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EDWARD POV

Emmett and Rosalie were making out behind my volvo - again. Great. Not to mention Alice, the shopping addict, stealing my clothes, and Jasper the emo. Yes, we were all tired of his wrist cutting anticts. Well - except Alice. She claimed it was cute. GAG, right?

Who am I? Why, I'm Edward Cullen. OH, you've heard of me, huh? Who hasn't? My dad - currently has 36 different cures in his name - all made from the rainforest. Yep, he cuts it down and uses it to make medicine. Carisle Cullen is a great man - hey, I know what you're thinking! How can a man who kills the enviorment be good? Well, he doesn't know! His stupid partner told him it wasn't so. Yeah, Uncle McCarty is a great man, huh?

WRONG. John McCarty is Emmett's true father. However, he 'couldn't handle him' so he dumped him on us. And, my mother took him in.

Don't get me wrong! I love my mother. She is kind and loving. Oh, you've heard of her too? Who the hell hasn't? Esme Cullen, bestselling author? She wrote 'My Heart Beats Again?' Most don't know that it's based on real events. When my mom was 20, she was raped. And she had a child. She fricken loved that child according to my dad, no matter who her father was. But then - oh, then it died.

She tried to jump off a cliff - keyword, tried. My dad - her doctor - stopped her. Then - BAM! They fell in love. Just like that. They had me, and Alice. Two faternal twins. Then, they adopted my mom's best friend's kids - Rosalie and Jasper Hale. Why? Their parents died, of course. You already know about Emmett.

My family sounds like a barrel of fun, right? WRONG AGAIN. I mean, a shopping addicts, sex addicts, an emo freak, damn, then there's me.

Yeah - it's true what you've heard. I did try to commit suicide. Damn it, what's the freakin' point of living anymore? My best friend tried to freakin' rape me - stupid freakin' Tanya. I am not emo. That was a one-shot deal. Besides the attempted rape, there's also the freakin' other girls! How many times has a girl tried to get to me? Oh god, don't even get me started on Jessica Stanley.

I just wish I had someone to share it with, y'know? I just wish I had someone to make me whole!

As corny as it sounds, I wish I had someone to love.