Hey guys :3 Anyways this is my first time writing a Detective conan/Case closed fanfic ^^ I don't mind hates and flames. Ok anyways this story is based on a song called 'Regret message' sung by Kagamine Rin. Just felt like writing this since that song is so awesome ^w^. If you want to listen or if your curious to what I'm talking about then here's the Youtube link: watch?v=R4shMkF0ymk If the link doesn't work try typing Regret message by Rin Kagamine.

Disclaimer: I do not own Detective conan
I do not own the plot I'm just writing the fanfic version of the song with DC characters -w-/
I do not own the pic.

Pairing: ConanXAi

Conan's POV

*Flashback*

I stared at the cinnamon color haired girl as she is writing a message on a piece of paper and gently push it inside a small bottle.

Is she serious about this?

"Haibara please don't tell me your serious" I voiced my thoughts aloud.

She looked at me with bored eyes.

"When I was small my sister and I came here and often did this…well of course we were under tight surveillance but it was still fun" she said and looked at the small bottle holding her wishes flow away to the horizon with a nostalgic look in her eyes.

I noticed the change of the atmosphere and desperately tried to change it.

"A-Alright f-f-fine! All I have to do is write a message in a piece of paper and shove it inside a bottle and throw it to the sea right? No biggie" I stuttered and looked away.

She just rolled her eyes at me and said "Kudo-kun at least be more gentle at least when your telling it"

I just clicked my tongue and grabbed a piece of paper and and quickly wrote a message and shoved it inside a bottle and closed the lid.

Haibara who had been observing me the whole time just rolled her eyes again mumbled to herself.

I threw the bottle which was in my hand to the sea and looked at it flowing away.

Suddenly it became silent.

But Haibara decides to break the silence.

"What did you wish for?"

"For your breasts to become bigger" I immedietly replied.

I could see her face color turn to 30 shades of red.

"Kud-"she tried to say something but I cut her in middle of the sentence.

"Just kidding!" I said and turned to her and grinned.

I could see her shocked face turn away to look at the sea.

"So what did you write?" I asked her inhaling the salty smell of the sea.

"For me to be with my sister" she replied, her empty eyes staring at the sea.

"Haiba-" it was her chance to cut me now.

"I know it sounds stupid but still..."she teared her gaze off the sea and looked at me with sad eyes and a melancholic smile.

It really hurts me to see her like this. Seeing her like this feels as if my heart is twisting in agony.

"Well there is a chance that it may or may not come true but..." she relealized she was the fault for the melancholic atmosphere and tried to change it.

"Yup!" I said recovering and grinned at her.

*PRESENT*

It has been exactly 1 year from that faithful day.

(A/N: Not the flashback.)

Exactly 1 painful year.

Exactly one painful year since Haibara died...

Its all my fault! Its all my fault!

Why did I have to let my guard down during the fight between FBI and the Black organization? If I never let my guard down then Haibara couldn't have jumped in front of me to protect me from the bullet shot by Gin!

*FLASHBACK*

"Sayonara Kudo Shinichi" I heard a voice behind me.

An ice cold voice.

A voice that gave me shivers.

A voice I would recognize anywhere.

Gin.

I turned to see him.

Halfway turning he pressed the gun trigger.

Everything happened in slow motion.

I could see the bullet which was aimed at me coming slowly.

Reflexively I shut my eyes tightly.

One second passed.

Two seconds passed.

Three seconds passed.

Four seconds passed.

But I felt nothing.

Uncertainly I slowly opening my eyes.

And got shocked by the scene.

In front of my eyes I could see Haibara's back stained with red desperately trying to keep on standing.

But failed.

She couldn't take it anymore and lost her balance.

"HAIBARA!" I yelled and ran to her side and caught her just in time.

I gently kept her on the floor and kneeled by her side.

I obsevered the state of her body.

Her clothes were tattered and stained with red liquid. The red stain gets bigger and bigger be each second.

"Whats with that look,tantei-san?" she weakly asked me with a smirk plastered on her face.

Her eyes widened as she coughed blood.

I felt a warm substance escaping the corner of my eyes and running down my cheeks.

I couldn't stop.

"Whats wrong, kudo-kun? Don't cry for me" she weakly said between broken gasps.

She slowly raised her right hand to wipe my eyes.

"Your crying face doesn't suit you,kudo-kun so please stop crying" she begged me while wiping my tears of guilt.

I raised my hand and kept it on top of her right hand and gently held it.

"Why?" I weakly asked her.

"Hn?"

"Why did you save me?" I repeated to her.

"Because..." she weakly mumbled.

She gave me one last smile with her summoned energy.

"We're partners aren't we?''she told me and closed her eyes with a gentle smile plastered in her face. Her fragile hand fell out of my grasp and fell onto the ground with a soft 'thud'.

"Haibara?" I asked her shaking her gently.

"Oi Haibara! Please don't joke at a time like this"I could hear my voice chocking in my own tears of sadness.

I refuse to accept this!

But the truth hurts...doesn't it?

''Hmm...very touching" said a voice behind me.

I could feel anger igniting in my heart and burning it to ashes. My stomach washing up with pain and agony. My brain overtaken with anger i dashed to him with a great amount of speed.

He looked surprised by my actions and tried to pull the trigger.

Too late for him.

I grabbed his arm and punched him in the face.

