Disclaimer: Avatar the Last Airbender and all associated characters belong to Mike, Byran, Nickelodeon, and anyone else involved in the creation of the show. I own nothing….not even an action figure from the show…so don't sue me!
Author's Note: This might be the first of a collection of fifty drabbles for my Avatar pairings…or it might not. Depends on what I decide to do. For the meantime this is fifty Zutara drabbles, all taking part at different times in the show (or AUs or after canon timeline). I do also make mention of Maiko and Kantaang…however I don't mean them in any insulting ways nor will I tolerate either other Zutaraians bashing those two pairings or shippers of that pairing bashing –me-. Let's all play nice.
Drabbles #4, #22, and #24 are all in AU universes so be warned that they don't follow canon timelines.
That's about all, read, enjoy and review! Thanks!
001:
Superstition
Sokka didn't believe in the old fortune teller but
because Katara had nothing left to believe in she clung to the
cryptic worlds, "You will have a great romance with a powerful
bender."
002: Tactile
The little girl reached up,
brushing light fingers over his scar. Zuko winced as his daughter
slowly felt his scar before touching her own face, looking for a
similar mark. When she couldn't find one she frowned and felt his
face again. The soft touch was soothing though, innocent eyes and
fingers seeming to wipe away the shame behind the mark.
003:
Shame
His fingers brushed against the rough skin of his scar as
her words washed over him. In the eerie green light of the cavern he
sighed, "My face. I see."
004: Endless Sorrow
She
had finally decided it. The greatest loss hadn't been that Zuko had
died in the final battle. The greatest loss was that she had never
forgiven him, never tried to get to know him, until it was almost too
late to make a difference. Would he have held on longer if he had
known that one person cared? Would he still be alive if she had
swallowed her pride sooner and held out her hand in friendship? Even
now, years later, she still grieved for the boy who had died...and
the friend that he could have been.
005: Threat
That
scar haunted her dreams, the mark a symbol of the enemy that doggedly
persuaded them. She stayed alert for the incriminating mark, even
going so far as the drag Aang away from any man she saw who bore a
scar around his eye, determined that he wouldn't catch her
off-guard. That scar, surely gotten while doing something cruel and
heartless, was what separated -him- from -them-. Separated good from
evil.
006: Sacrifice
In the long run he had decided that
it was worth it. It had made her happy...that was what had made it
worth it. Still...he knew that he would be taking flack for it from
Sokka...a lot of it. Still Zuko felt no embarrassment when he came
into the main room of Katara's family home in the South Pole
dressed in the traditional clothes, complete with the warrior's
ponytail. It had made Katara happy...that was why he wasn't
embarrassed.
007: Hands of Fate
They had never had a
chance to control their own destinies. They had been destined to fall
in love despite the war that consumed both of them...and they had
been destined to be torn apart by death. It was a cycle that would
repeat endlessly through the centuries...until Oma and Shu found two
lovers strong enough to defy the pattern.
008: Fingertips
She lightly traced the lines on his palm, studying the small
scars left from Fire Bending and the calluses from the duel swords
that he wielded as he sighed, enjoying her light touch.
009:
Stare
She was a pretty girl and the boys in the villages they
passed through would notice that fact. Their staring would be
unabashed and unashamed...until the scarred boy came to her side and
met their leers with a glare.
010: On My Mind
Mai was
supposed to be the one he was thinking about...she was his girlfriend
after all. Except that even when he had been with her for some reason
Mai could never stay in the forefront. Other girls he had known would
sneak in, taking her place in his mind's eye. The most common girl
was the Water Bender, the one with passion for everything she did,
whether it was protecting the Avatar or merely talking with another
person, and enough spirit for three women. Then he would blink and
turn his attention to the flat, emotionless grey eyes next to him and
sigh. No wonder Katara kept sneaking back in...
011: Puppy
Love
She had had two great loves in her life and they were as
different as night and day. Aang was sweet, gentle and kind...and
their love had been as short lived as a summer rain storm. Zuko was
angry, rude and harsh...and their love never died but instead grew
stronger with every passing day.
