Okay, I know I should be updating 'Will We Ever Get a Break?' but I will, later. Anyway, this one-shot/song-fic or whatever is placed right after Jabian kissed. But, Nina will NOT fall down the big dark hole.
- Told in Nina's POV.
-Couple: Fabina, Jabian.
-Songs: Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift (I did change the lyrics a bit), Gotta Be You by One Direction (OKAY, I STARTED LIKING THIS SONG, ALSO), Crazier by Big Time Rush, Invisible by Big Time Rush, and You're Not Alone by Big Time Rush (CHANGED A FEW WORDS)
-Disclaimer: I do not own House of Anubis or any of the songs.
Nina's POV:
I ran into my bedroom and planted my head into my pillow. I just saw Fabian and Joy kiss. I slowly started falling asleep. The next morning, I was still in my dress from last night. I quickly changed into my uniform. I looked over to Amber's bed and saw she was still asleep.
"Amber" I said, while shaking her. She opened her eyes.
"It's morning already?" she complained
"Yes, Amber" I chuckled.
"Nina?" she asked. I was getting my school books ready
"Yea Amber?"
"Why do you have mascara down your cheeks?" she asks
I look in the mirror and gasp. "I-I cried last night and I didn't take it off yet"
Amber sits up in her bed. "Why did you cry?"
I look down. "Fabian and Joy kissed"
"Oh, Neens. Come here" and she stands up and opens her arms. I go over to her and hug her.
"Nina, as much as I love you, I need to get dressed" Amber says, and pulls away.
"Okay, see you downstairs" I say as I walk out.
Fabian and Joy were sitting at the table. Joy was in my seat and they were talking. Suddenly, Joy leans over and kisses Fabian. Fabian doesn't pull away, he kisses back.
I walk out of my hiding spot and walk into the dining room. I sit in Joy's old seat.
"Nina! Sorry, do you want to-"Joy says, getting up.
"No, it's okay. You will enjoy it more than me" I say, looking at Fabian. Fabian looks from Joy, to me, to the chair, then down at his food.
Soon, Patricia comes down with Mara. They both look at me weirdly.
"Hello Nina, Fabian, Joy" Mara says, and sits.
"Hi" Patricia says, and comes and sits next to me.
"Why aren't you sitting there?" Patricia whispers to me
"Joy and Fabian" I whisper back.
She nods, and Amber comes in. She almost faints. She sits next to Patricia.
"Nina!" Amber whisper-screams at me.
"No" I whisper back, knowing she would want me to do something horrible to Joy.
Jerome and Alfie come in, and they look at the table strangely. Jerome sits next to Mara, and Alfie sits next to Amber. Eddie comes in last and sits next to Jerome, at Amber's seat.
"So, is Jabian happening?" Jerome asks, breaking the silence.
"It sure is!" Joy says proudly. Fabian barely nods and looks down, blushing.
"Patricia, let's get to school" Joy says, getting up.
"Amber, ready?" I ask Amber. She nods.
Joy and Patricia leave as Amber and I are getting on our blazers.
"Nina!" Fabian calls, coming out of the dining room as we leave. Amber and I share a look, then turn.
"What?" Amber and I say at the same time.
"I need to talk to you guys about the task" he says, and then walks up next to me. When we start walking, I go on Amber's left side, so Amber is in the middle.
"Nina, are you okay" Fabian asks me
"Yeah, fine" I lie.
"Then why aren't you talking?" he asks
"Maybe because you kissed another girl!" Amber says, then puts her hand over her mouth
"What?" Fabian asks, confused
"Nevermind. We are going down to the tunnels tonight. Come on Amber" I say, pulling her towards school, leaving Fabian behind.
*5 WEEKS LATER*
I can't believe Fabian! He ditches us, to go on a date with Joy! Doesn't he know his, mine, Amber's, Patricia's, and Alfie's lives are all on the line? Yes, we got Patricia and Alfie.
"Come on, we can do it without Fabian" I say, trying to persuade everyone else to go to the tunnels.
"But Fabian is the smartest" Alfie says
"And he is the best at figuring the clues out" Patricia adds
"Oh, how needs Fabian? We are Sibuna" Amber says. She is taking my side.
"Patricia, when was the last time you and Joy hung out?" I ask her.
She looks down. "Before her and Fabian got together"
"Exactly! Come on, we need to see how long it is until the clock runs out!" I say. Alfie and Patricia finally agree. We walk out and into the kitchen. I look into the common room and see we are not alone.
Joy and Fabian are on the couch. Snogging. With Fabian's shirt off.
