"Ten." The silence that comes after the word racks through me, and slowly I start walking, walking away from the pain, the disappointment. The hurt, the him. After a while my walk turns into a jog which turns into a run which turns to a sprint and just like in a movie it starts to rain the drops falling down on me like a thousand knives but the pain doesn't matter I can barely even feel all I am is numb, numb and cold. Once I reach my house and I slam through the front door, It doesn't matter how loud I am no one will hear. All I can see is the shining light reflecting off a beautiful knife on the kitchens table I and grab it and then I run again. I go to my bathroom and change into a beautiful long dress I run the bath and get in. once I'm there I know there is only one more thing I have to do, I pull out my phone I dial Satan's number, and he answers.
"Jade?" he asks but I barely hear him, all I can hear is the knife sliding across my skin.
"You're a liar!" I say "every time you told me you loved me, or that you'd never leave me you were lying. I let you in I told you things I never told anybody else, every one of my secrets you knew and I trusted you with my life and you just threw it back in face."
"Jade-
"No! I'm not listening to you anymore, I'm done with it, I can't breathe anymore. And what makes what you did so sick, so much worse than how everybody else left me is that you let me love you and trust you no one ever promised me anything. They were kind enough not to me up with false hope and fantasies and when they left the at least did it to my face they didn't hide behind a door." Another cut, deep and releasing. My vision blurs and I utter out one last sentence to my love and my hate.
"You wanted me gone, congrats you got it" and then the phone falls into the water and starts to die with me.