A/N: This is from my favorite lines from Just This Once; i just don't think i did enough with it. Or really, enough with Sakura. It really came to me, listening to music and having emailed another author about 'dark' poetry. How difficult it is to have 'dark' without going 'emo' or 'angsty.' So it all came jumbled together and in a flash the skeleton of this came out. You'll see references to drivers ID and credit cards because, in my head i first came up with this small simple present times version. Then i Naruto-cized it...who would want to take another's life?...well since the inspiration was Sakura... I really didn't go for rhyme this time or structure. Instead, i wanted it to be like as if you are right there, hearing Sakura's monologue. I wanted it to be her voice.

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Mine! by causeiambetta

its only when i lose myself
in someone else
that i find myself
that i find myself
its only when i lose myself
in someone else
that i find myself
that i find myself

i can't take living my life
how bout i live yours?
with my pains gone and yours to take
surely yours don't slice to the bone
or constantly feel fake
how about it?

its only when i lose myself
to someone else
do i find myself

i slice your face and put it over mine
doesn't that make you me?
its such a pretty face
blond hair, perfect skin, perfect nails
but your eyes, i cant have your eyes
...so sad that settles it,
you wont have them either
don't scream, you're my best friend!

what about your cloths,
your ruining them!

STOP BLEEDING!

your watch your wallet your belt your head band your shoes your breasts
Yes i'm taking those too, thank you very much!
your everything
they're mine now!

now i have to wash
its me on the ID
thats my face
my credit card
thats my family
thats my boyfriend

you're dead
you don't need them
they're all mine now

mine mine Mine!

you're dead

but don't cry
you'll still be alive
just through me
through me

I wont be mean like you are
I'll love my family
I'll see my friends eeevvveerry day!

aww, you're crying again
i know i know you'll miss them and be sad
but don't worry,
i'll take care of the real good
better than you ever could
better than you ever did
you just don't know what its like to lose them
I do,
and i wont lose my friends again

what do you tell your boyfriend at night?
i wish you know who was my boyfriend
but he's gone
anyways

'honey i'm home'
'dinner's ready'
'why're you so late'
'Oh is that flowers? For me!'
that would be nice

he's tall isn't he
and dark
smart too
i like that

I like my boyfriend

You'll be gone soon
the hurt will go too

I cant wait