The chain clings on to the flesh,
Emotions of negativity cloud the mind,
Thoughts once pure now sin,
No the chains will not let you go free.
How long had it been like this. Just hanging on a chain. Weeks, months a year? Didnt matter time wasnt time anymore. There was no one left, of that I was certain. All of them were dead and all i could do was wonder was when my time was up. Maybe, maybe the only reason i lived was because of him, because he wanted me, no he was simply using me.
He would come, night after night, beat me, curse me and then have his way with me. I dont know why he came every night and beat her black and blue. I didnt even know his name. He was just a mysterious stranger, come to make me bleed and cry.
I'll never forget when i first saw him, i thought he was so beautiful, well he still is... on the outside, inside i wouldnt even want to picture the sight. He called me an angel, then hit me, then beat me, then raped me. The look in his eyes the pure ice, it will haunt me forever.
So maybe, i owe my life to him, but could i call this a life? No, i was just existing, somewhere in living and dying. The chains slice into my skin, the pain is too much, the next time he comes will he kill me? Will i mind if he kills me?
Do i hate him? Do i like him? All these questions and no way of knowing the answers. Did he kill my friends, my family? I dont know. Is he even human, with eyes like that its doubtful. But hes the only person i see in my prison. Maybe with enough praying he will rescue me. Ha keep dreaming Hilary.
Footsteps, i canhear them, that only means one thing, hes coming, its kinda early for him, time to take whatever he throws at me, its not gonna be a pretty picture, oh well, all i can do ispray, for me, for him, for everything.