Author's Notes: This is my first one-shot I have ever posted, I really hope my readers like it and I don't own Fairy Tail and the one-shot was based off the song Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne.
God, I have been through a lot, throughout my life, and through these experiences; I personally have come to the conclusion that I can be tough and I can be strong. Although I have been through hell and back, this is truly the hell that brings me off the edge of life. Sitting, feeling hopeless, and if life will ever be as great as it has for me in the past when I felt truly happy. The time when you were portrayed as the main happiness in my life, and all that time you and I spent underneath the sky hoping that, that moment would never end.
There is something in me that cares so much about you and something that cannot stand to be so damn far away from you, and there is a part of me that wish you will walk through that door. Then when I'm alone, I remember those times where we would fight and many times it would end badly. Though the fucked up part I miss every damn insult you every has told me. Like ice princess, frost breath, popsicle stick, droopy eyes, and even that one time when you try to make a comeback and you call me Ice minty fresh. To this day I truly laugh at that one and particular time, you were so embarrassed and so naive on how stupid that one insult sounded.
I also remember those times where you and I did all those damn crazy things we did, like when talk bad about Erza without realizing she was behind us. God, I will kill to have a time where you and I, both were royally defeated by the crazy bitch herself, and I will love every damn bit of her scary ass, as long as, you are there with me because truly you make my life complete.
That is why I miss so damn much and each and every night I'm left here coiled up on the bedroom floor crying myself to sleep every damn night. Though I know our relationship was not perfect, but there was a great connection between you and me. Our relationship was based on honesty and we told each other everything, even if it hurt one another, we didn't care because, in the end, we knew we loved each other.
But something happened.
You started distancing yourself from not only me, but every damn person to the point you bottle up your feelings and that left you to make an irrational decision that harmed your friends, your family, and more than that the one person who accepts you for who you are no matter what happen. The crazy thing if you were to come back, I would still forgive you for all that suffering you put me through, I mean, why wouldn't I have been searching for you from the very beginning you disappear from the thin straight air. Honestly, I would do anything to have you near me anything to have your presence in front of my eyes, and anything to have you coiled in my bed with me for the 5 years you left without of s trace.
Because your warmth is the only thing in the world that I need right night. Your warmth is the only thing that will signify that you are truly still alive. I need your warmth because since the first day you left me. It was the first time I have ever felt cold in over 15 years. I really don't know how much longer I can even make it, if you do not come back to me because you mean everything to me.
So Damn, I really wish my Pink-Headed Dragon was here. I wish my flaming Idiot boyfriend was with me. And I wish that you were here with me right now most of all.
So please Natsu come back to me.
Natsu:
I Wish You Were Here
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Sincerely:
Lucky