A/N: So yeah I re-wrote my story to be more detailed and more fun to read but do not worry it will still walk the same path as the original version.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own LL and K-ON charas only this story.

Chapter I

I enjoy and I devour

Flesh and Wine and Luxury

In my heart I'm uncaring

Nothing has ever touch me

In Kaisei Academy, when someone asked about the student council president, there is a definite answer that you will be given.

'The President never says 'No''

Whenever or whatever the situation is, he always says 'Yes' to anyone who needs his help. Even to those girls who confess to him. It might sound stupid but yes, he never rejects them. They say that he's just too kind and some says that he's crazy. No one really knows what is circling in the President's mind. What's his purpose for doing so? It really is a mystery for some.

However, there is one girl. One particular girl who's fate is different from the other. Her name is Amamiya Nozomi. She is a very timid girl who wears glasses. Her classmates particularly boys always teases her appearance for her being kind of chubby and old fashioned. It was hard for someone at her age to always get bullied and have no friends to confide with.

Kaisei Academy's Student Council President, Ayase Eriha met Amamiya Nozomi back in his 7th grade. He's not attending that prestigious school yet, he's not even called Ayase Eriha then. He goes by the name Kisaki Eriha a regular student of Hitsuin Primary School. The 14-year-old boy is somewhat popular for his natural blond hair but that's not all, even back then he had this attitude of not rejecting girls who confess to him. Not single one of them until Amamiya Nozomi the shy girl who wear glasses confesses her feelings towards the popular blond hair Kisaki Eriha.

Amamiya Nozomi is not an athletic type of person she clearly is not yet what is she doing carrying a basket full of tennis balls when she should be having her math class right now?

"Amamiya-san, could you bring these balls back to the PE equipment room? Hikari-san was the one supposed to collect them and get them back to the storage room but she's absent. I already collected all of them but I have a club meeting now and the storage room is opposite to where I needed to go. Since you are the only person left please help me return them?" asked one of Nozomi's PE classmates. Their PE class just ended and the only reason why Nozomi is still there is because she's looking for her water bottle. Nozomi just nodded. It's been like that for her, too afraid to say otherwise, too shy to voice her concern.

"Thank you, Amamiya-san. I need to go now" The girl waved goodbye before rushing out of the Tennis fence.

Nozomi waved back shyly "Ahh.. I haven't found my water bottle" she mumbled. She looked down at the basket of tennis balls I need to bring them back before my Math class starts. She then lifted the box up carrying it with both hands. She looked back before leaving the scene thinking about her water bottle and the only thing she can muster is a sigh of dismay.

"Hmm? Who's this?" a blond hair boy said after picking up something.

It took Nozomi 5minutes to reach the Storage room located at the back of the basketball court, it's quite far and now she needs to get back and change clothes for her next class that will probably took her 15minutes tops. I still can make it she does actually if not only for these group of boys who suddenly stopped her on her tracks.

"A—Ano, please let me through" the 13-year-old shy girl muster to speak, instead of letting her go the 5 boys cornered her one particular grabbed Nozomi's left hand in a tight squeeze. "Let's have fun first, Piggy" the raven haired boy said giving Nozomi an evil grin. To her horror she pulled back but the raven haired boy pulled her towards him making Nozomi trip and buckled towards the raven haired "Wow, you're heavy" he cry out and his friends laughed mockingly. Nozomi is at the brink of crying and the raven boy noticed it, he shoves her away not wanting to sully his clothes with her tears.

He thrust her hard making Nozomi off balanced, the poor girl was so shocked and scared at the same time thinking that she will hit her head because of the impact. Wanting to grab onto something so she could escape the imminent disaster but none and all she saw are laughter, their laughter, evil laughter.

At that moment it felt like her whole life flashes before her and all she could do is close her eyes. Why the hell is this happening to her? Every single day she needs to bear this kind of pain and humiliation. What did she do to deserve this? She's a very loving person and always thinks of other before herself yet this always happens. Why does she suffer so much? It always pains her whenever she sees her mother cry while tending her scratches that she receives from boys who bullies her. Her mother always reports the incidents but the school favors the rich students over them. Isn't it that the school should protect the ones who need help most? Why are they ignoring them? Is it because they are poor? Will there be an end to this pain? Maybe it's really better if I disappear now, maybe then mama will stop crying.

"Are you alright?" her expected doom did not happen instead a soft masculine voice comforts her. She opened her eyes and found a handsome lad with a blond hair looking worriedly at her. His eyes fixated at hers only. The back of her body leaning towards his shoulder, so that's why she did not fall, he caught her before she ended up hitting the brick floor that might cause her some nasty injuries.

