/n: HA! Bet you didn't think I was going to post my new story so fast! LOL. Well here the new story is for GallagherGirl202 who is my muse! Jk but I love her lol anywayyyyyyy here I go at this sad attempt of a story XD

Disclamer!: Okay first I always forget to do disclaimers so this is for like ALL of my chapters…. I SADLY don't own the Gallagher Girls series but Ally Carter does *sniff sniff* if only.

OH and this story idea you can thank Noell-spyandDemeter'sdaughter for! Sooo thanks! lol

(CPOV)

"Hey Bex" I said still sad lying on the bed that's now just mine with the phone in my hand.

Hey Cam… how are you taking the news?" okay… first off let me explain a few things. Zach and I got married after I graduated from Gallagher and he graduated from Blackthorne. We now work for the CIA and recently Zach had a mission. As it turns out mission didn't go so well and he's now declared MIA. It's been three days since he was last seen and I'm worried. I'm a spy and the first thing that we learn is not to fall in love… well that's not the only rule I've broken. Anyway Bex married Grant of course while Liz and Jonas just got married last week. Macey ended up with a guy she met after another exchange with Blackthorne named Darren and they're engaged now.

"It's okay… I just miss him. Bex… what if he doesn't come back? Like my father didn't come back."

"Cameron he's GOING to come back do you hear me? He's Zachary fugging Goode! He'll walk off the end of the earth to find you! He-"

"Bex… what if he's dead?" I had to let the tears fall at this point. What if I never got to feel Zach's touch again warm on my skin? What if I never again get the feeling in the pit of my stomach the moment his lips meet mine? What if I never get to look in his deep green eyes that make me want to simply melt again? Just what would I do if I never see my Blackthorne boy again?

"CAMERON ANN MORGAN! He's GOING to come back! Why don't you know that? I know that! Grant knows that! Liz knows that! Jonas knows that! Macey knows that! Bloody hell even Darren knows that and he hasn't known us for as long as they have! EVERYONE knows he's coming back to find you! But why don't you know that?" the truth is… I'm not sure why I didn't believe. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that I tried to believe my dad would come back and he never did… he still hasn't. I don't want to go through what I did before. But at the same time I just can't bring myself to believe Zach is dead. There is no way that my smirking, green eyed, chestnut haired, absolutely gorgeous Blackthorne boy is dead. But at the same time… will he really come back to find me?

"I-… he-… Bex we don't know he's coming back. We don't know if he's even alive-"

"Cammie… why are you trying so hard to believe he's not coming back? This isn't like your dad. He's coming back. And I'm not trying to tell you that your dad doesn't love you and he didn't try but Zach loves you more than anything. He will come back Cammie" I just sighed in defeat. She's right. I just don't want to get hurt again.

-:-The Next Day… Duh duh duhhhhhhhh-:-

I shot up from bed and ran to the bathroom heaving in the toilet. SHIT! I thought. I must have been poisoned or something. I get up after sitting on the cold floor for 3 minutes and 21 seconds (lol I did 321 without meaning to… I'm that cool! haha anyway sorry for the interruption I had to get this in XD) and then went to go make breakfast. I got the eggs out of the refrigerator and went to go scramble them but while I was cooking the smell was absolutely revolting causing my stomach to churn and I ran for the bathroom only to throw up some more. Crap I should probably get Liz to test me for something. After I finished my little session I went to go clean everything up choosing to just skip breakfast all together and to go see Liz. I went to go get my phone to call Liz.

"Hey Cammie! How's it going?"

"Hey Liz… things are going okay.. umm this morning I've been feeling really sick can I come over there and get you to test me?"

"Yeah of course! Crap I hope you're okay-" I heard a crash and then a faint oopsy daisy from Liz and then Jonas probably rushing to the scene to see if she's okay. They had a small conversation before she got back on the phone.

"Oopsy daisy Cam! I tripped on my laptop cord and fell into the bookcase knocking it down. Anyway how soon will you over?"

"Can I come now?"

"Yeah that's perfect! See you then!"

"Alright then Liz see you soon" and then I hung up and went to get my stuff to get going. I hope I'm going to be okay. I hope Zach's okay.

A/n:Hmm how was the first chapter? I hoped it was good! Anyhow please review because I LOVE reviews! They make me happy happy happy hahaha. Okay anyway (ha that rhymed) let me go! Thanks for reading XD

~*PreppyEmoGirl*~