"Nina!" Amber and Patricia call after me, but it's too late. I am already out the door and running in the woods. I reach the Sibuna clearing and curl up in a ball. I just let it all out. I cry and scream.
"Nina?" a voice says, really close. I don't stop crying.
"Nina! There you are" and the person picks me up. I open my eyes, to see Fabian looking down at me.
"PUT ME DOWN!" I scream.
"Okay" he says, and puts me down. I start to run but he grabs my arm.
"Let go of me!" I say
"Why?" he asks
"JUST LET GO OF ME!" I scream.
"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?" he shouts back
"WHAT IS MY PROBLEM? WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? YOU DITCH SIBUNA FOR JOY! YOUR LIFE IS ON THE LINE TOO, FABIAN! NOT JUST OURS!" I shout back
"OH, SO IT'S ABOUT JOY NOW?" he screams. He let go of me, but I stayed where I was. We were about a foot away, and we were shouting at each other.
"IT'S NOT JUST JOY! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU'RE NOT THE FABIAN I LOVE!" I scream
He stops. "You love me?"
I realize what I just said. "Loved you" and I run off.
I run straight into the house, and up to my room. I was crying, and I run straight into Jerome and Mara. They stopped me.
"Nina, are you okay?" Mara asks
I shake my head. Jerome and Mara share a look.
"Jerome, bring her into her room" Mara orders. Jerome picks me up and carries me into my bed.
"Okay, Nina. What happened?" Mara asks me softly. Jerome is sitting on Amber's bed, and Mara is sitting on my bed, with my feet across her lap.
I take a deep breath, which seems to calm me. "Okay, so Fabian and Joy kissed during the ball. I got jealous and ran off. When I went down to breakfast, it only made it worse. Then, earlier, Fabian ditched us to go on a date with Joy. I found them on the couch, snogging, with Fabian's shirt off. I ran, and he came after me. Then, we got in a fight, so I came here and ran into you guys"
"So, instead of Joy being jealous of you, you are jealous of Joy?" Jerome laughs
"JEROME!" Mara says sternly. I look at him darkly
"Okay, sorry" he says, raising his hands.
"Anyway, Nina, thanks. Do you feel any better?" Mara asks me
I nod. "Thank you"
She hugs me, and I hug back.
"What, no hugs for Jerome?" Jerome says, sounding like a 4 year old. Mara and I share a look before attacking him.
"AH!" he screams. Mara and I laugh.
"Okay, Jerome. Out. I need to ask Nina something private" Mara says
"I can't stay? Oh, wait. Is it about tampons? Never mind, bye!" he says, before leaving. We hear him go downstairs and we start laughing.
"No, it's not about tampons. I have a question for you" Mara says, after we stop laughing.
"Shoot" I say
"Do you still love Fabian?" Mara asks me.
I nod, before crying again. I lean my head on Mara's shoulder.
"My life is a mess" I cry.
There is a knock on the door. "Mara, are you in here?"
"Yea" Mara answers. Speak of the devil. Joy comes in.
"Hey Mara, can I borrow your math book? Fabian is going to tutor me" Joy smiles. Then she notices me.
"Nina, are you okay?"Joy asks.
"Yea, I just have….. PMS?" I say, hoping she will buy it. She did.
"Yea, Joy, take my math book" Mara says.
"Thanks! Feel better Nina!" Joy says as she goes out. She shuts the door.
"'Feel better Nina' my ass" I say.
"At least she was nice" Mara says
"Yeah, but obviously it was fake" I say. Amber comes in with Patricia.
"Okay, so Fabian just came back from outside, crying. What happened?" Amber asks
"And Jerome just walked past the kitchen muttering 'why would they be talking about tampons?' to himself" Patricia says.
I retell the entire story.
"Oh, poor Nina. Do you love him?" Amber asks
"Yea" I reply.
"You will get over him. He is a bitch who doesn't deserve you" Patricia says.
"But he isn't always a bitch! Joy made him into something he isn't" Mara says
"I agree" I say
"It's 10 o'clock…." Victor says.
"Good night, Nina" Mara says
"Night, Nina, Night Amber" Patricia says.
"Good night" Amber and I call before they walk out.
I turn to Amber. "We need to get changed"
We quickly get changed and fall asleep.
I wake up to Taylor Swift.
He's the reason for the Teardrops on My Guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
I slap it off. I can't help thinking that it sounds like Fabian and I….
"NINA, GET UP!" Amber screams.
"Why are you up before me?" I ask her.
"Oh, you will see!" and she leaves.
I get on a black shirt, with my favorite band on it, and jeans. I put on flats. It is the weekend, so I don't need to go to school. I quickly brush my hair and I put a tiny bit of mascara on. I walk downstairs. That's when I see it.
