It pains me to lie
But kills me to tell the truth
I wish I could truly be by your side
But I'm caught in a spider web of lies.
A side of me hates you
Wants to watch you die
But there is a side that is forgotten
That wants to bid you a pardon
In the end nothing has changed
I catch you as you fall in pain
And there is a part that wants to cry
Tell you I'm sorry for they lies
But it's too late
To change my mind.
You watch me through lidded eyes
And then I know there's no turning back
As the light fades to black