He woke up one morning felling very sorry for himself, and then he remembered.he remembered what she had told him. Not quiet what he wanted to hear but still at least it wasn't the usual abuse. He lay there remembering..

"Spike I'm sorry I hurt you and.I was such as bitch to you.c-c-can I ever make it up to you?"

"Buffy, luv it's not your fault, it's your job."

"Spike.I am sooo sorry for everything I've put you through..."

"Buffy, you're the vampire slayer and I'm a vampire you have to do it."

"I can't."

"What if the chip gets stuffed or somethen' luv.I could go all evil.again."

"Spike.I know I say I hate you but you're probably the best friend I ever had."

"I know luv.I know."

"I'll miss you Spike."

"I'll miss you too."

As Buffy stabs the stake into Spike heart they share one look.they both knew it was for the best.

Lying there.somewhere between heaven and hell, Spike lay there.remembering.

A/N: please review.good or bad.I don't mind just.hopefully good uns' though.thanks!