So, this is totally not my writing style (well, is "crap" a writing style? 'Cause if so this is pretty much just as sucky as the rest) and this was supposed to be a completely different thing and multichaptered but alas, my muse decided to be different and limited. But Big Time Rush is my new favorite fandom and multi-chap fics won't be posting til they're halfway done at least.
It was raining. The perfect way for the world to rub everything in. There was no thunder or lightning, just constant, dreary rain.
Going to the pool to relax wasn't an option. Going to his room to relax was definitely not an option. The only thing he could do to clear his mind was walk. His coat was in the bedroom with Kendall and wasn't worth retrieving.
With a sigh Logan stumbled out of the apartment and towards the elevator. In the lobby Logan pushed past Camille who had started to scream lines at him, and the Jennifers who only looked up to sneer.
Carefully, as his feet weren't cooperating very well, Logan walked out of the Palm Woods. The rain pelted against his bare arms and plastered his hair to his head. He might have shivered, but he was too numb to feel the cold.
Silent tears flowed from his eyes but his expression never changed. There was no emotion there. Not anymore.
He walked. He didn't know for how long, or where he went, or even where he was now. It didn't matter. All that mattered was him getting away from Kendall.
Logan was an idiot! He knew that now. Kendall knew it too. God he looked so upset. And it was all Logan's fault. If he hadn't given in to the urge they'd still be inside together, laughing and having fun. But no. He'd gone and screwed it all up.
He crossed the street, not even able to find the strength to check for cars. Logan was worn down. Stunned by the knowledge that in kissing Kendall he'd ruined their friendship.
It was raining. The driver couldn't see the teenager walking across the street until it was too late.
Logan was on the ground now, broken mentally and physically.
He only hoped he could be forgiven.
Wow, this was fail. With its size I don't think I should leave it like this though....thoughts? More?