Dear Diary,
It's been a year already and I am still nowhere near healing. I know I worry mom, grandpa and Sota, but I can't help feeling like this. Mother says she understands and I know she does. I miss Inuyasha terribly, and pray each day that one day I might be able to see him again. I used to think that once the jewel was found and Naraku killed, I used to think that I'd be able to continue traveling between our two worlds. I however, though wrong. Maybe there will come a day when we can be together, but I've no clue. It even hurts my heart to just sit here in my room, fore so many times we'd spend hours here, sometimes talking. Sometimes, while here he'd just sit on my bed and watch me sitting at this desk, doing my homework and soon he'd fall asleep, or go pester the cat. God, I'd give anything for a chance to even catch a quick glance at him, that would be fine, as long as I could see him. I try my best to take it day by day, this life I'm now forced to live, but whenever I think of Inuyasha and that is quite alot, I just want to run up to my room and cry. Maybe one day in time, I''ll be able to at least smile again, if only a little. Maybe I'll get over this pain, but I'll never get over him. I'll love him forever, my sweet, Inuyasha.
"Ha..." Kagome got up from her desk, after finishing her diary entry and walked to the window, where she watched her grandfather outside with Sota. Kagome was about to head downstairs, when she noticed something, caught on a piece of wood near her window. Her heart began to ache as she held the something in her hand. Suddenly tears came to her eyes and she collapsed to the floor crying madly. "Kagome? Honey, what's..." Kagome's mother had been putting linens away, when she'd heard the sobs errupting from her daughter's room. "Mom..." Kagome cried as her mother embraced her. "Ssh, it's alright honey." The mother noticed in her daughter's hand a strand of silver hair. "Mom...I miss him...I miss him so much!" Kagome cried loudly "I know dear, I know." Kagome stayed in her mother's arms for a long time, until she finally was able to stop the almost endless flow of tears. "Are you alright, honey?" Kagome nodded "Mhm, I'll be as fine as I can be." Kagome said, slipping the strand of hair into a pocket in her diary. "Seeing the strand, it just..." "I know dear. I have to go out to get somethings for dinner, would you stay and watch the shrine?" Kagome nodded "Sure." Kagome knew why her mother never asked her to go shopping with her anymore, especially for food. Fore the foods that would be bought were very close to the isle in which Kagome wasn't ready to step foot in. "I'll be going shopping later for some new socks for Sota, would you like to come with me then?" "Sure." "K. Take care, hon." Kagome watched her mother leave, then went to the window and watched her mother gather her brother and grandfather and head out to do the dinner shopping. Kagome sighed and sat on her bed, looking up at the ceiling. "Hm...I really should try...it's been a year already..." Kagome shook her head "Who cares if it's been a year. It's still fresh in my mind, like it happened yesturday." She laid down, still looking at the ceiling "If it happened again...would I act the same way? Would I just say hi to my family and then be allowed to return? Ha! No, that wouldn't be right. They were so very worried about me when the well vanished...I'd do the exact same thing...though I might pull Inuyasha with me...ha! Again, no. He'd be the only one able to let the others know that everything was okay again." Tears began to build in her eyes "No...even if I could turn back the clock...the samething would happen...Inuyasha would be pulled away from me and me from him." Kagome sighed and closed her eyes, she decided that she'd try and get a nap in. She hadn't been sleeping at night very well and her mother said she'd even began sleep walking. "Inuyasha...no matter how long it takes, and no matter what happens, I love you. Always." She said before sleep consumed her.