A/N
Wow, angst time. Yeah, I reread 15 today and realised a new pairing which there isn't enough of on here.
This is yaoi, and it is KakeruxYuki. Not really lemony stuff but yeah.
ANGSTEH!!!
lolz.
Dedicated to AKITO.At The Disco who probably wont even read this but ya know. She still deserves it. She's fantastic.
Saving You
Yun Yun is sad.
He talks to me, and cries, but I still get the feeling that he doesn't tell me everything. There's something he's hiding from me, and it makes me feel sad that he can't trust me.
One time, one time he got so sad I couldn't take it. He cried for me again, and I caught the tears. They were shiny and pretty, little pearls crushed from amethysts. Precious stones from precious stones.
I caught the tears with my mouth. He didn't seem to mind as I slipped my hand with his and we moved across the floor slowly. He didn't seem to mind as I pulled off his shirt. He didn't seem to mind as his trousers joined mine on the floor.
He didn't seem to mind when our bodies joined as one.
But the tears that fell afterward were not from amethyst eyes. The pearls that fell on his face were not squeezed from precious stones, though his mouth did twitch in reaction as the small drops massaged his perfect cheekbones.
What had I done?
He wouldn't remember, I decided. I couldn't let him. I slipped inside the medicine cabinet and pressed my mother's amnesiacs into my hand, forcing them between petal lips and silver skin. He sighed and twitched slightly in his sleep, but nothing more.
There would never be anything more.
I smile as I see him limp the next day, remembering his intimate moan as he cried out my name just for me. Solely for me. I wonder what he thinks has happened, but only smile. Keep smiling, that's the key.
Don't let anyone know what's wrong.
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He keeps smiling, though I don't see it in his eyes. Those eyes. Those wonderful, wonderful eyes. Those eyes which used to follow me everywhere.
Those eyes which used to look at me with such love.
I step towards him, holding out my hand. He looks at me with eyes filled with pain and puzzlement, and I smile down at him, giving him a smile that only he would ever know. He slips his hand in mine and I feel his beat racing, his hand shaking in mine. I squeeze it gently, calming his fear, releasing his pain.
"Wh-what are you doing?" he gasps as I lead him into the corridor, down it and push him into the bathroom.
I smile and look into his dark eyes.
"Saving you."