Hiya ladies and gentleman. I'm trying something out. I do indeed write these in order of the show. If you want to make a request, I would love it, but nothing above season 4 as of the moment. I just started season 5, and I don't want spoilers. Thank you!

Also, if you want me to write something that takes place before the chapters, or in between them, that is fine. I will follow the order of the episodes though, so there will be at least one per episode. Either taking place right before or after it.

This chapter happens to be a letter. It's from Sam to John right after he leaves for college. It never gets sent out to him, but Sam feels bad about leaving his family behind.

Thanks to those who read this! I love ya all! Please review!

Enjoy!~

Dad,

I made it to Stanford. I just wanted to let you know that I am alright. You won't believe this girl I met. Her name is Jessica, and Dad, she is beautiful. She kind of reminds me of the stories you tell me of mom. How sweet and kind she was.

Anyway, I just started my classes. College is stressful, but (no offense to you and Dean) it's not so bad compared to constantly hunting. It's nice to feel like a normal person. You know the feeling, not being in danger everyday of your life. You do remember how that feels right? I hope you do because next to love, it's the best feeling in the world.

Speaking of hunting, are you guys still on the road? I know, stupid question. You have to be with the yellow-eyed demon still on the loose. I mean, I don't see you guys giving up until he is dead. Dad, can you hand this to Dean for a second? I want to tell him something.

Dean, hey. I miss you actually. I miss ya alot. Remember when we were young, and you called me Sammy all the time? Yeah, I miss it all. Being along side you guys everyday all day. Well, at least you. Did I ever tell you that I never was truly afraid when Dad left us alone in those crappy motel rooms? I had you, and I knew that my big brother was going to protect me. Dee, I love you. Don't change, not now not ever.

This part is for both of you.. I love you guys so much, nothing has ever meant more to me than you two. Being on the road everyday, hunting things, a small part of me, buried deep inside, was worried that one of us was going to get hurt. Luckily, we would just get banged up a bit, but at least we were okay.

Do me a favor? Tell Bobby thank you. He helped keep us alive in all of this, and I will miss him. I will have to call him later too, but it may be awhile. I want away from the supernatural world, or the "family business" as we call it. Everything was just becoming too much to handle. I always wanted a normal life, and now I have one. Yes, I will know more about things than the normal person would, but I will be able to live amongst regular people for once. Dad, I was always so jealous of how you got to live most of your life not knowing about the supernatural.

Anyway, feel free to send me letters at this address. My phone is open too if you really need me. Just please, don't bring me back into that. I don't want that, and Dad, I know you didn't want that for us growing up. Please keep it that way. I will talk to you guys soon, I hope.

Love you Dad and you too, Dee.

~Sam

Well.. Here is the very first letter of the story. I believe I said this, but if I didn't, here it is. Not all of this story will be letters. Some will be letters (requests included) and some will be things that are before, after, or mixed into each episode. Like.. Scenes.

Anyway! Please leave a review to tell me how I am doing. If you have a request for a chapter, please leave it. I will get to all of you! I promise.

Quick by the way, PIE!

~See Ya Soon!