A/N:

Hey guys!

This is my first story published on Fanfiction so please please please review/fav and add me to your favorite authors. I'm not sure how many people will actually read this since the series is over, but this pairing will always mean something to me and this idea was floating around so I'm writing it down.

Disclaimer: I do not own Make it or Break it, trust me the show would've been different if I did.

Nicky Russo is an arrogant ass, and I Kaylie Cruz hate him.

Whenever I happen to do something right, Nicky Russo just has to screw it all up. I won nationals, I was Kaylie Cruz national champion, and I was on cloud 9. And guess who ruined that? None other than our favorite gymnast, Mr. Russo. He treated me like that bratty little sister all brothers wish they could get rid of. Also every time the "gymnastics power couple" had to take a photo-shoot, he would scrunch up his face and act like he was going to vomit. I even tried to be cooperative, but the android doesn't have a heart! Not even deep, deep, deep down inside.

Then we made a truce, which happens to be the biggest mistake of my life. If it weren't for the truce, what is happening now would have never happened. Well after the truce Nicky and I became friends. Yes, friends. I would give him advice about Payson, and he listened to my rants about Carter. He would drive me home on the days when I was too tired too. He would answer my calls when I called him in the middle of the night. I thought I did something right by befriending Nicky Russo, and then he messed everything up.

He was too damn sweet. Yeah of course we still had our arguments, but they were now merely playful bickering. I started spending more and more time with Nicky Russo. We became close and then that's when this all started. It's true, I hate Nicky Russo, but more than that I hate the fact that I fell for that bastard. I knew he liked Payson, and vice versa, so I locked up the box filled with my feelings and swallowed the key. I never said anything, I wasn't going to be like Lauren, but no matter how hard I tried, I could not keep myself from spending time with him.

No longer were Nicky and I friends. Now we were best friends. We were lying down on the grass, looking up at the stars, and then he thanks me for being the best friend he could've ever had. Then he intertwined his fingers with mine, and my cheeks became tomato red, and my heart felt like it was doing a double back. But I was Nicky Russo's best friend; I would never be anything more.

Nicky and I had these cute moments, cute friend moments that is. He would bring me a rose when I was feeling upset, and take me for a ride around town. We would have pillow fights. He would climb up into my room at night when he felt lonely and we would just sit on my bed, his arm draped over my shoulder. I felt like I was on top of the world. I was ok with being Nicky's best friend, and I would hide my little crush if it meant saving our friendship.

I can't believe that I ever cared so much about him. Nicky Russo just took my heart and tore it up into pieces. I didn't do anything to deserve this but now here I am, sitting here in an alley. It's raining; my mascara probably all over my face, my 'perfect' dress is covered with mud and is slightly torn. This morning Nicky Russo and I were best friends. Now he could go die and I couldn't care less. Oh so how did I end up in an alley? Well it all started-

Cliffy….

Do you hate me?

Please don't because I luff you!

Also once again pleaseeee review!

I apologize for the shortness of this chapter, I wanted it to be a cliffhanger but the next one will be longer ;)

Thanks so much!