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Alice: Why am I covered in food! I just got a Gucci Blouse!
Bella, Edward and Me: Mike Newton
Me:*nervous laugh*

RUN NEWTON RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!
Mike: Like that little fashion-obsessed pixie can take me. Mike Freakin Newton the hottest guy EVA

(simultaneous eye roll)

Alice:OH NO YOU DIDN'T!

*10 minutes later* (everyone laughs at bruises on mikes face)

Me: Can't say I didn't warn you dude...
Twin: OMC she got you bad...

Edward: what's OMC
Me: Oh My Carlisle
Edward: Why my father
Me: He's god
Emmett: no he isn't
Me: Yes he is
Alice: No he isn't
Me: He's a vampire god
everyone: WTH!

Me: OH YEAH! YOURE ALL HUMAN

Rosalie: no duh!

Twin: BYE!

Me: YOUR ALL GAY! JUST LIKE KELLAN! AND HE DOESN'T OWN TWILIGHT!

Twin: …neither do we twin.

Me: Dude! SHHHHHHH!

Bella didn't jump off the cliff?

I raised my arms above my head, as if I was about to dive, but, because of too much public pool experience, I wasn't going in head first. Feet first, first time.

"Bella, don't do this." I heard Edward's angry, velvety voice, filling my head with his intoxicating sound. I felt a tear roll down my cheek despite the happiness I felt hearing him.

"Why should I not?" I responded to him in my head, not wanting to ruin the texture of his voice with my own.

"Because Bella. You could die!" I rolled my eyes. More tears fell from them.

"It's not like your here anymore, Edward," I told the voice. The voice growled at me in anger at my "stupidity".

"This time you can't stop me."

"Don't do this Bella."

"I love you Edward."

"NO! BELLA NO!"

"Goodbye," I whispered but, it drifted away with the wind so I couldn't even hear myself.

I bent my knees slightly, just enough to jump. The wind and rain whipped my hair all around my face. The tears of loss and pain assaulted my cheeks, and rolled down to my chin. Nobody would have been able to notice if they took one look at me. I leaned forward just a little, but didn't look down, because if I did I wouldn't have gone through with it.

All of a sudden there was a pair of strong, warm arms wrapped around my waist, holding me off the cliff. The arms pulled me a good couple of feet away from the ledge. I grabbed the arms wrapped around me, and opened my eyes to see Jacob's concerned eyes.

"Jacob." I whispered as I cried into his shoulder. I felt my knees give out. His arms clung to me holding me close to him, to keep me warm and to comfort me.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Jacob." He moved my hair out of my face so he could see my eyes.

"It's ok Bella. You did nothing wrong. It's ok. It's all ok." he said, reassuring us both it sounded like.

"Let's get out of the rain," he said more to himself then to me. He lifted me bridal style and carried me to my car. I clung to his neck as he walked.

"Where are your keys?" he asked me, gently setting me on my feet, holding my arms to steady me. I took a shaky breath to steady my emotions. I closed my eyes for a moment and opened them, only to see Jacob's thoughtful gaze carefully watching my expressions, to see if I would break down again.

"Um, there still in the car." I said. He took my left hand in his.

"Are you ok?" he asked. I thought about it for a minute. Am I? I almost jumped of a cliff so that I could hear a voice that wasn't really there. Was I really ok? Maybe, I thought to myself. I could be ok if I had someone who could keep me mended together. But this was a discussion with myself for later.

"Um, yeah, I think so." he started leading me to the passenger side of my car. He opened the door for me and waited for me to get in. I shot a small glare at him but I was too tired to fight about whom was going to drive my car... I just hoped he didn't completely kill it. He laughed at me and helped me into the car. He let go of my hand as he went to close the door. When my hand didn't have contact with his, I felt my heart tug. I didn't understand what this was. I just shook it off, diagnosing it as emotional distress.

I watched Jacob walk to the other side of my car. I finally noticed that he was only wearing some cut-off jeans, as usual. I looked at his abs, which were perfectly sculpted. His hair was growing long; I liked it better that way. A little bit long, but not to short. It was perfect just in the middle. I closed my eyes and took another deep breath as Jacob got himself comfy in my car. That stupid tugging would not let up! It was frustrating me. I listened to Jacob as he started the car and turned the heat on high. I felt my body convulse. I hadn't noticed how cold I was until I was in a temperature controlled area. I felt Jacob's hand slip into mine as he started my car and began to drive. All of a sudden, the tugging just... stopped. I felt, happier that he was here with me, holding me, keeping me grounded to reality, because, for obvious reasons, my fantasy world was much to dangerous for me.

I opened my eyes and gave Jacob a small smile. He noticed me staring at him.

"What?"

"Thanks."

"For what?"

"For most likely saving my life." I said, scoffing at him. He smiled.

"Anytime, any day Bells." He looked at me sideways, checking my expressions to see they were in tact.

"What?"

"You probably don't want to tell me, but I just really wanna know. And, I mean, if you don't wanna tell me, that's all good, I was just wondering..." he trailed off. I waited for him to ask me his question that apparently needed an explanation.

"Jake? Are you gonna ask me...?" I asked him. I saw his eyes turn hard, in anger probably. His grip on my steering wheel got a little bit tighter.

"What were you doing Bella? What were you thinking? You could've been killed if you jumped," he said, scolding me. I looked down and blushed about 3 or 4 shades dark.

