Remembering You.

December/19th/2071.

Written By Destiny Stewart Before Her Death.

I looked in the mirror at my wrinkled face, and my white old hair. I touched my cheeks. I was getting extremely old. Hi, I'm Destiny. I used to be called Miley, but when I grew up, everyone called me by my birth name. I sighed as I looked at a picture of my husband.

Nicholas Grey. Ahhh. How much I miss Nicholas Grey. He was my true love. He died with blood cancer, that was caused by his Type One diabetes. A tear was heading down my cheeks as I remembered all the memories we had together.

If only. I'm growing old. And I'm dying. I know I am. I keep getting these really bad pains in my heart. I have tachycardia. Its when my heart beats two times faster than it's supposed to. They said that the heart muscle might work too much, it'll suddenly stop, or it might explode.

I dried the tear on my pail skin. If only I can tell him how much I love him right now. Or how much I need him. I'm seventy eight. I miss my sixteen year old self. Or my twenty year old years. Or even thirty. We'd be in the car holding hands. Kissing and enjoying our lives before it's too late. If I can bring back time, I'd tell him to stay awake. Not let him die. I'd stop his death. I'd replace his death with mine. Why did I have to live after him by so long? Why do I have to get all the pain? No. Wait. I don't wanna hurt him.

I watched all my loved ones die. Demi Torris, moved to Italy, and until now, I don't know where she is. She moved at age fourty two with Nicholas's brother, Joseph. He was four years older than her.

I don't know what happened now. I lost everyone. I seem to think.. That maybe one day everything will go back to reality. But it won't. Cause when you lose everything, you usually go to someone special. But that some, is one of the things I lost.

If I can hold on to you right now, I'd tell you how I feel. I'm writing this right now, cause nothing seems real. I don't know if I can live without you anymore.

Will you ever hold my hand again. Will we meet up there, where all the good things happen.

I moved to my bed, with the notebook and pencil I'm using right now. I need to tell him something. If you read this, Nicholas, I don't know how you will, but if you do, please remember what's on here. Please.

Dear Nick.

Remember? Remember when you used to call me Miley? Miles? Mi? Do you remember all these good times we shared together. Or… the time when we swam at 2 AM on the beach. Or our honeymoon? I remember all of these. Or our song? Do you remember Before The Storm? Do you remember holding me tight through nights that weren't turning out so well.

Do you remember, that after we fought, you'd come back to me, kiss my cheek, and I'd snuggle with you, accepting your apology, without you even saying I'm sorry.

I love you, Nick. I always will. Wherever you are right now, are you thinking of me? Are you thinking of us? Are you thinking of.. June 11th? Or before the storm? Or Dec. 19th. The worst day of my life.

Let me tell you something, Nick. You're my prince charming. Please be mine. Again? I will love you forever and always. Remember.

Forever and Always.

Remember the times when we were 14, and you wrote Hello Beautiful? Or Inseparable? Or Please Be Mine? Or Crazy Kinda Crush On You? Or Vesper's Goodbye? Or Stay? Or Just Friends? Or Sorry? Can't Have You? S.O.S? I do. And I want all these times back. When we had something called future. When nothing could've stopped us from being together. But death is cruel. You know. Death and all his friends? Death, Disease , Depression? Well, Nick. Here I am, thinking of you. 11 years after you're death. Still loving you more than ever. Hoping to hear your voice. See your face, or feel your touch.

There are no words, that can describe how much I love you.

I love you, Nicholas Grey. With all my heart.

We will be reunited,

Your Princess; Miley.

A/N: If this didn't make you cry, you are HEARTLESS. I WAS WRITING IT AND I CRIED.

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