OK, first songfic. Disclaimer, we need a disclaimer! I do not own Beyblade, Rei Kon, or these lyrics, in fact, I own nothing apart from my OC Freya! MU-HA! Enjoy.
~MY OC'S, FREYA'S, POV~
/It's been five months since you went away,
left without a word, nothing to say./
Rei has been gone a long time, almost half a year. I really miss him, I wish he had said goodbye or at least told me were he was going. No ones been the same really especially the white tigers, they really hate Rei now, especially Rai. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't hate Rei for leaving, I mean I am fustrated, but I can't stay mad at him, he's my best friend. I hope he still feels the same way about me as I do about him.
/When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul,
But it wasn't good enough for you, so I asked God/
I never got a chance to tell him how I /really/ felt. I loved him but I guess he liked Mariah as much as I liked him. I would have killed him if he went off with Mariah, though, I would probably kill Mariah and he'd hate me. I feel like he knew that I felt like that, and that's why Rei left, it's all my fault. I can never forgive myself though I could forgive anyone for anything. I have preyed every day and night for him to come back and every day that goes by, I feel like I have to bring him back.
/God send me an angel from the heavens above,
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart from being in love/
I wish Rei would come back, some people in the village are starting to think he died. I can't belive that, I won't belive that, I DON'T BELIVE THAT and I never will. Rei's still out there, in the city, somewhere, I hope. I need him to come back to tell me he loves me too, that's all I need, if anything that's the only thing I need. I would turn back time if I could just to tell him my real feelings and maybe this wouldn't have happened, and maybe, my heart wouldn't hurt so badly.
/'Cause all I do is cry,
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes./
Every night I dream of him and all I can do is watch him go over and over again. When ever I think of him, my eyes just fill with tears and I can't stop crying. I feel like my family doesn't care, but I know they do. They don't bring it up though because they knew he was my only friend, and he was. Now I feel like no one can approach me because they are scared of what I'll say if they talk about Rei. I remember when my Grandma died when I was little, Rei was always there for me, he'd wipe my tears when ever I cryed. To think about it he always did, he always stuck up for me, like a gaurdian angel watching over me.
/And I know it might sound crazy,
But after all that I still love you,
You wanna come back in my life,
But there is something I have to do./
I'm convinced, I've made up my mind up, I'm going to find Rei. But should I tell my family and the rest of the village or should I just leave like Rei did? I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so confused. Is Rei really worth it? I mean when we were kids he'd spend alot more time with Mariah than me, well she was a little younger than me by about nearly a year but not quite. I can understand that Rei would help her out because of that, but she also had the rest of the white tigers so why was Mariah so dependant on Rei? I'm sure Rei would want to come back, I think, I don't know what to think anymore.
So waddya think? D'wanna hear more? R&R please!
~MY OC'S, FREYA'S, POV~
/It's been five months since you went away,
left without a word, nothing to say./
Rei has been gone a long time, almost half a year. I really miss him, I wish he had said goodbye or at least told me were he was going. No ones been the same really especially the white tigers, they really hate Rei now, especially Rai. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't hate Rei for leaving, I mean I am fustrated, but I can't stay mad at him, he's my best friend. I hope he still feels the same way about me as I do about him.
/When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul,
But it wasn't good enough for you, so I asked God/
I never got a chance to tell him how I /really/ felt. I loved him but I guess he liked Mariah as much as I liked him. I would have killed him if he went off with Mariah, though, I would probably kill Mariah and he'd hate me. I feel like he knew that I felt like that, and that's why Rei left, it's all my fault. I can never forgive myself though I could forgive anyone for anything. I have preyed every day and night for him to come back and every day that goes by, I feel like I have to bring him back.
/God send me an angel from the heavens above,
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart from being in love/
I wish Rei would come back, some people in the village are starting to think he died. I can't belive that, I won't belive that, I DON'T BELIVE THAT and I never will. Rei's still out there, in the city, somewhere, I hope. I need him to come back to tell me he loves me too, that's all I need, if anything that's the only thing I need. I would turn back time if I could just to tell him my real feelings and maybe this wouldn't have happened, and maybe, my heart wouldn't hurt so badly.
/'Cause all I do is cry,
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes./
Every night I dream of him and all I can do is watch him go over and over again. When ever I think of him, my eyes just fill with tears and I can't stop crying. I feel like my family doesn't care, but I know they do. They don't bring it up though because they knew he was my only friend, and he was. Now I feel like no one can approach me because they are scared of what I'll say if they talk about Rei. I remember when my Grandma died when I was little, Rei was always there for me, he'd wipe my tears when ever I cryed. To think about it he always did, he always stuck up for me, like a gaurdian angel watching over me.
/And I know it might sound crazy,
But after all that I still love you,
You wanna come back in my life,
But there is something I have to do./
I'm convinced, I've made up my mind up, I'm going to find Rei. But should I tell my family and the rest of the village or should I just leave like Rei did? I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so confused. Is Rei really worth it? I mean when we were kids he'd spend alot more time with Mariah than me, well she was a little younger than me by about nearly a year but not quite. I can understand that Rei would help her out because of that, but she also had the rest of the white tigers so why was Mariah so dependant on Rei? I'm sure Rei would want to come back, I think, I don't know what to think anymore.
So waddya think? D'wanna hear more? R&R please!