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-Breakaway327

MANHATTAN SPECIAL VICTIMS UNIT PRECINCT 16:

Olivia's POV:

"Elliot put his papers in." I heard Cragen tell me, and I almost dropped to the floor. "There was nothing I could do."

"He's earned it." I was barely able to talk. It was true, he had earned it, but I couldn't help but to feel a little betrayed at the way he left without warning.

"You wanna talk?" Cragen said.

"No." I said quietly. I had felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest.

"You wanna take a day?" Don said.

"I'm fine." I said, but meaning the complete opposite.

"You ok?" Fin asked as he watched me walk out of Don's office.

"Yeah." I said trying my best to fight back the tears threatening to spill.

How could he do this to me? I questioned. We were partners for twelve years, and he left me without a goodbye? Not one single word about him leaving was ever mentioned to me until just now.

"Got a ten thirty-four on Waverly." Munch said as he put down the phone to hang it up and watched me slowly walk out of Don's office.

"Fin, take Rollins." Don said, his voice barely echoing on the main floor.

"No, I'll go. Give me five, and we'll roll." I said, and I walked towards the nearest empty room.

I closed myself in the room, not wanting anyone to see me break down. Tears rapidly started flowing from my eyes as soon as the door was shut. Cragen's voice replayed in my head over and over "Elliot put his papers in." I couldn't breathe, I was struggling to catch my breath between sobs. I couldn't do this job without him, I thought. The tears kept coming, and I allowed them to fall. I slowly clenched my blazer trying to keep my sobs quiet, I heard the door open and I quickly wiped away the remaining tears as I stood up.

"Liv..we gotta go." Rollins said as she waited for me to follow her.

"Got it Rollins… right behind you." I said, my voice cracking in the process. I wiped my eyes one more time before I felt my phone slightly vibrate. I debated for a moment if I should answer, then I looked down at my phone, and saw that it was Elliot. I answered it without another moment's hesitation. "El…" I said quietly trying so hard to avoid letting more tears fall.

"Hey babe… look let's meet up later at that little Italian restaurant you like so much." He said. His voice was so gentle and sweet.

"I don't think it's such a good idea." I said slowly grinding my teeth. You've got some nerve! I thought to myself, getting angry at the thought.

"Look I wanna explain, and I know I didn't tell you but please just let me explain…" Elliot said.

"Fine." I whispered, but still not forgetting what he had just done.

"What time does your shift end?" Elliot said happily.

"8:00..." I said biting my lip, I didn't really want to see him.

"Great I'll see you then… bye El." I said still tugging at the lining of my blazer.

LATER THAT DAY:

His fingers intertwined with mine as we both sipped wine and waited for our food to cool.

"So explain Elliot… why did you give up… you know I.A.B is weak." I said as I set down my glass on the white cotton table cloth. I was in no mood to waste any time. I had to know his reason for leaving before I could begin to forgive him.

"Liv… it's not that I gave up… I just can't take it anymore… I can't stand to see the lousy scum walk every damn case just because they have a half assed lawyer who probably lives in a shoe box." He said quietly.

I just shook my head and let out a small laugh as I picked up the glass to my lips, letting the red liquid slide down my throat, giving my throat a warm sensation. I understood why he left, I just couldn't comprehend why he couldn't tell me before I was standing in Cragen's office, almost in tears.

"Look i just want you to know it's not personal, you were a great partner… and the best girlfriend." Elliot said before picking up his fork to eat his pasta.

"You just scared me that's all...I thought you had skipped town because I scared you off or something..." I said avoiding making contact with his eyes.

"Never Liv… I love you more than anything in this world… I'm sorry if I scared you… I really didn't mean to baby." He said as his arm reached over to my face to lift my face up to finally make eye contact with him.

"Are you really sorry?" I said staring into those gentle captivating blue eyes of his.

"I really am baby… how can I show you how sorry I am?" He said as he smirked.

"You can take me home and show me..." I said smirking back at him as I bit my lip.

In an instant I was up against the cold bumpy wall, the door was shut and locked, and the neighbors would be getting an earful tonight. My legs were wrapped around his waist, and I could feel his growing erection against my inner thigh barely missing my entrance. He continued to suckle my neck as I continued to hold my arms into place around his neck, his hips were bucking against me and I could feel myself becoming wet. I gasped as his mouth attached itself to the spot behind my ear, leaving me breathless when he wasted no time to gently suck that spot.

He leaned onto my body more to hold me into place as he ripped off my pants, leaving my sopping wet white laced thong to stain his pants. He lifted me off the wall and into our bedroom. The foam bed was shaping into my body as he set me down, I kissed him deeply as I began to tug off his pants. His large hard member bursting out of his pants, I slipped my hand around it slowly rubbing it which caused him to groan. With one flick of his wrist my thong was across the room, and his finger played with my clit.

I could feel my nipples hardening under my bra. This man made me crave him every second of the day, his hands soon made their way to my shirt and removed every last bit of clothing I had left. Thinking he had left me for good only made me crave him more, I couldn't help to think if he had the chance to really leave he would but my attention soon turned back to Elliot who had his mouth attached to one of my breasts still teasing me in every way he could. "Oh god El...you really know how to make a girl wait!" I said as I began to remove his boxers wasting no time to stroke him.

"Fuck Liv slow down!" He groaned.

"Do you really want me too?" I asked, biting my lip. He simply shook his head 'no.' Soon after, he aligned his body with mine and entered me quickly. I could feel every bit of him inside me, he was balls deep and it still wasn't enough, "Faster… Oh god El right there!" I screamed as I dug nails into his back. My chin met with his left shoulder as he continued to thrust harder into me, I could feel my orgasm building and my muscles clench tightly around his hard cock, I moaned loudly as my head threw back and my body arched off the bed. Oh god, I never wanted to lose this man.

He held tightly onto my body as it lifted a few inches off the bed, not long after he had filled me with his warm seed every drop slipping into my womb. I screamed his name one last time as my juices drenched him and our sheets. "I love you Liv." He said quietly as he planted kisses from my stomach up to my lips.

We kissed passionately one last time before I had finally caught my breath, "I love you more." I said still panting a bit. The last thing I remember from that night was me falling asleep in his warm arms.

THE FOLLOWING MORNING:

I woke up, still laying in his arms. I looked up into his eyes, and saw he was awake. "Good morning Elliot Stabler." I said, and planted a kiss on his lips. He returned the kiss even more passionately, and I was thrown onto my back. I giggled playfully.

"I love you so much, Olivia Benson."

"I love you too, El." I said, still resting in his arms. He let go of me, and pulled away. "What's wrong?" I asked. I could tell something was on his mind.

"Liv, I want to tell you right now, before you hear it from somebody else." He said. I was confused, I didn't know what he could possibly have to tell me. "Liv… I'm going back in the Marines."

A/N:

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-Breakaway327