INVISIBLE
Have you ever felt invisible?
Like you're screaming and screaming and nobody can hear you?
Like if you were to burst into flame in the middle of dinner and no one would even blink?
Like you could wear signs of suffering right in your eyes and your own parents wouldn't even look twice?
Like tears could be streaming down your cheeks and no one would even ask it you're alright?
Like the person who's been pining for you as long as you've known them can't even see you for who you are?
Like not even the truth could make someone look you in the eye?
Like your feelings count for less than nothing with someone who claims to care about you?
Like even blatant cries for help go unnoticed?
Like your own father doesn't see you?
Like the one person who seemed to care about you you've pushed away?
Like you can't even tell if you're alive?
Like no one would notice if you died?
Like death seems like a good option?
Like you couldn't tell anyone what's wrong even if they thought to ask?
Like you don't know where to turn next because what path is there for an invisible boy?
Like scorn would be welcomed because it's at least acknowledgement?
Like you're made of lies and mirages?
Like you're trapped?
Like you mistakes will never be in the past?
Have you?
Have you?
Of course not.
This was barely changed at all. Actually, the original was more upsettingly dark than this. I wrote this at a really low point in my life, can't you tell?