My own musings should Zachary journal to be able to deal with his love of Karigan. All belong to Kristen Britain.
I may add chapters as they come to me. Should I, each chapter will be a journal entry.
Reviews always welcome.
Companion to The Proud Karigan G'ladheon.
In the darkness, I am free to let my fantasies run wild. It is my secret, my quiet place where stillness reigns. It is the one place where none can intrude and tell me how to live my life. It is my secret love.
It is here, that you are there. You are in front of me, reflecting the love I hold for you back at me. I rejoice in your gaze and in the smile that graces your beautiful lips. It is that smile that I long to see every day.
It is a smile full of love and life and it belongs solely to me. My happiness brims in the knowledge that it is I that causes that beautiful smile and your content countenance.
I long for the day to pass so that I can have you in my arms, holding you close to me as your mesmerizing voice murmurs your love for me. How I long to hear your voice your love for me even just once.
How I long to hear your voice say my name in familiarity as it portrays your annoyance at my begging to hear more, anything more. How clearly I can see your face as it deigns to begrudgingly accept my request and it makes me wild with happiness and joy.
But, I want to know you more. I want to know how your skin feels under my hand. I want my body to memorize every contour of your body as I pull you close to mine. I want your voice to be the first thing I hear in the morning and the last I hear at night. How I long to share the night with you.
And I do, as I lay in the stillness. This is my secret. My longing for you will never cease and my love grows for you daily.
Here in my secret place, I will never let you run from me, for you are wholly mine.
I may never be able to tell you how deep and steadfast my love for you is during the daylight, but I will confess my all encompassing love every night to you.
I love you with all that I am and more.