was trying to get my attention. But the cough that she forced made her actually start coughing choking on her on saliva, Niki ran to get her some water to which Brianna protested saying she wanted, needed mountain dew. I let out a little chuckle amused at my friends antics, Brianna wasn't amused. She had coffee brown skin and dark brown eyes just me, sometimes people mistake us for sisters which was completely foolish because we look nothing alike.

"Kirk!" Brianna yelled taking me out of my thoughts again just a little too loud making my ears hurt.

"What? You little dwarf!" She was short little person but hated when someone commented on her height.

"I was wondering if you wanted me to make you some cookies, you've been pretty sad for awhile and..." She trailed of not knowing what to say. I felt a little bad for not telling her about Ian, she knew that he had cheated but that was all. Brianna was pretty innocent when it came to pretty much everything so I never really understood how she and Tony actually make it work.

But when she came back from their honeymoon you could tell she changed. Niki finally came back from her trip into the kitchen trip.

"GIVE IT TO MEEEE!" Brianna cried out happy and needy all at once.

It made me laugh.

We heard the door unlock and swing open with force, and Tony strolled in like he owned the place..which he did. He gave me and Niki a nod to show that he noticed us, and walked over to Brianna to give her a full kiss on the lips.

"Tony, when did you leave? I thought you were in the bathroom still." Brianna looked completely confused. Niki held in a laugh while I turned to Brianna and reminded her that Tony left early this morning, for about five minutes. After that, both her and Tony escaped to his room 'putting' his clothes away. I turned to Niki who was still trying to figure out how we went from have a girls day to hearing sex in the next room.

"So...you wanna go look around?" I asked her not liking the new noise coming from down the hallway.

"I heard from Bruce that Tony was working on something to help that Foster girl get to Asgard." She said.

I remembered hearing something like that.

"Sure, lead the way."