Tears fall...
a steady pitter patter on my cheek...
my eyes reflecting the pain inside...
my mind haunted by my past...
no escape...
innocence taken...
never knew why....
can never leave it behind...
what's been done to me...
I can never undo...
I try to move forward...
burn it away from my mind...
always it stays...
some days, I'm strong...
some days, I make it though with out it crossing my mind...
but it is always there...
sometimes I fall apart...
the secret that I hide...
burns inside me as if alive...
I long to let out,...to let it be known...
but I don't know if I am ready to face the pain...
the pain of the truth...
the eyes upon me...
the judgements they bring...
I can't stand to see...
for what will the see if they see what I've seen....