Not mine. Idea is, but characters aren't.
To the only one who ever cared,
This happens a lot. I let my walls down for a bit, and people fuck me over. I've lost count of how many times it happens. With all of the other ones, it was easy to get over it. But then you came along. I've never felt that way before about anyone. I never really believed in love at first sight, or even love. But if love does exist, then I know I must love you. And, I let you in. I told you, right from the start, I was damaged. But then I had a bad day. I broke. I broke so much that I was laughing at my pain, and stopped caring. And that fucked everything up. The next day, you left. I tried, so goddamned hard to get over you. I really did. I even started to be able to just treat you like a friend, because you being the goddamned amazing person that you are, you stayed my friend to help me through all my shit, but then I let my walls down again, and I let you in. And now I don't know what's going to happen between us, but knowing atleast one small part of you still loves me, even if it only comes out when you're drunk, that's going to fuck me over even more that all the other people who've hurt me. I guess I'm only just starting to realise it, but I can't get over you. I will always love you. And now, all I can do is hope that you feel the same way. Because if it was just a mistake to you, if I was just a mistake to you, then I don't know how I'll carry on. I'll leave this note for you to read, because I can't bear to see you, without knowing. I let you in, and you broke me, more than I was before. I don't know if I can ever fix myself after you.
Dropping the pen, she stood, sighing.
"When will you see just what you do to me?" Bellatrix picked up the letter, and walked slowly to her owl. Using a different pen this time, in neater script, she wrote a single word on the back of the letter, folding it in half. Handing it to her owl, who knew where to go, she watched as he flew out the window. The last of the dying sun's light hit the still-wet ink, highlighting a name. "Hermione".