Sam felt so lost
and confuse..
so alone..
dean left
he went with the
angel that he trust
so much
that break his
heart apart..
fallen tear pour
down like
his cold cheek..
sam look around and
only see darkness
surrender him..
there no hope
no love
no trust
nothing but screaming sound
in his lonely head...
Lucifer won't leave him alone
alway haunted him
when he dream..
never really alone..
as Sam lay in bed
memories fill his head
as he see his brother smiling and
laughing with their father
put a sad smile on his face
he wish there can go back
to the way they were before
everything become so wrong.
Sam felt more fallen tear strolling
down his face..
no one is here to keep him
from losing his mind
no safe
no light
just darkness that won't go away
he just want this to
ended , he feel so sad and alone
without his big brother
by his side...
but he know this is the best for
them.. he only brought pain and sorrow
to his brother.
as dean and Sam go further apart
the happy time are gone..
only hurt and betray..
fill their mind..
everyone around him
always judge him..
before this ever happen..
now he know that they were
'right.. he should
have died..
and never been born...
Sam close his eye as he cried
himself to sleep..
he embrace the pain and sadness
that cover his heart..
maybe this time
he do the right thing..
he wait maybe this time
he will ended him
dean please kill me
i deserve death
for when i go
i go to hell
and be torment
but this time he earn it
Sam know his brother won't ever go
there.. for he is they saver , their
hero..
like he always believe his brother were to be
Sam smile weakling
as he fell to the darkness
of dream..