This is my first ever fanfic, so I hope you guys enjoy it:) please leave comments. All of the chapters will be POV's because they are easier to write but I promise it won't be confusing.

Chapter 1, Tell the Truth

Santana's Monologue

As I walk down these too familiar halls thinking about glee club I'm stopped by the site of two blondes standing chattering away. Of course it was Sam and Brittany. Brittany is my best friend and Sam is my ex so there was nothing to worry about. I continued walking when Puck caught my eye, he was the most popular guy in the school, and since he is the hottest guy in the school I decided to go flirt a little and see if he wanted to tap this.

"Hey puck, looking hot" I was putting on my sexy voice to turn him on

"Hi Santana" He said staring at something else other than the set of rambunctious twins living on my rib cage

What! My sexy voice ALWAYS turns him on; I turn to see his is staring at Quinn. I knew he wasn't over her!

"Bye puck" I said sharply

"Wait where you going?" he shouted after me

"Your still in love with my home girl Quinn, so no more sweet lady kisses from me" I was proud, Puck was the kind of guy who would sleep with anyone if it meant keeping his rep up. I needed to find a real guy.

I sat in glee club, looking at the guys to see if anyone could live up to the expectations of a smoking Latina girl. Finn, too much blubber, plus he's in love with that hobbit. Puck, ladies' man. Mike, too Asian. Sam, ew no you can only have so much of that trouty mouth. Huh, guess there's no one. I'll just fly solo for a while. Just as I was about to tell Shuester about how his addiction to vests is turning into something serious and may need medical attention; I heard that cute girly laugh Brittany only does when she's flirting or dancing. Ah she is adorable, I'm so lucky to have such a beautiful friend like her.

"Hey brit-brit what you doing tonight?" I loved flirting with her

"Nothing san, what's up?" She said flirting back

We always flirted; I mean that's what best friends do right... I only love Brittany as a friend; I mean I've slept with every guy in this school, that must make me straight, right?

"Santana?" she interrupted my thoughts

"Sorry uhm, where was I? Oh right, so wanna get your sweet lady kisses on this afternoon?" I winked

"Sure, what time and where?" she winked back

"My place, 10 o'clock. Oh and bring your school stuff you can stay the night" I always told Britt she could stay but it's not like anything ever happened, sometimes I wanted it to but Brittany didn't think of my in that way.

"Sure I'll be there, but if lord tubbington smells of smoke I'm not coming, pretty sure he's started smoking again. Did you know he sold my phone for drugs!"

Hahaha, aw Brittany is so cute when she thinks her cat smokes and takes drugs, I love her so much. Shit what am I saying; I don't love Brittany in that way, do i?

10 o'clock, Santana's bedroom

"Take it lord tubbington has stopped smoking again" I said winking at her

"Sure has, now where is my sweet lady kisses?"

We started to make out like usual, but this time was different, It felt different to me, it felt passionate. I think I'm in love with Brittany and I need to tell her that. Luckily she doesn't have a boyfriend so it's a bit easier to say. Once we finished our make out session, I sat up and pulled her up with me, grabbed her hands and said "Brittany, I need to tell you something"

"Are you okay San? You sound stressed" She sounded worried, this made me feel that feeling again, love.

"No, I need to tell you something but you have to promise to not tell anyone, this is mine and your little secret okay?"

"Yeah sure, just tell me"

"Brittany I... I love you"

"Aw Santana I love you too" She hugged me but I pulled away

"No, I mean I love you the way I should feel about boys" I can't believe I was telling her this, I should but it just feels wrong

"I don't know what to say" she sounded confused. Shit I knew I should have never told her!

"I'm not ready to tell everyone yet but I thought you should be first to know, but I can back off if you don't like this or don't want to be around me anymore" The words were just slipping out now, I need to stop talking!

"Santana don't be stupid! Course I still want to be around you, but I think we should go see Miss Pilsbury about this, I really don't know how I feel. I mean I love you, the same way as you love me but I'm still attracted to guys"

"I understand, we'll go see her tomorrow. You better go." Don't go, I should have said this out loud but I didn't want her to feel awkward

"No, I'm staying." For some reason, her being aggressive really turned me on

"Okay, night" I kissed her then slowly drifted off thinking out my brit-brit.