Hi Its me Sydney. I read Speak a while back, and my heart broke when she had been Raped, and no one knew so they tortured her so bad! I just starrted Crying.

Well In the movie they show the rape. But in the book all it says is "He was hurting me, and just kept hurting me." Or something around those lines. Well I am putting it in My minds eye of what happened that night.

I DO NOT OWN SPEAK! i'm kinda happy i don't actually......

I remember it so Vividly, that night. His Voice, my screams for help, my tears, and my cheek burning from Rachel's slap.

It started like Magic, He had thought I was beautiful. We joked, drank, laughed.

We were twirling, when he gave me that first kiss. A sweet unsure one.

The next ones were more. If only I knew what it lead too later.

I was drink for the first time, the beer clouding my thoughts, I really thought he liked me.

"You wanna" His voice whispered in my ear.

Did I want to what?

He just pulled me, dragging me behind him, a goofy grin on his face.

he was leading me away from the party, the people, the lights, the warmth. Away from safty.

I was pushed to the ground as Andy's lips crashed on to mine. Sweet, but growing with more want, as his tounge slipped in to my mouth.

His hand came up my shirt, under my new bra I just started wearing two months ago.

His hands squeezed my breast hard as I whimpered at how it hurt so much.

"Shhh Baby, It's ok, I'll be gentel and make you feel real good." His husky voice told me.

All of a sudden his hands were under my skirt, pulling away my underwear, fingers entering me.

"Stop!" I said crying, his fingers entering in and out violently.

"Shh Baby it's alright, you'll feel so good!" He was telling me. Hi fingers removing going to his pants.

His hands pulled my skirt up higher as I felt him at my enterance.

Don't go in! Please no! God don't let him do this to me!

God must of been sick tonight.

Because I felt him inside, Thrusting hard.

Hurting me.

"NO HELP! SOMEBODY PLEASE!" I screamed.

"Shut the fuck up!" He covered my mouth as he thrust harder grunting.

I gasped for breaths through my nose crying, tear running down my face.

But He just kept hurting me.

So bad.

It Hurt.

Help me.

Somebody Please.

No one came looking for me.

No one cared.

Then I heard him moan loudly as something filled me as he pulled out.

"Bye." He said grinning zipping his pants up as he went.

I just cried. I was there for an hour crying.

I got up, not caring for my underwear, I picked up my shoes, how did I look?

Did I look Like a rape victim, beaten up and bruised.

I started freaking, Gasping running to the house asking for a phone, for help.

I got the phone and did the one think I knew I should of never done.

I dialed 911

Everyone was screaming, running out.

Rachel came for me screaming, her palm smacking me before she ran for the car.

Leaving me.

I walked home. Pained, crying, messed up. Used.

Every Night I just Dream of Him

Hurting Me.....

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BTW this is probably my only SPEAK story..... idk.... i just had to get this out so thanks