Okay..I think this story..will not be done for a looooooong time..or I don't know..
Anyways, it's kinda about my own life (if we cut the "suicide-parts", and that I have a sister and a dad who hates me and that the boy I loves me back..) so..it's kinda sad..sorry for my english also.
AU by the way..

Just a short disclaimer before the story begins: I do not own Bleach! (If I did..it wouldn't look like Bleach x.x)

'thoughts'
"normal speaking"

Summary:

A new life takes place when Karin starts in the Karakura Highschool.
After so many years of pain, heartbreaks and sorrow, she finally start over again, in a new town, a new school and new friends.

"Hey you, pack up your things and quit daydreaming."
"Yeah, yeah dad."
"Your sister is almost done. Hurry up if you don't want to be late for school." Isshin snorted.
"I'.." Karin gave him a last glare as she went into the house.
"Why does he always treat me like a piece of shit?"

"Hey dad! I'm done!" Karin shouted five minutes later. No answer. 'Did they leave without me? Fuck off..' Karin left their frontdoor wide open, why should she care? She didn't have anything precious other than the bracelet she had from her mother. Karin saw a busstop on the other side of their new house.
"Shall I? No way, no bus first day." Karin said as she began to walk down the road.

Toushirou's POV:

Annoying gazes started to look at me, why? Always the same, I may be cold but I have a heart too.
There were some new girls that started here today too, I guess they're also going to fall for me. I was handsome..and that was my oh-so beautiful white hair.
I started to walk to my class, through the outdoor way, then I saw something walking far away. A girl? I remained still, waiting for her to come closer. Raven hair, onyx eyes, a slim body, but her gaze gave off a feeling of being alone, having no place to go. She also had some bruises on her right arm and scratches on her palms, what had happend?

Karin's POV:

He just stood there, staring at me, at my arm and palm, at my bruises and scratches. Oh God, now he must think I'm some gangmember.
"Hey will you quit staring at me please?" I snapped.
"Oh sorry." He said, shaking his head. White hair, teal-eyes. Really handsome..wait..I promised myself, no more love.
"I haven't seen you here before." He continued.
"I just got here today."
"So, you're one of the new girls?" I saw his eyebrow raising.
"Yeah, but if you want to know where my sister iss, don't ask me." I snapped. My sister, my damn, fucking sister. Always getting what she wants. Everything. All attention. Always in the center.
I started to walk away he spoke up again
"What class are you going to?" I turned my head at his question.
"English, room 1-3" I replied.
"Then you're going the wrong way." He said and pointed backwards. "It's over there."
"Yeah, whatever, I saw something nice over here." I said.
"Like?"
"Oh nothing." I knew he would think I'm insane.
"Okay..so then, take care. I tell Arehateta-sensei that you're coming later." I looked at him as he walked away. Did he care about me? I shook the though out of my head as I began to walk. I don't want to trust anyone, no one.

Normal POV:

Toushirou went in to the English class.
"Now when we all are here then we can start." Arehateta Akaiko said. "We have a new student here today.
Toushirou was about to tell her that she was going to be late but a lightbrown-haired girl interrupted.
"Hey! I'm Kurosaki Yuzu, 15 years old, arrived here today and I'm living with my dad." She bowed and went back to her seat, giggling with some girls.
'Where was she, the one I met?' Toushirou thought as the door slowly opened and a raven haired head came in.
"And who are you?" Akaiko glared at her.
"I'm sorry I'm late.."
"Well I'm still wondering why you're here?"
Karin opened her mouth to answer but Toushirou interrupted.
"I'm sorry Arehateta-sensei. I forgot to tell you that she was going to be late. She's the other new student."
"Well Hitsugaya-kun, I'm well aware that it was only one student who wasnew here today." Akaiko said, raising an eyebrow. "And her name is Kurosaki Yuzu, the one up there." Toushirou watched Karin's face, which was full of disgust as Akaiko said Yuzu'z name.
"Then I'm sorry if I interrupted you in class." Karin bowed and went out of the class.

Karin's POV:

Why? Why? Why did they have to do this? As my life wasn't miserable enough. I was made fun of already at home. If you should call it a home.
I bet Yuzu didn't say anything about me when she told them about her.
I began to run towards the stairs I knew went to the roof, I needed to be alone. They haven't even written me into the school. Just a big joke to say I was going to be late for school. Always playing with me. I'm just an easy object in their world.
I reached the roof, went to the edge, looking down.
What if I just..fell off? No one would care anyways..
A flash of white flashed in her mind. Maybe he would just..wonder..why..
I put my hand in my pocket, searching for the razor I had for selfdefence. Found it. I took it out, looking at it. Such a small thing to take a life. Wonder..if..I should do it.. I gripped the razor tighter, feeling it cut my palm, blood dripped down.

"What are you doing?"
I jumped at the question, dropped the razor at the ground, it made a clear sound, such as steel does. I turned around, it was the white-haired teen again. I haven't heard him coming. Was I so deep in my thoughts?
He looked at my hand again. I didn't know what to say.
"Why are you bleeding? Did..did you cut yourself?" He turned his teal eyes to mine.
"Uh..no..I just slipped." I wiped off the blood on my black jeans.
"Here, let me help you." He reached out a hand. I stared at it.
"No, thanks, I'm fine." I hid the hand behind my back.
"You don't seem fine."
"Whatever with my state, could you please leave me?"
"If I leave you, will you promise to not jump off?" I stared at him. Had he read my thoughts?
"What? I never said anything about that."
"Your eyes..and the movement.."
"What are you talking about?"
"Don't be kidding.. I stood here last year with the same thought, but my sister saved me."
That would..never happen to me.
"Fine.." I said. "I go down."
"That's - " He tried to say something but was interrupted by some girls screaming.

"Hitsugaya-kun! Are you okay?!"
"Why shouldn't I be?" He raised an eyebrow, watching them with a surprised face.
"We saw you up here and thought something was wrong!"
"That's right!" The others agreed. How annoying. They doesn't even see me, but whatever I'm used now, but the storm wasn't over yet.
"What are you doing here?" I felt her disgusting gaze upon me. My damn sister.
"Taking some air." I replied.
"I'm not asking what you're doing, I'm asking why you're here. You should be home and washing now." I saw that the white haired teen winced. Did he really..?
"Sorry for breathing air." I responded.
"Don't be rude, just go home brat." Yuzu snorted with the same tone as my father. Oh, they're so alike. Like father and daughter. Wait. I'm his daughter too or? Maybe not.
I thought that I either just jump off and wish the best of it, stay still and see what happens or obey and go home. Hard to decide. I looked down the roof and back to the crowd, it was about 15 girls now.
"Ne Yuzu-san, can't we teach her a lesson if she doesn't go home?" Oh Yuzu haves her own little fanclub already, how sweet.
"Perfectly fine, but don't mention my name if you get caught."

That was the last drop in the bottle.
"Just come then! Give me some more bruises and pain. I don't care! You've already made my life a living hell, why don't you just push me off this roof, oh wait, you don't want to break your nails sorry I forgot, but when it comes to me I can do everything even if I break a leg or something right? Just finish me off!" I stepped backwards, the edge coming closer. Now..everything will finally come to an end.

So there's the first chapter!
I do have nothing against Yuzu or Isshin just so you know..but I do have something against Hinamori.. .''

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