I dont know anything anymore iv'e forgotten how to rise
I don't know who to trust no surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit)
iv'e lost anything i had i don't know anymore
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)
My beautiful dranzer i'm sorry i trusted black dranzer i don't deserve you
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
I took everything i had and threw it away i don't trust myself anymore i don't trust the dark
Tension is building inside steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit)
I don't trust apart of myself and i never will my only family betrayed me i'll never be happy again
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)
I put all my trust in voltaire when i was little but he threw it all away from me i was tortured abused and raped in that abbey yet he didn't care but why should he he was the one that killed my parents
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
Mum,Dad i'm sorry i betrayed you for my own selfish need's
won't waste myself on you You You Waste myself on you You You
and know i'll become the ice king i don't deserve love i'll push them away until i am lonely then i'll escape from the cage i was trapped in
I'll take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you You You
cause really the only way out is death and my sunset will end.