012: Impulse
She leaned
toward him, holding out the bowl of soup. Suddenly he reached
forward, placing a surprisingly gentle hand on her shoulder, and
kissed her square on the lips. He could feel the others gawking at
them and at the back of his mind he felt mild surprise that his head
wasn't aching from a water whip yet...but the moment had been too
perfect and he hadn't been able to pass it up.
013:
Afterlife
They were old now, in the sunset of their lives, and
far beyond the years where they were the ones having adventures and
changing the world but that was all right. They weren't fading
alone and that was all that mattered.
014: Daybreak
The
comet's passing left the evening sky blood red, a sign of the
destruction that could have been wrought on the world, and he reached
for her hand. They could both feel it in the air...with the comet
gone everything was re-born somehow.
015: Jagged
She
placed a hand on the scar on his chest, a meditative expression on
her face. "Everything is going to change after this...isn't it
Zuko?" She asked softly.
016: Haunted
His rest would
never be soothing for him but instead disturbed by nightmares of
lying sisters and cruel fathers. She would pass by his room and
pause, a part of her heart softening toward the scarred prince and
she would wonder again if she had had more time in Ba Sing Se...would
his demons still torment him so much?
017: Magic
She had
been pulled out of the crowd again, another Fire Bending Magician
choosing her to be his bound princess. Sweat dribbled down her masked
face as she watched the Fire Dragon whirled over her head, preparing
for a dive. Unexpectedly a voice came into her ear, the magician
leaning over her. "Do you trust me?" Her attention was pulled
away from the dragon, instead focusing on the man, bandages swathed
thickly around the left side of his face. There was no mistaking the
gleam in his visible eye though and under her mask she smiled. "With
my life Zuko." She whispered back. At her words he snapped his hand
back, releasing the fire leash that held the dragon from her.
018: Coma
She placed a hand against his forehead, wishing
that she could will life into a person as easily as she controlled
water. She should have studied her healing harder...rather then
focus solely on fighting.
019: Waiting
She folded her
hands and placed them on her knees. He would come for her. She stared
out from the bars patiently. He would come for her. She took the
beatings, the insults and the humiliation with the surprising dignity
of a true princess, causing the guards to scratch their heads under
their helmets and exchange looks. She kept smiling very faintly to
herself. Her prince would come for her.
020: Bread
He
tried not to watch too anxiously, or even show that he cared too much
about what she thought, as she carefully took a bite of the bread
that he had made and chewed slowly before swallowing. Her smile was
pained but she didn't criticize it...after all no one else had ever
made breakfast so she didn't have too.
021: Transparent
In this light the material that made up her red skirt was nearly
see-through, making the shape of her legs painfully (beautifully)
obvious. Zuko looked away before his blush gave him away. He hadn't
been staring, he reminded himself, his face was only red from too
much sun.
022: Mellow
It had been years since either of
them had been seen by their families and the difference was obvious
and amazing. In place of the bitter, angry teenager was a calm,
contented man and instead of the hot-headed, naive girl there stood a
mature, wise woman. Soon after their reappearance however it became
clear that each other, more then the years, was what had triggered
the positive changes in each other.
023: Search
He
tightened his grip on her hands, studying her face for any crack, any
crevice that might possibly show how she really felt about what she
had said. There...in the back of her eyes there was doubt and
uncertainly...he knew it was echoed in his eyes. However he took a
deep breath and smiled for her, "I hope you and Aang are going to
be happy together." She nodded stiffly, "You and Mai too...I hope
you're both happy..."
024: Shield
Aang had failed at
the last minute and they were the only two left. Her shoulders
shuddered with sobs for her lost friends and family as he wrapped his
arms around her in a tight hug. "I...know your father and brother
are gone, Katara, but I'm going to take care of you now."
025: Cleansed
"I'm sorry Zuko...I guess the Spirit Water
can't heal scars." Her voice was soft, regretful, as she recapped
the bottle. "It's alright." He caught one of her hands, smiling
softly without any regret, "It's already healed."
026:
Shooting Star
They lay side by side as they watched the meteors
overhead, the rest of their friends off to the side. Their hands
found each other and pressed together as they stared above and wished
on every falling star they saw, knowing that they were running out of
time for any of them to come true.