I heard him grunt in pain and saw blood coming out of his nose.

"You bastard! Look what you did to Haibara!" I screamed as tears kept overflowing.

"I could see him give me a psychopathic smirk.

"That traitor deserves to die!" he replied with a smirk.

''Damn you!" I raised my leg to kick him in the stomach.

And tried to kick him but he easily caught my leg.

He aimed the gun and shot me in the shoulder.

I let out an ear piercing scream.

The pain increasing time by time. I grunted and clutched my shoulder tightly. I could feel sweat droplets forming on my forehead.

"Damn it!" I screamed.

I pulled my leg out of his grasp and kick him in the face.

More blood flowed out of his nose but he didn't seem to mind it he just kept smirking.

His image suddenly got blurry. Ugh! I'm loosing blood.

I regained my vision to see him pointing a gun at me.

Again I tightly closed my eyes and heard a loud gunshot.

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.

But I didn't feel anything.

I halfly opened my eyes to see Gin clutching his knee and grunting in pain.

I fully opened my eyes and looked around to see a person holding a gun in Gin's direction.

Gin made a catch for his gun but stern and familiar voice threatened him:

"Don't move or else I'll shoot your head!"

Jodie-sensei!

After some time I could see other FBI agents coming in.

I smiled to myself.

But my smile didn't last long.

"Jodie-sensei! Haibara...Haibara is..." I told them forgetting my shoulder.

She looked around and her eyes landed on Haibara. She gasped in horror and ran to Haibara's side immidietly.

I tightly clutched my shoulder and staggered towards them ignoring the commotion behind me.

I finally reached them to see Jodie-sensei checking Haibara's pulse.

"Jodie-sensei...Is-is she alive?" I asked even though I knew bitter truth.

She looked at me straight in the eye.

"Sorry...but she already passed away"

*PRESENT*

I deeply inhale the salty smell which came from the sea.

And exhaled.

I look at the bottle with a piece of paper inside it and sadly smiled.

It's my message to the sea that last time me and Haibara visited.

I closed my eyes with my mind going back in time to remember why we came here.

*FLASHBACK*

"Hey Kudo-kun'' Haibara called me.

"Hn?''I asked not taking my eyes off my favorite Sherlock Holmes book which I'm rereading for the god-knows-how many time.

"Wanna go to the beach?" She asked.

"Ha?" I asked tearing my gaze off the book.

I could see her holding pen,a piece of paper and a small bottle.

I sighed as I got off the couch. I kept the book on a table. I quickly ran to the entrance and put my shoes and opened the door to see Haibara already outside kicking a rock.

I went outside and closed the door with my foot.

We both started walking.

Silence.

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I decided to break the long silence with whatever was in my mind.

"Why are we going to the beach?" I asked curiosity filled in my voice.

She didn't say a word instead she closed her eyes.

I just shrugged my shoulders.

Silence.

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She finally opened her eyes and looked at my side.

"kudo-kun...when me and my sister were still kids we used to go to the beach.'' she told me.

''But I thought the organizat-'' I was cut in the middle of the sentence.

"Obviously Kudo-kun! We were observed by the organization.'' She told as she rolled her eyes.

I just grunted and continued listening to her.

''Its said that if you write your wish on a piece of paper and put it in a bottle and and it out to the sea it will come true. So every time we went out to the sea we would write a message saying 'freedom' and send it out to the sea.'' She told me with a sad look in her eyes.

I, who had been listening to her the whole time replied to her by saying:

''Hmm...so this time I have to come with you?''

She looked annoyed for a while.

"No shit, sherlock''

It was my turn to be annoyed.

''Haibara...you little...''

*PRESENT*

I bitterly smiled to myself thinking about the past when she was alive.

I tightly clench the bottle.

Why did she have to leave?

Why does the world have to be so cruel?

Why does the world have to take her away from me?

Reality hurts...

I could feel warm liquid staining my cheeks but I couldn't care less.

I could feel the tears are not stopping.

Tears just keep on flowing out of my eyes.

Now's not the time!

I started to wipe the tears out of my eyes.

I walked up to the sea and bent in one knee.

I gently tossed the fragile bottle to the sea and bitterly smiled.

I stood up and stared at the bottle which is flowing away from me second by second.

''Goodbye...'' my voice came out brokenly.

I closed my eyes to remember her smile.

''Goodbye...''

I remembered her gentle but sarcastic voice.

''Goodbye''

An image of her wearing a white lab coat came to my mind.

I finally opened my eyes.

''Goodbye Haibara!''

I could feel a familiar presence next to me.

Haibara!

I looked to my right to see nothing.

I sighed.

Its not like she is gonna magically come to life or anything right?

I looked at the horizon to see the bottle so far away from me now.

I smiled as I remember what I wrote on the paper came to my mind.

''It would be nice if me and Haibara were reborn as partners...maybe more than partners!'' I repeated what I wrote on the piece of paper.

''Yeah it will''

My eyes widened as I heard the wind speak to me.

Haibara?

I could feel a warm smile coming up to my face.

''Goodbye Haibara! It was nice to know you!'' I heard myself scream out to the ocean.

''Same''

I smile and close my eyes.

Let's go!

~END~

Finally done -'' I must be crazy to write this during my time for studying. But I feel as if I switched the characters or their personalities are different...Anyways I'll try to write another chapter IF asked. Haha so R&R :3