THIS IS A COMPLETELY TWISTED STORY OF BELLA AND EDWARD! better than it sounds there cuz i know they rock but i wanted to experiment with something different!

Pretend Eclipse never happened so Edward just left one day (again). He broke her heart (like COMPLETELY ripped it) and Bella tried to give him up.

I dont really know how to explain it but I hope you understand :)

If you like this, I could add some Jacob in or whatever you prefer...

Please REVIEW!! (even if you think its horrible...)

Disclaimer: some characters do not belong to me but I WISH THEY DID!

Bella's point of view-

It's been exactly half a century. 50 years since I last saw him. My heart twisted in agony whenever I thought of him. His face never left my mind even though he hurt me so badly. Just thinking of him shattered my heart. It pained me to think of his dazzling smile, beautiful shining eyes...

This was the only time I allowed myself to think of him.

I shook my head to clear my mind. No more painful memories. No more Edward.

He had left me. To "protect me" he says. But he didn't know that it nearly killed me. Victoria had came a month after he left. She killed Charlie first, tormenting me with the image as Charlie called out, "Bella... please..." I had flung myself in front of her but she tossed me aside like a sack of potatoes. Then she came for me, planning to finish me off, the pain immediately started as her fangs touched my skin.

Michael and Jasmine came though and saved me. I didn't see them. Just vaguely remember Victoria being lifted off me. Michael finished her off.

After the pain, I barely recognized myself. I still had the pale, translucent skin but instead of looking fragile, a glow seemed to come off of me. My hair became smoother and manageable. I had a great body- strong, fast, and lithe. My clumsiness dissapeared. It awed me that I could be so... beautiful. I guess that's what you get when you turn into a vampire.

Michael and Jasmine then recruited me in their small family, including them and and their "mother" Clarice.

Michael was barely a year older than I was when he was changed. 19 years old. But, in reality, he was 219 years old. Michael was very handsome. He had shaggy black-brown hair and a muscular body. To me, he showed a resemblance to Jasper. Michael had been naturally shy when he was human. That was the most prominent reason for his unusal power: invisibility. Whenever he wanted, he could just suddenly dissappear. Add: staying still like a statue and not breathing, you would swear he was never there. But, now, he was so talkative and carefree that you could never picture him as the shy guy.

Jasmine was younger. Only 15 years old. Her jet black straight hair hung down to her waist. Michael and her were sisters, literally, blood relation. The vampire that changed them, had done it together, then just left. Never heard from again. Jasmine was just the sweetest girl. I was always cheered up by her fun, happy attitude. She reminded me of Alice, especially with her love, no, obssesion for shopping. Or maybe I was just thinking of the Cullens too much. But whenever she was angry, she became deadly. You could say she sometimes had a real temper.

Clarice was beautiful. She was extremely nice. Michael had been the one to change her. She was dying of cancer at age 35. Michael's sympathy took over which caused his decision to save her. Clarice loved to draw. She was amazing. She worked as an artist and whenever we moved, she sold new paintings. It had been her passion and she had been drawing for her 94 years as a vampire.

Finally, there was me. I had a different gift. Something would happen whenever I felt a different emotion and my eyes would change color. Sometimes, it was very dangerous to be around me.

For example, when I was happy, the day would brighten and flowers would grow. But I have learned to stop the sun from coming out constantly- something that happened when I was a novice to this power. My eyes would turn honey-gold, the most beautiful color I knew, and would remind me of Edward.

When I was sad, my eyes would become gray, clouds would appear and make the day gloomy.

When I was angry, the room would heat up. My eyes would transform into a blazing red color. After a few years of practice, I did finally manage to master some of the results of my power, often having to cover my different eye colors with the excuse of color contacts.

Finally, there was one more addition to our family. Robert: he was 37 years old when he was changed. I was the one who transformed him. The only reason why he attracted my attention was that he was just like Charlie. Charlie's death haunted me and when I saw Robert, I almost thought it was Charlie, back from the dead. Robert also served on the police force. He was shot when chasing a robber. It was 29 years since that day. He became attracted to Clarice and they eventually married.

At first, we traveled to many places. After I joined the family, we all started feeding on animal. I convinced my new family to stop living on human blood. I seemed to have adjusted very quickly, probably because I knew more about it, but Robert was having a hard time so he stays home most of the time.

We went to Sequim High School. Michael, Jasmine and I all enrolled there only a couple months ago. Michael and I as sophmores and Jasmine as a freshman. We acted like adopted children of Clarice and Robert. Michael and I were "couples" at school mainly to avoid the embarrassing moments when a human without enough good sense comes up and asks one of us out. But secretly, Michael did like me. He confessed one day many many years ago. I wasn't sure if I could give up Edward so soon. I finally did realized he was never coming back to me. So, Michael and I have been going out ever since. But, I knew I could never give him my whole heart.

Sequim High was very close to Forks so I always wished to go back. I knew it was because secretly, I hoped I would see Edward again, even though he broke my heart. I didn't want to think about him anymore. I wanted him to feel what pain I felt for the past decades. Slowly by slowly, I tried to block him from my heart and mend the wounds that was so visble.

My family knew about the Cullens very well. They knew my hurt. Jasmine had got angry when I told them about Edward.

"Damn stupid Edward and the Cullens!! You have us now, Bella." she had exclaimed.

"Yes. Forget them and leave them behind in the past. Bella, they never existed to hurt you." Michael said, trying to comfort me.

Clarice and Robert told me to let the pain, hurt, and anger slowly subsdie.

Now, I love my family more than anything. Edward slowly did become a fading memory. But I still couldn't fully escape.

"Bella!" Jasmine called to me, "It's time to go!"

Clarice added, "Yes. Bella hurry! You don't want to be late!"

I was in my room aimlessly doodling on my notebook trying not to think of the 50 year mark. I sighed. Some habits never change. I ran downstairs and quickly climbed in Michael's blue Mercedes swiftly planting a small kiss on Michael's cheeck.

"It's time you got here! I was going to drive away without you! Now look, there's only four more minutes!" Michael exclaimed with a twinkle in his light chocolate brown eyes. I rolled my eyes and told him to step on it. Even so, we could've made it in two minutes just by running.

"Oh my gosh!! There's a major mega-sample sale in Seattle today!!" Jasmine screamed, looking at her cell phone, "I just have to be there!" She looked exhilarated and full of joy.

"Do you have to go shopping everyday?" I asked.

"This time, it's different!" She retorted. I rolled my currently amused golden eyes.

We arrived at Sequim High with two minutes to spare. Jasmine stalked off to her first class. Michael and I made our way over to our first period: World History. We sat together in a corner of the classroom. Our teacher, Mr. Tint, lectured the whole time. Social studies passed by quickly. I did noticed some sophmores talking about new students in our school.

I made my way to my second class alone: AP biology. I sat at the back of the classroom with a human friend, Rebecca. She knew nothing of our secret but I could tell she had a major crush on Michael. Rebecca was a friendly girl who I had three classes with so I decided to befriend her. She often hung out with her own coterie at lunch but I was her friend most of the time, too. We were talking about last night's biology homework even thought I knew I got all of them correct.

The bell rang but we continued to talk intently about the assignment. Then, the teacher cleared his throat and spoke out loudly, "Class, we have two knew additions to our class. Please welcome Edward and Alice Cullen."

I froze mid-sentence and tilted my head to see the newcomers. My eyes locked with the one person I never thought I'd see again.

Sorry for the dramatic cliffhanger... (lol)

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If I get some good reviews I'll add another Chapter! You can give me ideas too!!

So should I do the next chapter from Edward's Point of view or just continue w/Bella's?