027: Friend
For a
brief moment his arms tightened around her waist and then loosened as
she stepped back and smiled. She was grateful for him, grateful that
he had understood the loss of her mother enough that he would be
willing to help her avenge it. They weren't lovers or
anything...but they were no longer enemies. They had reached a middle
ground.
028: Spirit
Underneath the scars and the frowns
and angry words she saw something that no one else, except his uncle,
saw in Zuko. She saw the man who stared out from the villain's
eyes...and she fell in love with him.
029: Question
"Tell
me about her." The voice from the Fire Bender who sat beside her
caught her off guard and she blinked. Not even Aang had asked to hear
about her mother before.
030: Broken
She couldn't stop
the small sob as she picked up the stained ribbon and fragments of
the pendant from the mud. It was her mother's necklace...and now it
was gone. And it wasn't like when she had lost in on the Fire
Nation prison vessel and Zuko had found it...then it had just been
missing and Aang had gotten it back for her. This time it was really
gone...and not even the Avatar could fix it. Her eyes blurred from
tears and she started to cry harder. Suddenly a hand became clear
through her watery vision, holding several shards of blue and she
found herself staring into sympathetic gold eyes. "Here...let me
help you."
031: Practical
"I know it's nothing
elaborate." He held out the water skin toward her. "But I noticed
that your old one was cracking." He trailed off almost shyly and
she smiled, taking the skin. "Thank you Zuko."
032:
Massage
She moaned softly as he placed warm hands, but not
sweaty, against her shoulders and began to knead the hard muscles.
"Maybe I'll keep you around," She murmured sleepily, "You're
pretty useful."
033: Disaster
She should have known
better...letting Zuko and Sokka go anywhere alone was stupid! And
letting them go fishing or hunting or anything even remotely "manly"
was insane! That was why she wasn't surprised when they came back
from a fishing trip (luckily this one was real as evidence by the six
large fish that each man had) scrapped, bleeding and with what looked
like several hooks embedded in hair, skin and shirts. Instead she
just shook her head at her boyfriend and older brother. "I
swear...the two of you shouldn't be let out of the house...you're
walking disaster areas!"
034: Subtle
He sniffed the air
again slightly, recognizing the faint scent of sea water. It was out
of place here...they were in the middle of the farming country of the
Fire Nation. It shouldn't smell like the sea. When Katara passed by
though he understood and smiled. A daughter of water would always
smell like her element.
035: Beach
Coming up behind Zuko
Katara placed a light hand on his shoulder, her attention seemingly
focused on the surf. Zuko glanced at her, his meditative gaze broken,
before he smiled slightly. Maybe Azula's advisors were
right...maybe Ember Island did wear away a person's edges until
only the heart of the person was left behind.
036:
Compromise
Azula smiled cruelly, her sanity returning long enough
to recognize the Water Bender and the weakness that she represented.
If Zuzu brought her here...she meant something to him. She shifted
her stance; pointing two fingers at the girl as power began to
crackle inside of her...Zuzu had to stop leaving chinks in his armor.
037: Contempt
He had shown disrespect for his father and
his nation when he had stood up in defense of a battalion of innocent
men. She had shown disobedience for her entire culture when she
challenged Master Pakku to a duel, fighting for the right of women in
the Water Tribes. They both held tradition at arm's length...they
couldn't afford to feel hatred for each other too.
038:
Lies
"I need the Avatar to regain something that I lost. My
honor." She turned her face away from the boy, trying to drown out
his words. How could she listen to him? He was a monster...he wanted
to destroy Aang...he was -evil-. He didn't want his honor
back...he only wanted another prize for his trophy wall.
039:
Quake
Her shivering was so intense that she couldn't stop her
teeth from clacking together, her body had forgotten about the cold
in her time away from home, but it suddenly stopped as a heavy
smelling ostrich-horse blanket settled over her shoulders. "I know
it smells but it's the only thing I could find." Zuko's voice
informed her from behind.
040: Turn Away
Mai placed her
hand on Zuko's arm, helping him into his robe and Katara turned her
face away from them, suddenly unable to bear the sight of another
woman near Zuko.
