I wrote this at 2 am in the morning ! It just kind of came to me and I had to write it down. It could be a oneshot unless you people want me to write more! So I hope you all enjoy it. It involves thoughts of suicide, and if you really want to get technical I guess you can there's mild hints of twincest. If any of that offends you then please don't read this. R&R please! Flames are accepted
Disclaimer: I do not own High School Musical or HIM. If I did I'd be rich and I wouldn't be typing this up.
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The Evans' ballroom, which was located inside their mansion, was packed to the brim with nearly everyone from their school. Decorations hung everywhere. The themed colors were Pink, Sharpay's favorite, and Green, Ryan's favorite. A DJ was spinning tracks in the far right hand corner of the room and the teens all were bouncing around to the music. A disco ball from overhead and some strobe lights were the only way to see anything in the darkness. The music boomed all around Sharpay and she smiled.
"Hey, happy birthday, Sharpay!" Troy said to her as him and Gabriella whirled by dancing. "The big 18." Gabriella chimed in smiling. "I know isn't awesome?" beamed Sharpay smugly. Troy and Gabriella rolled their eyes and smiled. "It sure is!" Troy said. Chad strolled up to them with Taylor on his arm. "Hey where's Ryan?" He asked. Troy smirked at Chad who smiled back. Sharpay shrugged, "He's probably around here. Dancing somewhere."
The booming music drifted up to Ryan's room. He sat at a desk in his room holding the weapon of choice in his hand. Now all Ryan had to do was pull the trigger. That's all, and he would be okay. No one could hurt him anymore. There would be no more Basketball team to fill his days with painful beatings. No more people whispering behind his back or making sarcastic remarks.
But there also would be no more Sharpay. The one person that had shown him compassion and love. He knew he was the only one who could melt away her Ice Queen exterior. Ryan blinked away the tears. He had originally thought to end his life now. But now he knew he had to see Sharpay one last time. That way he could die with just a glimmer of happiness in his soul. Very slowly he stood up and made his way to his own birthday party.
When he entered the ballroom he could spot Sharpay automatically. She was sitting with Zeke and the other Basketball boys and their dates at one of the many round tables sat up around the room. His stomach dropped, but he still walked over he wouldn't let them ruin his night. His last night. Just as he neared the table a slow song came over the speakers. Ryan cleared his throat and everyone at the table looked at him. Sharpay turned also and grinned.
"May I have this dance?" Ryan asked, extending his hand out to his sister. Sharpay smiled at Zeke who nodded, "Go ahead." Ryan took Sharpay's hand in his and lead her out to the middle of the empty dance floor. He placed his other hand on her waist, while she placed hers on his shoulders. The music smoothly poured of the speakers and wrapped itself around the two of them. Gabriella and Troy were next to join them, followed by Chad and Taylor. Soon everyone was slow dancing even Zeke had gotten Martha Cox to dance with him.
Ryan pulled Sharpay closer and she laid her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes as she did. "Sharpay." he said, his voice wavering. "Hmm?" She asked, hugging him tightly. Ryan blinked back his tears and swallowed down his sobs. "I love you." He said, his voice slightly cracking, "And I'm sorry." Sharpay looked up at him confused. "Just…just say you love me, too." He whispered. He looked into her eyes and she could see his tears. "Ryan." She said, sensing something was wrong.
He looked away from her gaze before giving her a light kiss on the cheek. "Say it please." He cried pulling away from her. "Why? Why do you need me to say it?" She asked. Their hands lingered on each others before Ryan pulled away. At that moment Sharpay felt as if she had lost something and was never going to get it back. "I want to hear you say it one last time." He whispered. Her stomach churned and she felt a sudden terror descend on her. "Ryan!" She said urgently as a booming hip-hop song gushed out of the speakers.
Tears began spilling out of Ryan's eyes. "I'm sorry." He cried, before pushing through the mobs of teenagers that surrounded them. "Wait!" She yelled. She tried to run after him, but all ready the path he had taken closed up with a herd of teens bumping and grinding. The disco ball spun faster, and the strobe lights boomed with each base note. Sharpay clutched her head and tried to focus on which way he went as she was jostled around. She began pushing kids. She needed to get to Ryan.
"MOVE!" She yelled. "Ohh, Ice Queen is ticked." They laughed. She didn't have time for this! Someone came up behind her and pulled her back from charging at her classmates again. "Hey!" Zeke said happily to her. "Zeke! Let me go! I have to..Ryan!…somethings wrong!" She cried, trying to pull away from him. "Forget him. He's a fag anyways." Zeke said, already trying to get Sharpay to sway to the music. "Let me go!" She cried. When Zeke didn't she whirled on him, slapping him across the face. Zeke was to shocked to say anything as Sharpay ran out of the ballroom.
"RYAN!" She screamed, tears streaming out of her eyes. "What's wrong, Ms. Evans?" a maid asked running up to her. She pushed her out of the way. "Ryan!" She sobbed again running to the stairs. She ripped off her heals and ran up the first flight of stairs, cursing their huge house. She ran the quickest ways she could, but every step she stumbled made her fear she was too late.
Finally she came to his door, she grabbed a hold of the handle and tried to open it. It was locked! She began to be racked by sobs, "Ryan! Ryan, open the door." She pounded furiously, "RY-" A sudden shot busted through her yell. A loud thud hit the ground and Sharpay screamed falling to her knees. She desperately shook the door as many maids and butlers ran to where they hear the gunshot. "Ms. Evans? Are you okay? What was that noise?" They all asked at once.
"Open the door." Sharpay screamed becoming hysterical. "Open the door, DAMNIT!" A old butler fumbled with his keys, before Sharpay ripped them out of his hands and unlocked the door. She ran inside and there on the floor was Ryan Evans. Dead with a bullet wound to his heart. Sharpay cradle his limp body in her arms.
She didn't see the blood splatter on the wall behind her. She didn't hear the screams and sobs of the maids and butlers and later all her classmates. She didn't pay attention to anything. Except her brother in her arms. "Let him go! He's gone." The maids urged. "NO!" Sharpay screamed at them. Then looking back at Ryan she clutched him against her. "Ryan, wake up! Wake up." She sobbed.
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Well there it is. Tell me what you think. Should I write more about the funeral ? Cuz I have some pretty awesome ideas for that.