"You should have left her hitting the floor and maybe we could see something amazing" the raven haired boy said before letting out another scornful laugh. He shuts up when the blond looked at him giving him death glares. Eriha really wanted to punch him right at that moment but he's holding the fragile girl in his arms and doesn't want to let go.

"Get out of here before I let you see something amazing" The blond boy threatened.

"Heh? Is that so?" The raven haired retorted making Nozomi shiver. Of course she was scared, this is the boy who almost killed her and now she is also worried about the blond boy who right now is holding her in his arms comfortably as if he was so protective of her.

"Hey let's go. That's Kisaki Eriha. The one who got reported getting involved in a gang fight." One of the five blurted out.

The raven boy got alarmed and hissed not because of the blond getting involved in a gang fight hell he can take him down they are five versus one. He got alarmed because of the name. There are rumors running around that Kisaki Eriha is a son of a wealthy family and of course he doesn't want to fight someone with a status like Eriha. "You're lucky today, Piggy." He grinned looking at Nozomi before leaving with his friends.

"That bastard" The blond murmured then he look back at Nozomi still holding her in his arms "Are you okay?" he asked realizing that he was so close to the girl. Like their face are inches away from each other. He blushed and immediately let go of Nozomi, Nozomi then realizing what just happened blushed extremely. "I— I'm fine, Kisaki-kun" Eriha calmed down and gave Nozomi a gentle smile before saying "I'm glad". It made Nozomi's heart falter. She doesn't know him and he doesn't know her personally. Both of them are strangers to each other. They only know each other by name and by appearance because of rumors. He was the popular blond haired boy and she was the bullied girl. This is the first time they made contact and this is the first time he saw her getting bullied.

"Tha— Thank you.." words came out of her quivering lips not looking at Eriha but looking downward. A shy smile spread across her face as the blush was visible on her plump cheeks. She is cute he thought. "It's nothing" Eriha responded casually.

"It's not 'Nothing'," she almost shouted. Her emerald orbs met with his beautiful azure eyes. She averted her gaze away realizing she was looking straight at him "For someone like me, it's a big deal." She said hiding her embarrassment. "You might not understand but I'm really grateful. I always get bullied and people who witness these events in my everyday life tend not to react maybe because of fear and I don't blame them for that. It was hard.." She continued fighting the urge to let out the tears that are building up. "Really- Really hard but I get by.. I thought I was used to it but how can you get used to being humiliated and getting hurt?" Once again her eyes met with his. He saw her pain, it was written all over her face and her beautiful emerald eyes that are on the verge of tears. It pained him seeing her like that. "For someone to stand up for me, it's not 'Nothing'. I was so grateful I could cry. So don't say it's nothing because for me it's everything."

Without notice, Eriha pulled her into his arms and held her tightly "It's okay. It's okay to cry." He cried out before she could react. He gave a half-smile, "really, it's okay so don't hold it in," those gentle words were the last push that made Nozomi wept against his chest. He patted her head gently, "Good girl," he whispered to her ear. He regretted not meeting her soon, if only he wasn't preoccupied with irrelevant things then maybe, just maybe he met this girl sooner, this strong yet fragile girl.

Still in his embrace, Nozomi felt comfort. He kept on patting her head and assuring her that it's okay to cry and let it all out. Unconsciously her hands rose up and tightly hugged Eriha back. The surprise attack made him happy. He never thought that she was this bold but who is he kidding? He clearly knew that she just gotten carried away. Still, it really made him happy. He hugged her more not wanting to let her go. The embrace could have lasted longer if only Nozomi did not notice a familiar item that is sticking out inside Eriha's right blazer pocket. To her surprise she pushed herself away from Eriha. It made Eriha disappointed and kinda confused until Nozomi pointed out what made her do the sudden action "My water bottle!" she blurted out, her hands covering her mouth in surprised.

Eriha looked at what she meant "Oh, This?" He held it out and showed it to her.

"Yes! Where did you find it?"

"At the Tennis court." He gave it to her.

"I've been looking for it for quite some time but did not find it there" She caressed it in her cheeks, she was so happy. Eriha smiled at the site she's so cute.

"Thank you again. Kisaki-kun" she said giving him a shy smile.

"What's with the formality, Nozomi? We're friends now, right?"

"Ehh?" All she could say cocking her head. She was confused, Friends? Him and Her? Someone like him? Someone popular like him? "Ehhhhhhhh?!" she exclaimed with embarrassment.

"Hahahaha! You're not only cute but really funny too." He said while laughing. "I should probably head to my class now, see you later" checking his wrist watch, he gave her another smile before leaving.

She was left dumbfounded, He wanted to be friends. That Kisaki Eriha. She still cannot believe it. The popular Kisaki Eriha but what made her most overjoyed is that she finally made friends with someone. When finally everything sinks in, she let out a very happy smile. "I made friends" she mumbled. If only Eriha saw her at the moment he might have pulled her again in a tight hug.

