Where Do I Belong?
Chapter 1
I don't know who I am or where I came from, but I've been alone since I could remember. The planet I live on is called Kloff. It's a beautiful planet, peaceful. Unfortunately I don't get to experience it very often. You see, I'm banned from the towns and villages here. Everyone is afraid of me. I don't know why I haven't done anything bad. I would never hurt anyone, but every time the people on this planet see me they run and hide or try to hurt me. They call me horrible names like monster or devil. I will admit my appearance is slightly disturbing and I suppose I do resemble what some would call a devil. I have two large black horns that stick out of my head and flame shaped hair, the color a ghostly white with light lavender streaks going through it. My skin has a light tan. I'm petite, I have a very compact body. My feet are strange, they look like they would belong on some sort of lizard, but then again so does my tail. I think the thing people notice about me right away are my eyes. They're a ruby red color, though most would say blood red. Needless to say I look nothing like the people here. The other night I thought about something one of them said while they were beating me. He kept calling me a Saiyan then an Ice-Jin. I don't know what either of those things are, but I do know they are the two of the most hated things on this planet.
So here I am sitting just outside a cave that I call home, it's not too far from one of the main villages. Its cold out tonight, the only way I can tell this is by the glow of fires down in the village. Fortunately the cold doesn't bother me or heat for that matter. Weather doesn't seem to be that big of an issues for me. I sigh as I look down at the village, I can't help but feel sad, alone and maybe a bit angry. I've never had a family or a friend, anyone! I'm hated for some reason and I just want to know why! I sign before closing my eyes.
"Look see I told you, that creature is up here." I hear a voice say to my right. I turn to see three men from the village. "What are you doing here beast?" one of the men shout. "I'm not doing anything!" I say as I stand and back away. "Your kind is always up to something." The third man yells. "But I'm not doing anything wrong!" I shout back, but I know they could hear the fear in my voice. "Please, you filthy Saiyans are cold blooded murders, and to make it worse you're a mix between a filthy Saiyan and a cold hearted monster Ice-Jin. "A mix breed?" I ask. "I don't know what either of those things are!" I shout back at them.
"I heard he's not just any Saiyan monkey, but he's Friezas little monkey whore's kid." The taller of the two men says with a smirk. "What?! No way! Then that would mean Vegeta is this things father?!" The other man questions. 'Vegeta?' I think to myself. That names sounds so familiar. "Not his father, but his birthing parent." The taller male says. "I've heard Saiyan males can carry, plus everyone knows Frieza would never let Vegeta lay with anyone other than him." I listen carefully to the men speaking afraid I might miss some important information. "Sick!" I hear the third man shout. "so this monster is a mix between those two freaks?" apparently my parents' names are Freiza and Vegeta. I wonder if I would be able to find them. "Please, if you give me a ship I'll leave and never come back." I plead to them. I know that if I get off this planet I can go searching for them. One of the men laugh." I know any easier way to get rid of you." The man walks up to me and grabs my neck. "I say we tear your fucking head off your disgusting body." He laughs in my face. "St... Stop" I struggle to breath. One of the other men cut in. "I say once we kill him we drag its body to the village and burn it." They all start laughing as if it was the greatest joke ever told. How can these people say such things? I thought I was supposed to be the evil one? I look at the man holding me by my throat dead in the eyes. It's because of people like him that I suffer, that I'm alone! He claims I'm evil and a monster but he's the one hurting me! I've done nothing, NOTHING! So why must I suffer?! All my life these people have hurt and abused me and all I've ever done to them is offer my friendship. Well…No more. I will not be hurt anymore! "Huh? What's happening?!" I can barely hear the man holding me shout. "He's powering up! Quick kill it!" I can't control myself I'm so angry and I can't calm down. I vaguely remember hearing screams before everything goes black.
My head is killing me when I wake up. What happened? Did they kill me? I slowly open one eye and then the other. Funny, I thought otherworld would look a lot different…wait this is the village! I sit up and franticly look around. It's in ruins I stand in shock, bodies and blood are everywhere I look. What happened? "Monster!" I hear a woman scream. I look to my left, she's laying on the floor, and she's on the verge of dying any minute. "What happened?" I ask. I could hardly breathe the smell of blood and death is too much for me. "Yo…you kill..killed everyone…you monster." I hear her say before her eyes roll to the back of her head and her head lands with a loud thud. I shake my head, I couldn't have done this! I don't remember anything after those men coming to my cave. "There it is!" "Get the monster!" I hear shouts from a distance. I have to get out of here. I need to find a ship or something, I fly as fast as I can while searching for a ship. I can't find anything that even looks remotely close to a ship. "Freeze you monster!" I hear a shout. I turn to see a group of warriors. "Please…I didn't mean to…I don't know what happened." I begin to sob. "Die you freak!" someone in the group yells. I open my mouth ready to beg them for forgiveness, but before I could get a word out a blast is shot and hits my arm. It hurts, but I'm use to the pain. These people have beat me plenty of times throughout my life so this blast feels like nothing. I look at the one who shot the blast then to the others. I start to realize that these beings aren't really that strong. Their punches and kicks never hurt me quite like their words did. I remember how after their beatings I would just get up and dust myself off and go find a new place to hide, however in my head I could never just pick myself up. Their words would knock me down and keep me down. I really started to believe that I was a monster and that I was evil, but there was still a small part of me, a very small part that would tell me that I wasn't all those horrible things they would call me. It was a voice that would repeat in my head over and over again…"You're not evil, no one's born evil." That voice is the only thing that's kept me going.
