Oh forget the disclaimer. I'm so used to putting it in when i publish the story and it appearing automaticly. So...
Yugioh doesn't belong to me. That includes the original, GX, 5ds, the card game, or anything else. It belongs to the creators.
These first 2 chapters will be in Syrus' POV. Later chapters will be in Jaden's POV. This is one of my first fics like this so don't flame me too badly lol. Seriously I'd like some reviews.
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I can't believe Jaden. He acted so selfishly ever since he got to this world. He killed our friends! He selfishly sacrificed them, all to find Jesse. Why? Who the hell knows. The Jaden I know would never do that. The Jaden I….love.
Yes…I love Jaden. I'll admit it. Or at least….I used to. I don't know anymore. This world changed Jaden. He's not the Jaden I love anymore. He's a cold bastard! So I yelled at him. I don't care anymore. He deserves it. I…I hate Jaden now.
I had another dream about him last night. We were dueling. He of course defeated me, flashing me his sexy victory pose afterwards. That's the Jaden I want. That's the Jaden I love.
Ugh I can't take this anymore. I exit the cave I spent the night in and I hear a scream. It's Chazz's duel spirit, what's it called? Ojama Yellow. I save it from drowning in the river.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes, thanks. This world is scary enough with the boss but without him…it's terrifying."
"Yea this world sucks."
"Oh yea, what happened to Jaden? Wasn't he with you?"
I start to get mad. Why did he have to mention Jaden? It's not Ojama's fault. He was just curious.
"That jerk can go die for all I care." What I say seems to scare the Ojama a little….it even scares me a little.
"Oh. I guess you would be mad. He's not paying attention to you like he used to. That Jesse guy is all that's on his mind."
What did he say? That's not why I hate him.
"What makes you say that?"
"The boss always said that you feel jealous when Jaden hang around someone else. Something about you liking him?"
I blush. Was my love for Jaden obvious to even Chazz?
"Sorry, but that's none of your business. I need to be alone."
I part ways with Ojama Yellow. Everywhere I go, I'm reminded of Jaden. I just want to forget I ever met him. That I…loved him. I need to forget him. But how? I look at my duel disk and I suddenly think of Jaden again. His sexy smile that never seemed to go away. His sexy victory pose and catch phrase. Oh I loved him so much….it hurts. I take my duel disk off. I really like dueling; that never changed. But I can't stand looking at my duel disk. It reminds me of him. I consider taking my deck out and putting it in my pocket before throwing my duel disk away but I can't even play the game anymore. It'll remind me too much of him. I throw my duel disk to the ground. It probably broke. I don't care. I don't care about anything anymore. I don't care about anyone anymore.
I hear Ojama Yellow yelling again. I know I shouldn't help the duel spirit but he didn't do anything wrong. Okay, just this one time.
A Doom Dozer is chasing it, I guess wanting to eat it for lunch. I can't help but wanna help it. Call it a curse but I can't abandon someone who needs help, unlike Jaden…..there I go again, thinking about Jaden. I have no time to think, I try to distract the Doom Dozer while Ojama gets away. It works but now it's coming after me. I reach for a card to summon a monster and defend myself but I forgot I threw my cards away. Great. I turn to run away but then I stop. Am I gonna die here? I don't care anymore. I'd rather die than be without…him. I close my eyes and except my fate. I just hope that I die quickly. Goodbye Jaden. I'm gonna die because you're a jerk and you're just gonna keep looking for Jesse.
"I summon Cyber End Dragon!"
I open my eyes. Zane? He's in this world too? No…don't save me brother. Let me die in peace.
The last thing I remember is Zane declaring an attack.
A few hours later
I finally wake up after having another dream about Jaden. I can't believe it, I still can't forget about him. Wait, am I still alive? I open my eyes to see my brother sitting there. Oh, so he did save me.
"Zane?"
"Hello Syrus."
He throws me my duel disk.
"You shouldn't be around without it. Not in this world."
I figure that he's right and I guess it was reckless to throw it away. I was just so desperate to forget about Jaden but even without it, I can't get him out of my head. So….I guess there's no harm in keeping it. I put it on.
"Why did you save me brother?"
"Would you have preferred that I didn't?"
I don't know…maybe so. I hate Jaden now but I can't get him out of my mind. Maybe I want to die. Maybe that's the only way I can finally forget about Jaden.
"Listen Syrus, I don't know what the problem is but it obviously has something to do with Jaden. Listen, whatever happened, don't give up. Remember when you tried to save me? Think about that."
Zane gets up and walks away, leaving me in his shadow, as usual. I guess he's too busy for me too. But what did he mean when he mentioned me trying to save him? Did he mean to tell me to do the same for Jaden? I don't know….maybe I should just confront Jaden. No. I'm not ready, not yet.
I've decided. If I just stay here, I'll go crazy. I need to at least watch Jaden. I'll talk to him when I'm ready. But I can't just ignore our friendship.
Jaden…I don't know if I love you or hate you but I have to do something. Wait for me, please Jaden.
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