"I don't know. It was really stupid and I see that now, and I'm sorry for doing that."

"Does it have something to do with him?" He asked me. I felt my heart break just slightly. I wrapped my free hand around my chest. For once I didn't need both of my hands to hold myself together.

"I guess that answers my question." I took a breath, inhaling Jacob's woodsy sent.

"I'm sorry Jake. I really am. It was stupid. I was just thinking about him a lot since we don't hang out as much and it, ultimately, ended up to my insanity. I'm really sorry." He gently squeezed my hand, comforting me. I looked up at him.

"Well then I have a solution for that." I smiled. Of course he does. He's got a solution for everything.

"I'll just have to stick around more." he smiled at me, and caressed my cheek with the back of his hand. I actually looked out my windshield and noticed that we were driving to my house. I looked to him in confusion.

"You refrigerator is better stocked then ours at the moment." he grinned at me, some of his hair falling into his face. I rolled my eyes and looked out the windshield again

"That figures." The next thing I knew we were driving up my driveway. Jacob let go of my hand to get himself out of the car, but once he was out of his seatbelt he paused for a moment. I waited for him to say something or make a move to get out of the car and come in the house with me.

"Be happy." Edward's voice spoke to me. I let it echo in my head, knowing this will be the last time to hear his voice again. I silently vowed to myself to never do anything stupid or reckless again because I have people to live for, even if Edward wasn't included in that list.

Jacob sighed. I turn to him to see what was wrong. He turned to me and hugged me tightly. I froze in shock for a second.

"I'm sorry Bella. I know you don't think of me like that, but I just can't believe that if I had been a little late I could've lost you. I don't want to lost you." he said. The last part sounded like it had an underlying meaning. I wrapped my arms around his neck, remembering what Edward had said. "Be happy". He was allowing me to go on with my life. If Edward was ok with it then I should be able to do it.

"I know Jacob. I swear I will never do anything like that ever again." I considered turning my head to kiss his shoulder. I thought, do I really love him? Like him. I corrected myself. Love was a much too strong word to use at the moment. But did I like him? Yes, I did. We would be right for each other. If none of this magical stuff existed, werewolves and vampires, we would fit together perfectly, as if we were soul mates. 'Be Happy.'

I cautiously turned my head; bring my left arm resting against his right arm that was on my waist, trying to feel his emotions instead of looking at them. My lips touched his shoulder gently. I felt him stiffen in shock, then relax. He nuzzled his face in my damp hair and neck. I felt him kiss my neck. I drew my lips up his neck to his jaw line. I heard and felt something rumble deep in his chest.

I closed my eyes as my nose grazed his cheek. My heartbeat sped as my mouth drew closer to his. My breathing started to quicken. Our noses touched and our foreheads touched. His face leaned in closer to mine, I could feel it. I dragged my fingers up his arm, then pulled my hand through his hair. His grip on my waist tightened, pulling my closer, not that I was complaining.

Finally our lips met. At first he was gentle, letting me get use to it. Then, he became stronger and more fierce, not holding anything back from me. It was incredible. I've never felt this before, the warmth and movement that I had with Jake that I couldn't have with Edward. I was able to let go, just like him. I didn't have to hold back, or stop when it was just getting good. This time my lips held their own instead of being shaped to his. I liked this very much. It felt right.

After a minute or two, he broke the kiss. My eyes were still closed and my face was in his hands. Our foreheads touched and I smiled, keeping my eyes closed.

"What does that mean exactly?" he asked, talking about my expression. I finally opened my eyes, his eyes burning with curiosity, happiness, and love.

"Wow." he chuckled.

"So that's good right?" I smiled.

"That's very good." he laughed again. Then his eyes turned hard. I frowned at his expression.

"Can I ask you something? And I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but I'm honestly curious." I gave him a questioning look.

"Sure."

"What was it like? I mean, him being a vampire and all... to... ya no, kiss him?" he asked me slowly, monitoring my expression to see if he pushed a button. I blushed and looked away, not really wanting to answer his question.

"It was... much much different from your kiss, I can definitely say that." we both smiled. "It was like the complete opposite."

"You mean cold, hard, and dangerous." I chuckled.

"Yes, but dangerous... I guess could be said for the both of you." I smirked. He grabbed my face in both of his hands and kissed my lips, and then he started laughing. I looked at him, confused.

"What's so funny?"

"Finally."

"What?"

"Bella, you have no idea how long I've been waiting for this." I smiled.

"I'm sorry for keeping you waiting." I said sarcastically. But then I froze for a fraction of second, thinking of Jasper and Alice's story.

"you've been keeping me waiting a long time." She said in a mocking scolding tone.

"I'm sorry for keeping you waiting, miss." Jasper said in a thick southern accent.

"Better late then never." he said, obviously being very optimistic. My strange reaction to my words went unnoticed by Jacob. He got out of the car and walked over to my side. I looked at him, confused.

"Charlie will be home soon." he said, answering my unspoken question. I always thought that it was strange Jacob was somehow always on the same page as me. I nodded my head and he helped me out of the car.

A/N: This is only part 1 of two. This is the only two shot out of the series. And if you have any other suggestions please PM me or review because I can only think I Jacob ones right now. Please review!!! My Twin, My BFF, and I will love you forever!!!