041: Dance
No one seemed overly
surprised when Zuko reinstated dancing into the Nation's schools
and even went so far as to say that parties should be allowed within
reasonable limits. No one however thought that they would ever see
-him- dancing anywhere. Until the Fire Lily festival where he was
seen by nearly his entire court, dancing with the regular commoners
from the city, his attention fully on his Ambassador from the
Southern Water tribe. The elders of the court groaned in
dismay...this behavior of his had to be her fault...that was what
happened when you brought Water Tribe people into civilization.
042: Shackles (companion to #19 )
As quickly as he could work
he removed the rust covered metal from her wrists, his mouth begging
for forgiveness from her and spilling apologies at the same time.
"I'm so sorry Katara...I should have come sooner...I shouldn't
have left you in here...I should have realized you were locked in
here before this."
043: Played For a Fool
When she had
first seen him show up during their fight with Azula she had been
surprised but hopeful. Had he come to help them? Then her hopes had
crumbled at her feet when he had suddenly attacked, instead of saved,
them. She had offered her most precious secret, the vial of Spirit
Water, to him and she had let him into the most secret place of her
heart where even Sokka wasn't allowed...and this was how he thanked
her? She felt cheap and she felt used...and above all else she felt
betrayed. He had just been using her...in the future she would
remember and she would be wary of letting -anyone- near her heart
again.
044: Lonely Road
People always said that it was
lonely at the top...and now he believed them. He wanted to marry
her...she was the only one that he wanted. But she wouldn't...concern
for his station, concern for what his court would say if he married a
Water Tribe peasant. He sighed, rubbing at his temples. Why couldn't
she ever be selfish for a change and do what she wanted, instead of
what was best for the world?
045: Killing
He had never
meant to hurt her, had never -wanted- to hurt her, but he had. She
was an innocent, not involved with the fight that stood solely
between himself and the Avatar and he had never wanted to include
her, his honor wouldn't have let him. However he didn't realize
until much later how much pain his relentless hunting of Aang had put
her through.
046: Repeat
"Father." Zuko pronounced
the word again, looking down into the identical faces of the twins.
"Try it." He urged, "Try saying 'father'." Watching from
behind the door-frame Katara pressed a hand against her mouth to
stifle the giggles. Who knew the great Fire Lord could be such a
softie?
047: Funeral
She was the only one who knew that
underneath the calm mask he was going to pieces as the flames licked
at the pyre. Later on, in the solitude of his own rooms, he confided
in her. "Ever since my mom disappeared my uncle was always the one
who was there for me...and now he's gone too."
048:
Awkward
A shadow falling over the pool of water was her only
warning that someone was coming into the bathing area. She gasped
slightly and lunged for her shirt, wrapping it around her chest,
hiding her breast bindings. A surprised step backwards and a voice,
deeper then Aang's, and stumbling and tripping over his words in
embarrassment, reached her. "I-I-I'm sorry...I didn't realize
you where over here Katara! Sokka said that you had gone to bed!"
She flushed, looking down at the water, seeing the wavering
reflection of the shirtless prince behind her. They really needed to
create separate bathrooms for guys and girls.
049: Union
"Here...this is the engagement symbol of my people." He held
out the delicate gold bracelet to her, the rubies on it glinting in
the evening air. Katara took it softly, looking at him curiously as
she studied the piece of jewelry. "And this," He continued, "Is
the engagement symbol of -your- people." His other hand held a
necklace with a carefully carved pendant bearing the joined symbols
of both of their worlds. It was obvious that he had given it much of
his attention and love. "Zuko?" She held both pieces of jewelry,
her eyes full of questions. His hands now empty he almost shyly
tucked them behind his back, "Will you accept these Katara? Will
you marry me?"
050: Happy Birthday To You
He wasn't
sure how she had found out...unless she had hounded his uncle to find
out which was very likely. That was the only explanation that he
could think of for the small package laying on his pillow. A sound
from his doorway made him turn and Katara stood there, shifting
nervously. "I know it's not much...but I heard it was your
birthday Zuko."
