Hey!! I'm baaaack!! Took a little break, but then was hit by this very
interesting fic idea..It's rated R for later chapters, which I will
eventually write. I'm not gonna rush this one like I did with the my other
story, Sora's Problem. Well, here it is, enjoy! By the way, it's in Sora's
POV.
Disclaimer - I don't own Digimon, and suing me would get you nothing, CUZ I'M POOOOORRRR!!!!! Daaaaa!!!
A/N: The little stars ** mean Sora is thinking.
"So, why does he hate me?" I asked Matt yet again.
"I don't know, Sora. We were talking about you and..."
"Hold on...you were talking about me?" *Now things are going to get interesting*
"Yea, well...he kinda just mentioned how he thinks it's pretty gay that you just punch him for no reason."
"It's called playing around. Fine, If Tai wants to be like that. I don't care!" I was on the verge of tears and quickly breaking down. * If only I had my scissors with me.* I reflected on that thought for a moment. It's funny how my way of dealing with emotional pain was to inflect physical pain on myself. I never did understand self-mutilation.
"Sora, he's been like this with every1-"
"Yea, cause he thinks he's so cool, with all his popular new soccer friends. Just cause we're in the high school and there are new people here, doesn't mean he should ignore the rest of us! Whatever....I'm outta here!" I told a rather shocked Matt. I usually didn't blow up...I kept it inside until I got to my scissors, then all was relieved. I walked home and thought about everything that had happened between Tai and me. We were destined to fall apart, that was all I could think of. How it was fate's cruel joke to make me fall in love with my best friend and then have him make an ass of himself and be torn out of my hands! *Life sucks* I mussed to myself. I got into my apartment and went straight to my room. I took out the scissors and rolled up my sleeves. I stretched my arm out and slashed at it rapidly with the scissors. I got 4 cuts and then stopped. I took a deep breath and smiled. *Such a sweet remedy* I put the scissors back on my dresser and rolled my sleeve back up. I sighed and laid down on my bed. *I hope I find someone who loves me* I thought before drifting off into an unsettled slumber.
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Dream=
I was sitting in a dark alley, all alone. It was cold and there was something behind the big dumpster. It was moving slowly towards me and I was trying to run, but couldn't. Suddenly, Tai came out from behind the dumpster with one hand behind his back. "Hey, what's up?" I asked, a little relieved that it was just good old Tai. "Nothing. Hey Sora, I have a present for you. I know you haven't been feeling well lately, so I figured I'd make things easy for you." Upon saying that, he brought his arm around from in back of him and pointed a gun at me.
"Listen Tai, I don't know what you think your doing but-"
*Bang*
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I sat up in my bed,.my forehead dripping with sweat. I laid back down and buried my face in the pillow and just let the tears flow. *What a horrible dream...and the sad thing is, I don't doubt Tai would do that now* I just started to cry harder; I couldn't take all this anymore. We could never be friends again, it was just impossible for our friendship to be brought back from the ruins. "And it's all because I had to go and fall in love with him." I said aloud in between sobs. That night I cried myself to sleep, and experienced a rather uncomfortable sleep, full of tossing and turning.
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Well, that's the first chapter. Please r&r!!! I love all you ppl who read my other fics!! But review this one so I know what to do for the next chapter and it doesn't get screwed up like the last fic!! ^_^
Disclaimer - I don't own Digimon, and suing me would get you nothing, CUZ I'M POOOOORRRR!!!!! Daaaaa!!!
A/N: The little stars ** mean Sora is thinking.
"So, why does he hate me?" I asked Matt yet again.
"I don't know, Sora. We were talking about you and..."
"Hold on...you were talking about me?" *Now things are going to get interesting*
"Yea, well...he kinda just mentioned how he thinks it's pretty gay that you just punch him for no reason."
"It's called playing around. Fine, If Tai wants to be like that. I don't care!" I was on the verge of tears and quickly breaking down. * If only I had my scissors with me.* I reflected on that thought for a moment. It's funny how my way of dealing with emotional pain was to inflect physical pain on myself. I never did understand self-mutilation.
"Sora, he's been like this with every1-"
"Yea, cause he thinks he's so cool, with all his popular new soccer friends. Just cause we're in the high school and there are new people here, doesn't mean he should ignore the rest of us! Whatever....I'm outta here!" I told a rather shocked Matt. I usually didn't blow up...I kept it inside until I got to my scissors, then all was relieved. I walked home and thought about everything that had happened between Tai and me. We were destined to fall apart, that was all I could think of. How it was fate's cruel joke to make me fall in love with my best friend and then have him make an ass of himself and be torn out of my hands! *Life sucks* I mussed to myself. I got into my apartment and went straight to my room. I took out the scissors and rolled up my sleeves. I stretched my arm out and slashed at it rapidly with the scissors. I got 4 cuts and then stopped. I took a deep breath and smiled. *Such a sweet remedy* I put the scissors back on my dresser and rolled my sleeve back up. I sighed and laid down on my bed. *I hope I find someone who loves me* I thought before drifting off into an unsettled slumber.
~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~
Dream=
I was sitting in a dark alley, all alone. It was cold and there was something behind the big dumpster. It was moving slowly towards me and I was trying to run, but couldn't. Suddenly, Tai came out from behind the dumpster with one hand behind his back. "Hey, what's up?" I asked, a little relieved that it was just good old Tai. "Nothing. Hey Sora, I have a present for you. I know you haven't been feeling well lately, so I figured I'd make things easy for you." Upon saying that, he brought his arm around from in back of him and pointed a gun at me.
"Listen Tai, I don't know what you think your doing but-"
*Bang*
~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~**~*~*~
I sat up in my bed,.my forehead dripping with sweat. I laid back down and buried my face in the pillow and just let the tears flow. *What a horrible dream...and the sad thing is, I don't doubt Tai would do that now* I just started to cry harder; I couldn't take all this anymore. We could never be friends again, it was just impossible for our friendship to be brought back from the ruins. "And it's all because I had to go and fall in love with him." I said aloud in between sobs. That night I cried myself to sleep, and experienced a rather uncomfortable sleep, full of tossing and turning.
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Well, that's the first chapter. Please r&r!!! I love all you ppl who read my other fics!! But review this one so I know what to do for the next chapter and it doesn't get screwed up like the last fic!! ^_^