"For what it's worth, I would give anything not to have you do this."
His blue eyes refused to center on his charge, knowing his resolve would break the instant they did. He didn't want to refuse the hunter, he didn't want to see pain or anger or bloodthirst in those forest eyes. It was unbelievable what amount of strength kept him from leaping at Dean and holding him tight, curling his now-furled wings around them to protect him from things like this…
But he had siblings dying, from the same garrison at that. And this strange emotion…? It couldn't grow now, couldn't be given any head. For now, he would shove it into a small crevice in his mind and save it until later-now he had a human to prepare.
I...am proud. My very first SPN post! This is a super-early birthday present for my friend, NAL. I hope you like it, nii-chan!
This is actually the first in a series I'm thinking about writing from Cas's point of view-what do you think? I'd love feedback, but no pressure, people-it's your gift to give.
~Mel