I need her.
I want her.
She is the air i breathe that is if i needed to breathe.
I can't live without her but i no i must.
Not just her blood sings to me but her body as well, that fine body that has curves in all the right places, her lips are as red as a rose, her eyes are deep pools of brown that i must avoid because i know that one little look into them and i'm falling, falling deeper than i've ever fallen before.
It scares me how she can have such a hold on me, Rose says shes just a human but to me she is so much more than that.
She is like my own personal brand of heroine, i need to quit but her pull is just to strong to resist so i don't bother, she is my angel.
I could stare at her for hours but i don't i know she would notice and then she would blush before asking why i am staring at her.
Her blush all that blood rushing to one particular place, it makes her look even more beautiful but of course she doesn't think so, she hates her blush but i love it.
I'm sitting in my room at my window looking out into the forest that surrounds our house, not really staring at anything i'm too busy thinking about her, she constantly plagues my mind, everything i do i can connect to her somehow. It's starting to drive me a bit crazy but i don't care, because it's being caused by her. I just want to be as close to her as physically possible, i want to be inside her but i know that is not possible, it is to dangerous for her and to some extent me.
There is a knock at my door bringing me out of my thoughts, i look over and the door opens to reveal my angel, her head poking round the door.
" Can i come in?" My angel asks
" Of course Bella you don't have to ask." I answer smiling softly at her
She smiles and comes to sit next to me at the window, her body is so close to mine i can feel her body heat radiating off of her and her arm brushing mine as she moves to get comfortable.
I just stare at her taking in her beauty and i know that if my heart could beat, it would break through my chest from hammering so fast.
She sees me looking at her and blushes, before looking at me curiously.
" Are you alright?" My angel asks caressing my arm gently
I can't believe this i know i should stop but i can't my brain is in a world of it's own and it's speaking what i have been trying to deny and hide from myself.
" Alice?" Bella asks waving her hand in front of my face trying to get my attention.
I'm in love with Bella Swan and she doesn't even know.
OK i don't know whether to have this as a one shot or carry on with it, what do you think? It was just something that popped into my head and i decided to write it down.
Review Please, no flames i would love to hear what you think i should do :)