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The Doctor was leaning on the central controls of the T.A.R.D.I.S. Hands on either side he leaned forward, feeling every single year he was. The entire twelve hundred years.
He was alone, River had already left to prepare for her first trip as a Professor of Archaeology, the Library. He banged his hands on the console angrily. In one day he was going to lose all the Ponds. His wonderful Ponds.
He pushed of the console and fell back on the bars surrounding the platform. Raising his knees and burying his head he wept. For the first time in a long time he properly wept. Not just for the ponds but for everyone he had lost since he time locked the war.
His fateful good byes with Rose, not just once, but twice. The brief moment at Bad Wolf Bay. Leaving her with his clone.
Doctor Martha Jones leaving to save the world one patient at a time. Running around with Mickey the Idiot.
Donna Noble, the Most Important Woman in the Universe. Who will never again know him, will never again remember.
Amelia Pond, The Girl Who Waited. He will never again see her fiery red hair, hear that Scottish accent. Never again seeing her and Rory the Roman. The two people who chose love over the promise of the galaxy."Raggedy Man! Goodbye!"
Melody Pond III, River Song, his wife. Who was eagerly on her way towards her last adventure. The first time he would ever see her, and the last time she would see him. The first time he would ever be called "Sweetie" and the last time she would call him. "Goodbye Sweetie." The first time he would ever here that sweet voice calling "Spoilers."
He wept for himself, for the lives he had lived. That first face after him. That lost angry man, who wandered alone until he found Rose. The face that didn't want to go.
And now, he just didn't want to do anything. He was alone, the last Time Lord, all the powers of time and space in his grasp, in his DNA. Yet powerless to save those he cares about.
The Universe he had saved countless times never was fair. It never cared about him, why should he care about it anymore.
"Forget you Universe!" He yelled at the empty room standing up and storming to the door. Flinging open the doors he stared at the cosmos in front of him. "Every time something good comes a long! Every single time! You take it away from me! I will never forget, and will never forgive. You're going to take away Melody Pond III, my River Song. My wife. You took away Amelia Pond, the Girl Who Waited fourteen years for her Raggedy Doctor! You took away Rory, the Roman, Pond. Who protected her for two thousand years." He was angry, sad and vengeful.
"You forced me to make Donna Noble, The DoctorDonna, The Most Important Woman in the Universe, forget me. For to remember will kill her. You made lose Rose Tyler, a woman I've loved, twice. I never got to tell her this myself. I had to leave her with my human clone!" He slammed the door shut and stomped his way back to the TARDIS's controls.
"I am the Doctor! And I don't care anymore! Sexy, take us to London 1888! I got some friends to see." He flipped levers and hit buttons as he strutted around the TARDIS.
This is just my thoughts on how Eleven handled losing his best friends, forever. If anyone says its out of character, just imagine losing your best friends once, thinking you are all safe then BAM. Losing them both again. Plus River is now a Professor, and he knows that the Library is coming up. He is losing all three of his Ponds in one day. I need some fluff or some whouffle.