The fuck'n pain
The pain I had when you left and forgot to tell me you had made dinner, I ate it this morning and got bad stomach pain
You came back scared when you saw me I puked on you and it hurt you I just like the pain I felt after I eat that horribly delicious devils food, I left you there to clean up your self just like I felt after I puked all over myself.
I looked better when I saw you
I can live on with out you
Well nearly, I burnt my eyebrows off and had to part cream on them after I tried to make bacon and eggs.
But the world will still spin and you'll never see my pain because I'm on this lovely pain killer that makes me do the strangest things.
I won't even show you my awesome burn marks
I don't want your gity I-I mean pity
The fight
I've got a bun-back the fuck'n gel off!
I'm not that good of a backer but I'm also not vulnerable to that gel that always makes my head hurt
You can no longer use me as your Barbie and mess with the awesomeness of my hair
I am no longer in your actually comfortable looking doll house, no longer your personal Ken doll to brush my hair and dress me every where
Yeah I not a Barbie girl in you Barbie world
You can persuade me with that cool song or your hip dance moves
Preventing loss of sleep
Duck!
He got me up, another dawner, what should I do?
I wave him away and go back to bed- after a while he gives up and shuts the door
I hear a gong the moment he shuts the door- man I told him a gong isn't a musical instrument
I fall back to sleep
No zenish trances
Love you to the end
I love you: can't you love me, too
I wish you could stay in my warm hand forever
I'll order another after this last loving bit
Till death do us part
Bang!
I get you with a rubber dart
You say I cheated and run out the door
I shout back that I only cheated a little bit
My plastic gun hits the floor
The cheap thing brakes on impact with my foot
I yell and say plastic hurts
I grab my foot and trip to the floor
My eyes fill with water as I whimper your name
How did it come to this?
What went wrong?
I loved my fake gun and it love me
Didn't it?
Gone
I didn't know what I had till you were gone
Daddy please help me I lost the one thing precious to me it the whole world
I can't sleep in my bed when I remember you sleeping at my feet, I just keep crying
Every thing reminds me of you; your word comforted me when I felt lonely
When I was ready to run to my daddy you guided me out of the darkness
Please, oh please hope back into my life
With out my pet frog I have nothing to kiss into a prince
Lost friend ships
I have a friend I don't want to lose
I lost a friend before; it hurt a lot
When I found my lost friend again he was being sold for scrap metal
I don't want to lose you; you know, I might not survive this one
I don't think my old friend had any respect or feelings for our friend ship
Who can blame her let her get ripped up and sold to old boating enthusiasts
I feel unworthy of a friend like you
Any friend at all
I feel like I'll just break down when you need me the most
Since I'm only a old tug boat not far from being sold for scrap metal and you're a high classed cruiser not two years old
School
I am the girl, I mean the guy that says everything wrong
Like when I'm talking to a guy, I-I mean a girl I will tell him, I mean her that I'm turned on
Oh how I wish I was born a girl so I didn't have to dress up like one
I get picked on a lot and get slapped in the face when I try to go into the girl bathroom
I just want a friend that I can trust to be there for me when I need to shove sockes in my bra
My crazy life so Far
I am sick of how you play this game so much
Someone always plays favourites
I never get chosen
I'm nobodies favourite
Not good enough to defeat the dragon
I just can't put up with it any longer
I've got to go, get out of here now
The controller says no, you're just a character on a video game
But if I stay I will soon get chosen then get eaten by the dragon
You can laugh at me if you want but why did you make me such a weak character on this video game
He says I don't care your meant to die
I say fuck this shit I'm going to go kill Barbie and take control of her game, that way I don't get eaten and I can get some new shoes
These ones have made my toes numb, if I even have toes under these shoes
It might come up with computer error if I take them off