Standard disclaimer applies.
Ratings: Ratings will vary from one chapter to the other, so on the safe side, I'll keep it at "T".
Spoilers: This chapter contains spoilers up to chapter 169
Author's Note: My first attempt writing a D. Gray-Man fanfiction, please review.
Page One
He was more than a mentor, he was more than a master, he was more than a father. I wish I talked to him more, I wish I had another chance to call out his name, and tell him I wouldn't mind if he had a debt as big as the world, I'd try and pay it to the last cent, just have him here, no, just to know that he's still alive is enough.
He yelled at me, he hit me, he taught me how to master my innocence, no matter where I go, and no matter how much I learn, you'll always be the master and I'm the apprentice. When you sent me here on my own, I was upset that you decided to abandon me, but I was wrong, you sent me to a place I can call home, and I met people who became my family and friends.
There came a time when I traveled looking for you, and there were times when the candlelight of hope wavered in my heart, and then came a time when I faced death and thought I'd never see you again, or maybe I would see you if you have already...you know...left this world. But I was wrong.
Now, I don't know what will happen when the end comes at us again, should I try looking for you? Or are you really gone...forever this time?
I wish I knew where you are right now, I wish to hear you yell my name, I wish you were here standing next to me and telling me what I should do?
My feet are tired, my eyes are crying silently, my ears are waiting, and my heart is aching, and my mind...my mind is confused, because I have become a body without a soul.
I await the voice to call me back into the land where I can hope again, where I am surrounded by familiar faces, where I can see you again.
I'm strong, but I can become stronger when you're around.
10.15.2008