"Any last words you disgusting creature?" A tall man says as he walks up to me. I look up, I have to tilt my head all the way due to my short height. "Yes." I say before I easily push him aside. I had meant for it to be a slight push but to my surprise it sent him through a crumbling building. Everyone lets out a gasp. I never take my eyes off of them. It gives me a small amount of happiness as I look into their shocked faces. "You all have done this to yourself, you made me do this! I offered nothing but friendship and in return you gave me pain. I spent my whole life believing all your cruel words and even believed I deserved the punishments that were bestowed upon me. Not one of you here can even begin to understand how it feels to have no one love you! To never have a kind word or gesture given to you. To never know the feeling of a warm embrace!" I begin to shout to the point where my throat dries out and hurts. "All I ever wanted was someone to love me, say one nice thing to me, to be my friend!" I stop for a moment swallowing hard and trying to stop my tears from falling. They stand in silence for what seems like forever, until one walks toward the front of the group. It's a woman, she looks at me with a hard look in her eyes. "Who could ever love a thing like you? Your own parents couldn't even love you, they were monsters and so are you." She finishes her speech with spitting on my face. I slowly wipe the saliva off my face. She smiles down at me. "Now creature, let's make this easy, just stand there so I can remove that disgusting head of yours." I watch as she pulls out her weapon. She brings the sword up to my face. "No." I say as I grab her wrist that's holding the sword. She lets out a sharp cry, I easily crush the bones. She screams in pain. I don't care, I bring my other hand up and with my pointer finger I fire a blast that effortlessly takes off her head. I hear the others scream. "No more!" I shout as loud as I can. I power up, I don't even notice that with just powering up I already took out more than half of them. It isn't until I see the flesh melting off their bones, but I don't care. I don't care anymore. I want them to suffer, I want them to hurt, and I want them to know my pain.
Chapter 2
I feel weightless, it's a nice feeling like floating on water. If I knew this is what dying felt like I would have let them kill me a long time ago. I continue to float until I'm taken out of my sweet nirvana when what feels like a rock hits me on my face. I groan before opening my eyes. Its dark, I blink a few times trying to get my eyes to focus. It's still dark. I look around and all I see is darkness and debris. Where am I? There's nothing here! Only one thought came to mind. I've been sent to hell for what I did, and what better way to torture me than to put me in a place where I'm to be alone for all eternity. Tears cloud my vision. I deserve this, I hurt and murdered so many people. I went mad, and because of that I'm destined to spend my after life here. I close my eyes excepting my lonely fate. I feel my body drift into the darkness. I think I eventually fell asleep, because when I opened my eyes I wasn't surrounded by darkness. The light hurt my eyes, I tried a few times opening them only to have them sting and have to quickly close them.
"Be still child, you mustn't over work yourself." I hear a raspy yet gentle voice say. I crack open my eyes to see an older chubby man, but he looks a lot different from the people I'm used to seeing. He has green skin with faded orange looking parts on him. He has a white neck wrap and a red open vest with a purple sash around his waist holding up his white baggy pants. I look back to his face and notice he has antennas and long pointy ears. Is he some type of demon? I think to myself but he looks so kind. "Are you ok my child?" he says while looking down at me. I smile thinking those are the nicest words anyone has ever said to me. "You took quite a nasty fall and you've been asleep for some time now." I give him a confused look. "Fall?" I say in a low raspy voice, my throat is dry and it aches. He smiles and helps me into a seating position. I look down and notice I'm in a bed, I've never slept on a bed before. I lightly touch the cool sheets. "Here have some water." He says as he brings a brown jug to me. He helps me take a drink. "Not too much I don't want you to get sick". He gently pulls the jug from me. "Where am I?" I look around the room. It's pretty much empty except for the bed and a table that the jug of water is on. "You're on a planet called Namek, you fell from the sky a little over a month ago." I'm shocked at this information. "What…but how, I don't understand." I grab my head, I'm trying to remember. "You must be able to breath in space, that's the only explanation I could come up with." The Namekian says to me. "I think it has a lot to do with your Ice-Jin side." I look at him I'm too shocked to say anything to him at first. "You know what an Ice-Jin is?" I ask. He lets out a small laugh, "Unfortunately yes I do." My heart sinks, oh no he hates them too. "But I can clearly see you're not full Ice-Jin." He reaches out and touches my hair. "Yup defiantly not full blooded." He give me a big smile. "Please!" I beg. "Please tell me what you know about them, do you know an Ice-Jin by the name of Frieza? I lightly grab onto his arm. The moment I said that name his smile disappeared. He begins to walk toward the window. Damn it I already made him mad, I should have just kept my mouth shut. "Why do you want to know about him?" He doesn't turn around. "It's….it's just he's the only Ice-Jin I've ever heard of before." I lied. I knew that this Frieza could be my father. "A nice boy like you doesn't need to know about that demon." I wince at what he said. He turns toward me and offers a small smile. "Now then, what is your name child?" I give a small smile back. "I don't have one sir." His eyes widen at this. "You see I was abandoned on a planet when I was born and the people who lived there didn't like me very much, so I had to raise myself. There wasn't much point in giving myself a name since I had no one to call me by it." He gives me what I believe to be a sadden look. "I'm sorry" is all he says before he wraps his arms around me. My body freezes, I can feel the warmth of his body press into me. A hug. This is the first time anyone has ever done this to me. I can't help it my body starts to violently shake and I can't stop the loud hic noise I make before I start to sob.
"There, there child." He pats my back to claim me. Eventually my sobbing dies down to silent tears. The embraces ends and he slowly moves away. "You are welcomed to stay here as long as you like." He says as he smiles at me. I gasp out loud from shock. "What? You mean it?" I ask. He laughs "of course." I look down then back to him. I have to ask "But why?" I'm so confused. "Because someone who's evil can't shed tears the way you did. I wipe the tears from my face, "thank you so much sir!" and I mean it from the bottom of my heart. "Please child, call me Morrie."