AN:Enjoy. I don't own anything.


I sat at the train station. Silently waiting for my turn to board.

I can't wait to get out of this place. Where to, you ask?

Don't know yet.

I see a couple a few rows over.

The woman in a black trench coat, with black boots on, was being shield from the cool air that blows through out the room, by a scared face, handsome man. They kiss. Caress each other.

The sight of this sickens me. Why do they have to show such public display of affection?

I secretly wish that it was me but it's not.

Get a Room.


A couple of minutes passes by...The train, slowly pulls into the busy station.

People begin to get off of the bronze, old-fashioned train. Greeting family members, friends, and others with kisses and gifts.

I begin to reconsider my decision to leave..

::sigh::

To late I've come too far to turn back now.

I grab my bags and begin to make my way to the train.

I give the man my ticket and head toward my sleeping quarters.

This is going to be a long trip.

I lay in my buck, thinking.

Thinking about the couple at the station.

They looked like they was enjoying what they was doing.

I wonder how it feels to be held by someone...

Kissed...

Touched...

Loved...

All my life I wanted to be that girl.

That girl that everyone loves to hate and hate to love.

The one that everyone wanted to be.

Ughhhh...I hate being inexperience.