She paled when suddenly remembering something "Ah.. My math class" the color drained out of her face. She immediately heads to where she is supposed to be, her mouth curved into a smile thinking of what just happened. It's a start she thought, of something wonderful. She was looking forward meeting him again.

They always spend time since then, they were fond of each other company. Eriha even forget his dates just to spend time with Nozomi. It's as if like Nozomi is his favorite time of the day. He's happy when he is with her, he forgets his worries, her smiles and laughter makes him forget. They talk about lot of things, about school stuff, about their days and sometimes Nozomi reads him stories that she wrote. She dreams of becoming a writer someday, her stories were very good, it makes Eriha wanting to hear more. Sometimes he plays violin for her, he never does this to the girls he dated. The only time he plays solo is in front of Nozomi.

The bullying subsides, well not really but it's not severe different from the days where she gets home with scratches. It's because Eriha threatened all the boys in school, Nozomi did not even know a thing. Hell she was also curious why the bullying kinda stops, happy yet wondering what happened suddenly, only left where the nasty girls who calls her insulting names. She never tells Eriha about it. She doesn't use Eriha for her gain and definitely doesn't want to be a burden to him. Sometimes she thinks does she deserve to be his friend? Eriha is always the one who initiates the contact, he always waits for her for lunch and after the last class ends.

Then, it came, that dreadful day.

It's his fault he thought. Why it happened, why suddenly they need to stop seeing each other. He got too close, he got too obsessed and not thinking of what will be the effect on her. More than anyone else, she is the person he does not want to harbor those kinds of feelings towards him. It's not fun and game, it's clearly not. He treasures her, more than anyone, more than anything. "I love you," she can't. She can't fall in love with him, she deserves more, she deserves better. Not him.. No, no, definitely not him. He squeezed his eyes shut. He greeted his teeth in anger, anger…, anger towards himself. He caused this to her, this pain in her heart. "I'm sorry" I'm sorry is not even enough to make up for it. He knew how hard it took for her to gather up the courage to confess, he knew that she's different from the rest, that her confession came deep from her heart and it is genuine. Of course he knew.

It's her fault she thought. Why it happened, why suddenly they need to stop seeing each other. She fell hard, fell too deep and crossed the boundary. This is not how it's supposed to be but he's just too kind and too sweet. His gentle smile that makes her heart skips a bit. It's too much, too much for her to bear. She shuts her eyes, her cheeks turned pink, her lower lip trembled, "I love you," I love you is not even enough to express how much he meant to her. He is the only person who cared, the only person who appreciated and the only one who smiled upon her. "I'm sorry," Why did she even confessed? Why did she do it? What is she trying to accomplish? She knew this will happen, she knew she will get rejected, she knew that it's too good to be true thinking he also has feelings for her, where he only thinks of her as a friend. Of course she knew.

Her eyes swam with tears, tears that she did not expect, tears that she cannot stop from rolling. He wanted to wipe them away but too afraid to even touch the tears he caused her. She forced a smile and wiped away her own tears with her trembling hands. "I'll be fine, Erichi." She assured him but it was too painful to see in his part. His eyes bored into her, drips of tears still running down her cheeks. His face is full of guilt, his hand tightened into fist. She doesn't want to see it, the face he is making right at that moment. For her it felt like she caused this to him, to feel guilty all of a sudden.

"Well, well, well, what do we have here?" A familiar raven haired mumbled hiding in a corner. His lips formed into a lopsided grin.

She lowered her head, "I should go now," almost a whisper. She passed by his side slowly. He turned around but he did not move an inch. He just watched her gradually walking away from him. What could he even possibly do at this moment? Nothing, none at all. His jaw tightened, he was fighting back tears. When she turned in a corner her tracks stopped. She put her hands on her lips, preventing moans to escape from it. She squeezed her eyes shut but tears kept on escaping from the corner of her eyes. She cried and cried until she could not cry no more.

Days passed and the two haven't spoke to each other, no one really contacted one another, why would they? She is back to being alone and he is back hanging out with his so called dates. However, it's not the same anymore. Never been the same.

"You are with me but your mind is elsewhere." His date grumbled at him, giving him a pout. He looked at her lifelessly not giving a single care. He suddenly stood up and tugs his hands on his patterned grey hoodie pocket and walk out of the room then out of the karaoke bar. His date keeps on calling his name but it's as if he does not hear her. He kept walking away, looking up to the reddish sky.

A gust of wind messes his hair, he stopped walking while still looking up to the reddish sky "Nozomi…" He whispered then tears starts to fall from his eyes.

To be continued ~