1 – Kouga's P.O.V
I could feel it again, that electric current that surged between us. It pulled at my heart and soul, the very core of my being and I couldn't fight it. I didn't want to fight it anymore. He was so close, I could see him breathing, hear his heartbeat. He was absolutely breathtaking and I couldn't fight it anymore.
"Sess…" My voice sounded raw, scared. He turned towards me, his beautiful golden eyes confused and filled with worry.
"What is it Kouga?" He spoke softly, his voice heavy with concern. Had I really sounded so scared? Probably, because at the moment I was terrified….
Of what though? That he'd reject me? I knew he wouldn't, I already knew he wanted to be so much more then friends. Had for over a year now.
He asked again what was wrong pulling me back to reality to finish what I'd started. I wasn't ready though, I didn't think I'd ever be ready. But this was something I wanted, no needed to do. For me. For him. For….us.
He moved closer now; one hand on the bed next to my knee, the other on my hip so he could lean in close. Our faces were only a few inches apart now. Our lips only a few inches apart now.
"I want…." I stopped. I couldn't do it. Couldn't take that last step. It would change…everything. But isn't that what I wanted?
"What do you want Kou? Tell me." His voice was low and soft. Then again we were so close it didn't need to be any louder.
"I want…you" my voice was so low if he wasn't demonic he wouldn't have heard it. I knew he had though, the way his eyes widened and how confused he looked. Like he wasn't sure he'd heard me right. I smiled just a little, after this past year, I wouldn't have expected this either from me either. He opened his mouth to say something but I beat him to it before I lost what little nerve I had to finish this.
"Kiss me Sesshoma…" He didn't need to be told twice. His lips were so soft and he was so warm. He hadn't waited for me to finish which gave him the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth. He licked the roof of my mouth, my teeth, tasting every part of me. I moaned a little and felt him smirk against me. He moved his hands to my chest and pushed me to lay back, more comfortable for both of us. We broke apart for air much to soon. A thousand years would have been to soon.
We both took a few gulps of air and then out lips were locked together again. I couldn't even tell who had started this one. His tongue was invading my mouth and mine his. He smiled, liking that I was a little more active in this kiss. I felt his mouth close just a bit and he was, oh god! He was sucking on my fucking tongue! I moaned into his mouth, loudly, but I didn't care now. I moved my hands, one reaching over his shoulder to grip the back of his shirt and the other at the back of his neck, both holding him as close to me as possible. His arms had gone around my waist, holding me too.
We broke again, he wanted to go further and so did I, but we needed to talk. First. Maybe. God, I was starting to sound like a chick. Sess laid his head against the hollow of my neck. He was trembling and I was trying to relearn how to breathe.
I knew what I was scared of now though.
I was afraid of being consumed by him and after only two kisses I knew I already was.
Or maybe I had been for a long time and it was only just now that he had set me a flame.
So what do you guys think? I already have more written, and there is a plot and everything, but I want to know if people like it or not first, so please review. Title ideas are also welcome.
