A/N: I'm sorry, but I had to. I wanted to try something different, I hope you all like it. Review if you want more.

Chapter 1

"What are you doing here Paul?"

"I want us to talk."

"Okay. You want to talk. Then talk." Sonny left everything and stood waiting for an explanation from him.

"Can we go somewhere quiet?" Paul spoke quietly. Sonny picked up everything up off the counter and set them in his suitcase. They both left the Club and went to the place in the park where they have been before. Sonny felt like he was waiting forever to hear a word from Paul.

"What were you thinking Paul? I don't understand what's going on." Sonny spoke first.

"I'm sorry." Was the only thing that Paul said.

"That's the only thing you can say right now? 'I'm sorry.' I don't understand you anymore."

"Please, Sonny. Just listen to me."

"Okay. I'm listening." Sonny rested his hands on hips waiting.

"I didn't mean for anything to happen. I honestly didn't know. If you would have told me, I wouldn't have done anything."

"That's the thing Paul, you don't think. You just act. And you don't care who you hurt."

"Please Sonny, just listen to me. He never said anything to me. I gave him a chance to walk away, but he didn't. I want us to be able to work things out. Give me one more chance. Please Sonny, I love you."

"I have to go." Sonny didn't want Paul to see him crying. His eyes were watering, but not a single tear fell as he held it all in.

Sonny walked into an empty apartment. He threw his keys on the desk and set his briefcase on the floor. Sonny had a long day and wasn't looking forward with his talk with Will. He was so angry with him, he didn't know what to do. His eyes fell on a picture frame with him and Will, and their arms around each other.

"I really did lose everything didn't I? How could I be so stupid? The signs were pretty clear. I mean he would rather spend time with Paul rather than with me. Where did we go wrong Will? I don't understand." Sonny wiped away his tears when he heard the keys on the door.

"Hey Sonny."

"Hey Will." Sonny managed a small.

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing. But what I want you to know is how much I've missed you. Yes I did." Sonny said as he picked up Arianna in his arms as she was reaching out for him. He tickled her tummy and made faces with her which made her laugh.

"Today was a hectic day." Will started a conversation when Sonny didn't ask how is day went.

"Yeah. I'll bet. Mine was too."

"Oh, darn it. I just forgot I have a meeting in like twenty minutes. Do you mind taking care of Ari tonight?" Will asked as he checked a missed message on his phone.

"Of course not." Sonny faked a smile and watched Will leave.

"He knows everything Will. And I don't want him to catch us."

"I don't care. And he won't catch us."

"And how would you know that?"

"Because, we are going on a little trip. Just you and me. And I promise, it will be a good one."

"It better." Paul laughed.

"It will." Will whispered and leaned closer to Paul and kissed him. Paul moved so he was on top.

"You made my year you know that?" Paul said looking deep into Will's blue eyes.

"And you made mine." They both smiled. Paul leaned closer and kissed Will, slowly getting rid of every article of clothing.

"I don't know when daddy is coming back sweetie. I know you miss him. I miss him too. I need him as well. Oh well, it's just going to be you and me. We can have our own fun." Sonny held Ari in his arms and played with her. They had an early dinner. Sonny set Ari in her playpen while Sonny finished cleaning. Arianna couldn't sleep that night.

Sonny held her for a while, reading her a story, or singing to her. She finally got to sleep, after a few attempts. Sonny closed the door and quietly finished the rest of the cleaning and made his way to the couch. He took a bottle of beer from the refrigerator and watched television while waiting for Will. When he didn't come, Sonny got frustrated. He had to know where he had gone. Some meeting, he thought to himself. Sonny was flipping through the channels seeing that there was nothing on. He turned to check the time and it was one o' clock in the morning. He sighed softly and rested on the couch.

Will opened the door and quietly walked in, not wanting to wake Sonny and Arianna up. He was about to head to their bedroom when he saw Sonny sleeping on the couch. Will didn't want to wake him up, so he covered him in one of Arianna's blankets and kissed him on the cheek.

"I love you Sonny." Will looked around at the five bottles of beer on the floor. He just hoped that Sonny Will give him a chance to explain in the morning.