A/N I am on a writing spree, so her is some more Shell fluff.
Will thinks I'm crazy. Yes, I know I'm neurotic about most things I do, about my classroom and about my home life. He is just as crazy as I am but in a different way, he's such a mess all the time. Before we were together I remember him being so overwhelmed by everything, by his glee club and by his wife. I guess we even each other out, he lessens my neurosis and I keep his life from being chaos.
When we first met, we were polar opposites, I refused to indulge him, I would tell him hardly anything about my life, but he didn't care that we barely knew each other, he confided everything in me, all the drama with his wife Terry and her fake pregnancy, and his relationship with Emma and how she didn't trust him. I think his openness is what drew me to him, he had the ability to trust people blindly, I could never do that. The very first time we were alone together, before I every felt anything towards him, I didn't admit it but I was so unhappy and lost. I felt that my life was going in a downwards spiral and I couldn't stop it. But he was so warm and so kind, he offered himself, to listen to my problems. We weren't even friends. At that moment I fell so hard for him, I've never been one to jump into decisions but this was not a decision for me. It came over me like nothing ever had before, I was unable to control myself. I fell so in love with him that it was pathetic. I never knew someone could be as caring as he could, it made me feel warm and safe, like he would always be there for me, I felt security in his arms. But his trustfulness, it also made me want to protect him. I never want to see him get hurt, he doesn't deserve it. Maybe my hard demeanor will be enough to protect him.