Over and over
Over and over I fall for you
Over and over
Over and over I try not to
So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I tried to live without you
Every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead….
Lighting flashed and lit my darkened room with an electric blue color that flashed throughout the entire room and hallway the open door led to. I continued scratching my pencil across my homework. Happiness…
Sweet happiness radiates from his beautiful form…
Loving words spill from his pale lips as I feel his finger tips
I stopped writing for a moment….I'd never had a problem writing a poem in my life. English had always been easy for me….my homework was to write a passionate poem but…
I'm stuck. It's a lot harder then I'd thought it would be. The door creaked open as more lighting flashed lighting Hikaru's face with the same blue color it covered the room in.
His golden eyes searched the floor which, thanks to me, was covered in crumbled balls of paper with crappy poems scattered across them.
"That's odd" he muttered picking one of them up. I rolled my eyes.
He slowly unfolded the paper and his usual tone escaped his lips
"Beautiful, in every body's eyes,
Soft but outspoken,
Dark but still light,
Faith never broken, love never dies,
Do you see how beautiful you are in my eyes" he looked up at me "Kaoru what's this all about"
"Homework obviously" I crossed my arms over my chest.
"When's the last time you stressed over a writing assignment" he crossed his arms mirroring me.
My honey colored eyes shifted to the bed I was sitting on. My twin crossed the room silently and smiled softly taking me by the hand "Kaoru, take a shower and go to bed"
I shook my head "I'm finishing this"
"The one I just read will do just fine"
I sighed before getting up and crossing to room to get to our bathroom. I did as Hikaru asked; I showered and went to sleep. Sometimes when I slept I forgot the problems I find when I'm awake.
Next morning-day 1- realization
I finished fixing my tie while Hikaru pulled on his shoes "hurry or we'll be late" I yelled to him from the bathroom "again" I muttered. I knew he'd just rolled his eyes at me. Honestly Hikaru didn't care if we were late or not. As long as we showed up he figured it was fine.
Then again he doesn't really care if we actually show up either.
"Kaoru come on" he yelled up to me from what sounded like down stairs. I quickly jumped and ran down the steps. "Hikaru wait" I yelled knowing he'd leave if I took too long.
A cool winter breeze fell over me as I ran out the large door of our mansion. Hikaru was standing by the limo with his elbow rested on the trunk and his cheek rested in his hand "Come on Kaoru" he smiled lazily.
I ran down the icy steps and across the yard. A slight gasp left my lips as my right foot left the ground and I fell backwards. I found myself in my twin's arms before I hit the ground. "Be more careful ya moron" he laughed softly helping me to my feet.
I didn't laugh, I felt stupid, embarrassed. I climbed into the limo next to Hikaru and finally showed him a smile as his hand wrapped around mine. Beautiful….god he's beautiful….to feel his touch…to kiss his lips…the limo stopped and so did the poetry running through my head.
"Hey you guys" a certain little brown haired he/she called to us as we stepped out of the limo. I felt my hand tighten around Hikaru's. Suddenly his hand was gone and his arm wrapped around her shoulder. Then it suddenly hit me…..I'm his twin how didn't I know?
Hikaru loves Haruhi…..
So why is it…..when he touches me my heart beats faster
If he loves her why do I love him?