Hey guys long time no see. I know you have all been waiting for something from me for awhile. I finally got a new laptop so I'll be doing some more writing. I finally feel the juices flowing and as proof of this I have a special morbid post for you. Not a fan fiction story but more of a dark poem. I might even finish some of my previous stories. But what I'm going to be really working on is a couple book ideas I've had floating around my head. If those get published I'll let ya'll know first. So I'm going to stop talking and here you go. Thanks to those of you who have been waiting patiently for an update. Believe me I know how it is.
Fleeting
One day you wake up, you don't care if it sucks the life force out of you. You don't care what happens this day or any day. You just wish for an end. You force yourself to get up to do the most mundane of tasks. But it drags you up and swings you by the neck, round and round till you turn black and blue. Screaming hateful and vile things at you the whole time. " you're ugly, You're worthless, you're fat." They slither into your brain and turn you against yourself. Corroding what was once good and pure. And just when you're starting to think you don't know how much more you can take. You drag yourself up and put on your mask. The acts about to begin. You pretend that everything is okay. But inside you know it isn't. The world around you is bleak. But then a bright light beautiful in its simplicity and rarity. Fleeting in its presence, turns everything into color. It hides away scared and frightened of the light. Slowly you start to realize you're beautiful, and you don't need anyone to tell you this, its bone deep. You find things easier to do. You laugh with your girls and do what you have to, to get through this hell on earth. But while you're looking at the glow. It like a reaper dressed all in black, has been hiding in the dark, the whole time growing in strength. And it comes to you with a sickle dripping, drip drip drip with your own blood sweat and tears. And for one fleeting moment you know what its like to feel whole, but alas you can feel it creeping back up. Until it slowly starts sucking you back into oblivion for all eternity. You fight it, you fight it as hard as you can, but its stronger than you, all thats left of you is the empty shell of your lonely carcass.
A.N So I have to say lol that I work at a patty packing plant. This is when the creative juices are flowing the most. So this came to me while I was packing last night. And when the machine was down for repairs and decided I just had to write this down so immediately went into the bathroom and started plugging this into my phone. So let me know what you guys think….. comments get cookies and David Tennant in the doctors outfit. And Edward in all his deliciousness. And even as a bonus Jereth the Goblin king in all his grandeur.