Well I'm pretty confident that you all know that I do not own Furuba... nor do I own the song Waste. The song belongs to the band 'Staind' and we all know who Furuba belongs to!
Waste
Your mother came up to me
She wanted answers only she should know
Only she should know
It wasn't easy to deal with the tears that rolled down her face
I had no answers 'cause I didn't even know you.
I didn't know how to tell you. When I did, I didn't expect you to do what you did. I didn't think you had the same fate as your mother… as Kyoko.
But these words
They can't replace
The life you
The life you waste
You could have been something great. You had kindness beyond all human nature. You had a future…
How could you paint this picture?
Was life as bad as it should seem that there were no more options for you?
I can't explain how I feel
I've been there many times before
I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me
Those that I love always leave me. Kyoko, my mother, and now I've lost you. Did you think that your life was that bad? You don't know the meaning of pain! My life was over when it began! You… you…
But these words
They can't replace
The life you
The life you waste
If it could be done over I wish I would have never met you…
Did daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?
You had as close to a perfect life that you can get. Yes, your parents died, but didn't you once tell me that no matter how tough things get, you would keep on smiling? Akito used you… controlled you… didn't give you a thing in return. But you said you didn't mind. That you were happy to be of use to someone!
Well f--- them,
And f--- her,
And f--- him,
And f--- you,
For not having the strength in your heart to pull through
I've had doubts,
I have failed,
I've f----d up,
I've had plans,
Doesn't mean I should take my life with my own hands.
Hiro was right. You weren't anything special. If you did anything, it was cause us pain. I've f----d up more times than imaginable! How can you believe that taking your own life would save you?
But these words
They can't replace,
The life you,
The life you waste
You could've been great… Tohru Honda…
But these words
They can't replace
The life you,
The life you waste.
Now as I close your coffin, breaking down in Shishou's comforting embrace, I feel the world closing in on me. I'm shaking… crying… breaking… it's your entire fault.
I swear to never allow myself to love someone so much that I wouldn't be able to handle losing them… ever.