It is a stage in the common room. It has a stool and a microphone. It even has speakers.
"What the hell did your friends do?" a voice says from behind me. Fabian. I turn around.
"Last time I checked they were your friends too" and I walk up to the table. We still sit like we were 5 weeks ago. But, Mara switched with Jerome so she could be next to me. Fabian is the last one at the table.
"Okay, so who set up the stage?" Eddie asks
Amber, Patricia, and Mara all look at each other.
"Someone, somewhere" Amber says.
We finish breakfast and all move to the common room. Mara and Patricia are next to me. Amber is next to Mara, Jerome is next to Amber, and Eddie is next to Patricia on the couch. Joy and Fabian share the loveseat.
Amber gets up. She walks up to the stage.
"Okay, so Patricia, Mara, Jerome, Eddie, and I all set this up to help a friend. Nina, get up here"
I stand up and walk up.
"Nina will be singing a song for us!" Amber announces
"What?" I screech
"Okay, Fabian. You are up first!" Amber says.
"Come on, Fabian! Please go!" Joy begs him
"Yeah, Fabian. Let's see what you got" I say to him. He looks straight at me, and I almost melt.
"Okay, fine!" and he goes into his room to get his guitar.
He starts singing and playing.
Girl I see it in your eyes you're disappointed
'Cause I'm the foolish one that you anointed with your heart
I tore it apart
And girl what a mess I made upon your innocence
And no woman in the world deserves this
But here I am asking you for one more chance
Can we fall one more time?
Stop the tape and rewind
Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade
'Cause there is nobody else
It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Only you
Now girl I hear it in your voice and how it trembles
When you speak to me I don't resemble who I was
You've almost had enough
And your actions speak louder than your words
And you're about to break from all you've heard
But don't be scared, I ain't going nowhere
I'll be here, by your side
No more fears, no more crying
But if you walk away
I know I'll fade
Cause there is nobody else
It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Only you
Oh, girl,
Can we try one more, one more time?
One more, one more?
Can we try one more, one more time?
I'll make it better
One more, one more,
Can we try one more, one more...
Can we try one more time to make it all better?
'Cause it's gotta be you
It's gotta be you
Only you
Only you
It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Only you
He stops singing. We all applause. He was looking at me for the verses, but when he caught my eye, he would look away.
"Okay, now Nina!" Amber says, after she got back up onstage.
"Fine" I say, and run upstairs and get my guitar.
I run back down and take stage.
Fabian looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Fabian talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
And I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Fabian walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Fabian looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
I don't even realize that I put 'Fabian' instead of 'Drew' until the last line. I blush, and everyone starts clapping.
"Thanks, Nina!" Amber comes up and hugs me.
"Go sit" she whispers, and I do. Mara and Patricia join her up on the stage.
"Okay, so Mara, Amber, and I are going to sing a song to Nina" Patricia says.
I smile. "We are going to sing You're Not Alone" Mara starts
"By, Nina's favorite band, Big Time Rush!" Amber says. I start tearing up. AMBER= BOLD, MARA= ITALICS, PATRICIA= UNDERLINED, ALL= UNDERLINED BOLD ITALICS!
I bet you didn't notice
First time your heart was broken
You called us up and we talked till the morning
And the time that you were stranded
I was there before you landed
He was a no show, I made sure you got home
I've been right there (right there)
For every minute
This time, it's no different
Whatever happens you should know
Cause you're not alone, Nina
Look over your shoulder
You don't have to wonder
Cause you know, you know, you know
You're not alone, Nina
I'll be there to hold you
I'll stay till it's over
And you know, you know, you know
That you're not alone
That you're not alone
All the days that you were stressed out
Feeling like pulling your hair out
They were all missing but I was here listening
You gotta believe in me
Even if you can't see me there
I'll catch you when you fall
Cause I've been right there (right there)
For every minute
This time, it's no different
Whatever happens you should know
[ Lyrics from: lyrics/b/big_time_rush/youre_not_ ]
Cause you're not alone, Nina
Look over your shoulder
You don't have to wonder
Cause you know, you know, you know
You're not alone, Nina
I'll be there to hold you
I'll stay till it's over
And you know, you know, you know
That you're not alone
That you're not alone
I'll be here for you no matter what
Comes around the corner
Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh
As long as I am breathing
You won't have to worry no more
Cause you're not alone, girl
Look over your shoulder
You don't have to wonder
Cause you know, you know
Cause you're not alone, Nina
Look over your shoulder
You don't have to wonder
Cause you know, you know, you know
You're not alone, Nina
I'll be there to hold you
I'll stay till it's over
And you know, you know, you know
That you're not alone
That you're not alone
That you're not alone
That you're not alone, Nina
I bet you didn't notice
First time your heart was broken
You called us up and we talked till the morning
By the end of the song, I was crying. I ran up on stage and hugged them all. When we pulled apart, the boys and Joy clapped. We all sat down, except Amber.
