A/N: First fanfiction, please review and tell me what you think.
I began to feel lost. To come to think of it, it was shortly after he left.
As I was walking to school in the nice November weather. It was snowing. Not heavy, but light and it felt nice. Though my stomach started to feel quite uneasy that morning, like butterflies. No more like I was coming down with the flu.
I got to school. No sight of him. I've been avoiding Kiba for a couple months now. The thought of him makes me uneasy. I went to my locker and then to my first class, I saw him sitting there. I never see him in the morning, he always skipped first class. Why was he here? I started to feel sick.
All the feelings I thought I left at home came rushing back. Just at the sight of him. I began to feel the need to throw up. So I started running. I ran out of the classroom and into the washroom. I think you can guess on what happened next.
After I was done in the washroom, I went to the nurse and complained about my flu like symptoms.
"Can you please let me sleep in here till the end of class?"
She replied "There's a bed over there you can use."
I didn't argue I just went straight to bed. Shortly after I fell asleep, I started dreaming. Dreaming about his smile and how he made me feel inside. Then I woke up. I didn't want to dream about him. Then I went to the rest of my classes. Luckily I only had one class with him.
As the day went on it was finally after school. My friend TenTen was running after me and yelled "Hold up I need to talk to you," I stood there waiting for her. She finally caught up to me and said "Where'd you go after you ran out of class first period?"
"I wasn't feeling to well so I laid in bed in the nurses office."
TenTen whispered to me."What if-"
"Shhhh, don't say anything."
Come to think of it I realized I also only had one class with TenTen as well. She interrupted my thoughts.
"Well another reason I'm looking for you is because Kiba's looking for you."
"Come on, I don't want to see him today." Even hearing his name made me weak. I couldn't stand him after what happened a couple of months ago.
"Well he said it's something important and he'll be by the main gate," she looks at her cellphone "like now!".
"I guess it wouldn't hurt to see him, well see ya later TenTen." I lied.
I didn't want to see him at all. My feelings toward him were anger. Anything about him made me angry and weak all at once. I grabbed my phone out of my backpack and looked at the time. It read 3:26. I think Kiba wanted to meet me six minutes ago. I continued walking and was almost at the main gate. I thought if I took the long way here, he wouldn't be standing, waiting for me still. My stomach started to hurt again. It was like he was a disease. Every time I saw him I felt like throwing up.
Well I put my headphones in and blasted the song "Goodbye" by Avril Lavigne. That's all I wanted from him, I wanted him to finally be out of my life. I couldn't stand the thought of us being together. The old me probably would've been screaming at the thought of us being together. Now things have changed and I can't do it. I guess the things that has happened between us made me change my mind. I looked at the main gate again, he was still standing there waiting for me.
Then I gathered enough power in my body and started walking again. The thought of him made me feel uneasy. I didn't want think about him, let alone see him. As I was getting closer my knees started to feel week, my breath was getting shorter and shorter. I couldn't take the pain of seeing him
"Hey, Hinata wait up!"
I walked right pass him and now my iPod was playing "I'm on Fire" by Bruce Springsteen. I didn't realize it, but I started to speed walk. From behind it felt like a million eyes were on me. I knew it was only him, but it felt like more. It was if he can look into my soul. My thoughts were interrupted because I felt a hand on my shoulder, slowly I turned around and to no surprise it was Kiba.
"Why did you walk right past me?"
"I didn't know you were waiting for me, so I just kept on walking." That's a lie.
"Well I need to talk to you."
"Can you meet me to my house at 8:30?" I needed to end this conversation quick. Who knows what I will say or do next. I feel as if I'm going to faint any minute now. I wish I didn't skip lunch.
"Why can't we talk now?"
"Because I need to get ho-"
I began to feel dizzy and a little uneasy, then bam! Everything went black.