Death is Beautiful
Disclaimer:I do not own Gundam Wing
I know you're gone...
I know you'll never come back.
You have been carried off by the wings of an Angel, away from the hurt and pains of this world.
Are you in another world?
A better one?
Are you happier?
So many questions swirl around my head but none of them with answers.
Questions...they always consume my thoughts but rarely ever followed by answers.
I wonder...do the answers to my questions exist?
Or must I create me own answers?
Yes...no one can answer them but myself.
As I stare at myself by a mirror another being with my face stares back at me.
I wonder..if...he can help me with the pain?
The pain of losing you?
I've gone through pain before.
But never as much as this.
Who would've thought?
I didnt.
But now...
I find it unbearable at times.
The hurt, the anguish, the anger.
Yes..the anger...the anger that consumes my soul.
You...destined?
No....no one is destined to die..it just happens.
You...just....left me...flew away into the sky.
I have no one to blame...thats even worse...
To be angry and no one to be angry at.
Bitter tears run down my face and Burn in my Soul.
Night...
I wake up for no apprarent reason and stare into the darkness.
Whats happening to me?
Why is this pain different?
Different from what I have ever felt?
I've killed so many....lost so many....why is this so unbearable?
Why is this so different.
Was...was it cause...cause I loved you?
Yes....
I loved you so much.
I didnt get to tell you though did I?
How much you meant to me.
I dont think I even knew...what you meant to me.
How much it hurts...to know...you flew without ever knowing...just how much...
I loved you.
Do you know now?
I know now...it eats away at me everyday, every second, every moment.
Regret.
Guilt...
Why did I not?
Why did I not feel this before?
When I stared into the terrified eyes of a soldier before killing him?
The pain the fear...the...regret?
The regret never to see a loved one again.
The regret to never show them how much they cared.
I have taken that privelege away from so many....
So many have suffered under my eyes.
Is this my punishment?
That I would lose you like many have lost their loved ones?
Who knew...who knew it would hurt so much....so...much.
I didnt desearve you.
Was that why you were taken away from me?
To realize my sins?
Is that why?
Why I must suffer the same fate as so many of my victims?
I will never see you, hear you, touch you ever again.
Because my Angel...you fly high, with the wings that you desearve.
While me?
I have condemed myself long ago.
I accept my fate.
Because I my dear...
I am forever more...
the
Shinigami.
AN://Yea angsty and from Duo's POV. Who is he talking about? You deicide. I purposly put no labels on who he is talking about. It can be Hilde, Relena, Quatre, Sister Helen, whoever. Whoever makes you happy. Happiness is the world. The people in it are the hurt.
Disclaimer:I do not own Gundam Wing
I know you're gone...
I know you'll never come back.
You have been carried off by the wings of an Angel, away from the hurt and pains of this world.
Are you in another world?
A better one?
Are you happier?
So many questions swirl around my head but none of them with answers.
Questions...they always consume my thoughts but rarely ever followed by answers.
I wonder...do the answers to my questions exist?
Or must I create me own answers?
Yes...no one can answer them but myself.
As I stare at myself by a mirror another being with my face stares back at me.
I wonder..if...he can help me with the pain?
The pain of losing you?
I've gone through pain before.
But never as much as this.
Who would've thought?
I didnt.
But now...
I find it unbearable at times.
The hurt, the anguish, the anger.
Yes..the anger...the anger that consumes my soul.
You...destined?
No....no one is destined to die..it just happens.
You...just....left me...flew away into the sky.
I have no one to blame...thats even worse...
To be angry and no one to be angry at.
Bitter tears run down my face and Burn in my Soul.
Night...
I wake up for no apprarent reason and stare into the darkness.
Whats happening to me?
Why is this pain different?
Different from what I have ever felt?
I've killed so many....lost so many....why is this so unbearable?
Why is this so different.
Was...was it cause...cause I loved you?
Yes....
I loved you so much.
I didnt get to tell you though did I?
How much you meant to me.
I dont think I even knew...what you meant to me.
How much it hurts...to know...you flew without ever knowing...just how much...
I loved you.
Do you know now?
I know now...it eats away at me everyday, every second, every moment.
Regret.
Guilt...
Why did I not?
Why did I not feel this before?
When I stared into the terrified eyes of a soldier before killing him?
The pain the fear...the...regret?
The regret never to see a loved one again.
The regret to never show them how much they cared.
I have taken that privelege away from so many....
So many have suffered under my eyes.
Is this my punishment?
That I would lose you like many have lost their loved ones?
Who knew...who knew it would hurt so much....so...much.
I didnt desearve you.
Was that why you were taken away from me?
To realize my sins?
Is that why?
Why I must suffer the same fate as so many of my victims?
I will never see you, hear you, touch you ever again.
Because my Angel...you fly high, with the wings that you desearve.
While me?
I have condemed myself long ago.
I accept my fate.
Because I my dear...
I am forever more...
the
Shinigami.
AN://Yea angsty and from Duo's POV. Who is he talking about? You deicide. I purposly put no labels on who he is talking about. It can be Hilde, Relena, Quatre, Sister Helen, whoever. Whoever makes you happy. Happiness is the world. The people in it are the hurt.