"Okay, Joy! You are up next!" Amber says.
"Thanks, Amber!" Joy says, and bounces up on stage.
I've never gone with the wind I was trying to fly You lift my feet off the ground Watched from a distance as you And you made it so real You showed me something that I couldn't see You lift my feet off the ground' Baby, you showed me what living is for You lift my feet off the ground,
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier,
ohh...
I don't want to hide anymore... more...
spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier
She finishes, and we clap to be polite. She smiles and goes back to Fabian and sits on his lap.
"Our last performance is Eddie, Alfie and Jerome!" Amber says, and hurries off stage.
Jerome, Alfie, and Eddie all come on stage.
"We are going to sing Superstar" Jerome says
"Also by Big Time Rush" Alfie adds
"This is for you, Nina" Eddie smiles. I smile back, and I think I'm tearing up again.
EDDIE= UNDERLINED. JEROME= ITALICS. ALFIE= BOLD. ALL= UNDERLINED BOLD ITALICS.
A superstar
That you're a star
A superstar
That you're a star
A superstar
That you're a star, star, star, star, star
Oh no, it's on tonight
Here we go
You looking fine I know, you know
So go ahead and let it go, go, go
You're shining like a star
I wanna be where you are, are
Oh no, oh no
Let's take over this club
You're shining bright in the dark, dark
You light up the nightYou wanna wil' out, then wil' out
All eyes on you
It's going down, down, right now
You can't lose
You wanna wil' out, then wil' out
That's what you do
Talk of the town now
And you already know that you're a star
A superstar
That you're a star,
A superstar
That you're a star,
A superstar
That you're a star
And you already know
It's time
I love this feeling cant rewind
To the beginning of this crazy night
So baby we can let it go, go, go
Hey-ey-ey
You're shining like a star
I wanna be where you are, are
Oh no, oh no
Let's take over this club
You're shining bright in the dark, dark
You light up the night
You wanna wil' out, then wil' out
All eyes on you
It's going down, down, right now
You can't lose
You wanna wil' out, then wil' out
That's what you do
Talk of the town now
And you already know that you're a star
A superstar
That you're a star,
and you already know
Forget the moon, ignore the sky
Cause the whole world is all yours tonight
Get it girl, it's your time
Shine until the morning light, the light
(a superstar) oh the light
(that you're a star)
A superstar
That you're a star
A superstar
You wanna wil' out, then wil' out
All eyes on you
It's going down, down, right now
You can't lose
You wanna wil' out, then wil' out
That's what you do
Talk of the town now
And you already know that you're a star
A superstar
That you're a star,
A superstar
That you're a star,
A superstar
That you're a star
And you already know
Hey, yeah, woah, hey
I was crying. I ran onstage and hugged them also.
*4 HOURS LATER*
They had just got the stage all packed up and everything put away.
"Hey, Nina?" a voice said behind me. I turned.
"Hi, Fabian" I said
"Want to go for a walk?" he asked me
I looked around. Amber, Eddie, Patricia, Jerome, and Mara were nodding. Alfie was too absorbed in the cake that they got. Joy was looking at me with her head cocked and she was smiling, also.
"Sure" I said at last. We headed out the door and started walking the path to the Sibuna clearing.
"I'm sorry, Fabian" I said at last
"No, I'm sorry. You were right. I was becoming a bitch" he says.
"You kind of were. How is Jabian going?" I ask him
"We just broke up…." He starts
"Oh, I'm sorry" I say
"Don't be. I realized I love someone else" he says
I sit down on a stump in the clearing. He sits on the other one.
"I liked your performance" I tell him
"Thanks. I liked yours too" he says
"I accidently said Fabian….." I trail off. He laughs
"I know" and he throws some grass at me.
I get up. "That's what we are going to do, huh?"
I pick up some grass and fling it at him. He then picks up some mud and throws it back. I get some more and throw it at him. After 30 minutes, we were covered. Fabian is tickling me.
"Okay, I give up!" I laughed
He stopped. "Good"
I looked up. "It's getting dark. We should head back" I say
"Good idea" and he takes my hand.
We start heading back, hand in hand. Maybe we can start over.
Hope you guys liked! If you read 'Will We Ever Get a Break', then just know that I will not be updating today. Sorry =] Hope this makes up for it. AND my laptop hates me…..